dil kaheta hei.July.17.2014

kya hota hei
aksar suna hei
dil kaheta hei
chalo na
us kei paas

kyon'
rahu
mei
udas sa

sath ho to
kyon' kuch bhi
kahana
sochna
sab bei mayeinei

ho jatei hein

even then I am all alone. July.16.2014

Love I can read and catch everything of your possible thought mechanism but incidentally you can not know anything what I experience or say how I pull on. I know female psyche is a world in itself and I will not open this science just for free. I am aware of your world or whole hell or say whole happenings or say whole top of the world or say whole of the non sense or say whole of the engagements in totality howsoever I never feel like seeing any damn thing of your world. Not only this I can know any damn thing near and around you without any extra effort.

even then I am all alone. 

I have nothing to say. July 15.2014

I have nothing to say
my heart feels

I have searched
where not

lonely paths
I have made


my heart feels
I have nothing to say

my heart asks me why dont you tell.July 13.2014

my heart asks me why dont you tell

its a holiday
cant you find an hour 
I can breathe
travel 
where the love resides

I keep quiet

it retorts backs
damn it
your philosophical moments
you dont understand

I keep my calm

my heart asks why so . July 12.2014

when the shades have retired
my heart asks why so

I know 
roses blossom
the kindle of rays
Beatles beats of thy

misty frost of your love

shades say
at the horizon

I hear
what you may have not

my heart asks why so 

he can make you too to shun away me like a torn house shoes.

even if you may knock at my door early in the morning as you will hardly take 2.79 hr to reach my flat, kapal minhas always is at his wits end that he has lost the game. 
I hope your dad will not succumb to his nerves as he is capable to win any body 's heart to that extent he can make you too to shun away me like a torn house shoes. 

I do not forget you when others presume it so. July 09.2014

Woods are deep
I have to travel far
a far
may my heart tell

you may notice I have made a concoction sentence of famous write of USA , Frost. I have never been a good writer or reader too. Today my director general , an highest post in govt set up if not compared to prime minister of India was uttering of some concepts. I was lost at his genii nerves and the time factor. He has often wondered at me I know his brain and heart put together but I never felt to go a little closer as armed forces protocol is something probably you may not know of it and its fine nuances etc. I have not written this as some boasting factor.

I do not forget you when others presume it so.