Tuesday, July 8, 2014

your love is a something like lilies that hardly need roses. July.09.2014not

my heart opines it is true that ajay ahuja has a brain that no body can think of but it says this brain is simply a stupid thing for a female heart. Then it pacifies too but you have some good points too of long drive cloth washing and remaining calm all the time with you. But it say s darling I am sorry mirror is something that I cant paint roses on it. Then suddenly it changes its tunes may be your love is a something like lilies that hardly need roses. 

I do not get pleased the way my heart taunts me. July 08.2014

well if job could not have been there I would have been selling some peanuts soft drinks and the like to make both ends meet. Now one hand has been promised to you but I don't know for what purpose at all. My failing age factor do not support the luxury you are enjoying. My heart opines you may be good nurse to handle an aging and just to die person. I do not get pleased the way my heart taunts me. 

Monday, July 7, 2014

why I breathe for you.July.07.2014

why I breathe for you
is it 
you need

I find
reply
one 
after one

it soothes

it asks
again

I find
reply
one
after one

why I breathe for you

horizon is not there asks my heart. July 07.2014



horizon is not there
asks my heart

what you mean
tell me

day after
night

horizon is not there

I have heard you
felt at my heart

slow
too slow
close
to
the thins

horizon is not there 
asks my heart


Sunday, May 18, 2014

The clinical part of it I may write you later on.

I cached this snap of yours only as a part of my inquisitive nerves else there was hardly anything that could interest me. I told you in some other letter of occidentals this world that world and did tel a little of space cardinals as it was not known at that time when these supra concepts were floated around.  I know I have written to you of self collective self and different paradigm s how it works on ground reality with or without. I feel I have also written to you of such complex issues how to remain relevant euphoric happening and certain aspects related to these existential s on ground reality. But I have yet to write why I write to you at all. I think I also explained you of a bubble thin existence and on this analogous paradigm whole existential s persist but probably if its understood on psychiatry sciences its very very difficult to understand as I further told you of some 4000 times and further elaborated how its works on zillions times of quotient as I wrote of some ppm and pp b in physiological working and explained to the what I wrote as bio physics ; I remember if I am not failing at my memory lane I told you a day was there when I wept whilst sitting under a termite eaten mango tree and tried my best to concentrate on studies as I realized I am going down the failure ladder. There are millions of such bio logical existential epoch which one has to go through irrespective of the fact of the know how being at your hand or not. The clinical part of it I may write you later on. 

Wednesday, May 14, 2014

I am writing you a thing/stuff that may be a little confusing.

I am writing you a thing/stuff that may be a little confusing. I saw a sikh ex army officer a thin tall smart agile sophisticated awakened educated with a business at his hand roaming in around sena bhawan with beautiful faces and probably knew such faces do click the photostat machine selling business and contract do get materialized. Later on I saw him all alone. 

Sunday, May 11, 2014

I was not interested to write to you but sahara group which always have been an eyesore to me suddenly triggered this letter. This baba aum namo shiva ram dev and all babas in totality are the same stuff. Meteoric rise instinct is probably the force behind all these happenings. Its nothing new in India. USA has seen Lehman and Lehman brother s fiasco in the parallel and analogous vain. I may continue.