Nothing deepika maid is being continuously used a decoy of spying upon me bloody filthiest brain set ups and the underneath poem was actually meant for you only just to tell you that even if you actually decide to come overlooking your carrier profile which is something better not say anything , I dont know why my so genuine letters or poems primarily meant for you only are being construed for some one else whilst I have specifically written that those who are affected by their own actions and presume it to be my mis deed better never ever read my entries. 

on your coming

I do not know
what change is there
if you ever come to live with me

as my age is failing me
may be
you can give another relief to live

some times you will help me re invigorating to move some where
but then a female brings with her
problems undefined

probably you are not that much aware
how a female brings problems undefined

but you are highly evolved

so I am hope ful
life may return
on you r coming 

I have deleted the entry on some one wish but I will prefer to tell that soul that keep cool this is a bloody non sense of nerves which has not only made my life hell but created hell every where I happen to be. 

I do know
life is different for
so is the ways
I some how make
my own ways
every eve

may a day come

you can have
what probably
your heart is too
fearsome

Deepika when my memories of my happy life with my kids haunt me then I generally solace me with certain things like life is never is never defined.

I have yet to know
moments haunt me
life beyond life
may be 
I search hard

moments haunt me
fears at heart
woven threads 
I stagger hard

Deepika dont you feel you are specially made as time is not moving at face book but I am talking to you so warmthful.