I am avoiding those filthy moments for the time sake. March.22.2014.23.55

Love
when I am pen downing my self made drama love to you as its the only reality with me either way, I really wonder at the approaching fag end of mine. I remember in 1983 it was a small room surrounded by dingy environs possible ever where I used to spend my lonely nights an eternal truth ever since I happen to have to breathe around say just of my own. A shabby cot and a ceiling fan one bulb nothing else even to mention if I wish so. No bloody pillow , cover cloth worth the name on bed to say like. When I go to village I used to have this environs say before a few yrs or rather say months. Such stark realities faced me when I used to help ricky at his place but I am avoiding those filthy moments for the time sake. silence of unfinished letter s is more potent to volcanoes. I could have added to that letter only but you see straight paths are for fools only. 

hell yaar.

when I somehow listen to modern aspirants cranks like kejriwal and his party members , anna khusraa crank etc I really dont know whether Indians have brain enough. No body has ever wondered how these cranks including kumar vishwas another poetic crank on earth can handle national and international hot points. People who only know how to throw toilets on road s want to run the show of nationals internations what a bloody tragedy in waiting. ( I may continue ) ; London shelling to the tethered existential s has probably been forgotten by every  one worth the senses you can tell like on mass media before its too late and cranks occupy the seats of powers. My doctors at faridkot continuously treated ricky and brought him out of near death every time. Once he reached chandigarh through my efforts he was stupidly goaded by his nani to stop the medicine and result was he again fell to a situation where death stared direct at his existence. The tamasha went on and ricky was lost to the bloody nautanky of what not. Doctors at fridkot were forced by the circumstances to call her mother and create such an environment where medicine is not stopped. She the bitch of earth came with her nephew another bastard of the earth some crank kaushal and he pleaded before every sane over there at faridkot that nani is a mother and her mother is also a mother. 

hell yaar

CHIEF SECURITY OFFICER.March.22.2014.20.41

Love
you have probably gone beyond your apprehension level of understanding in playing a duug dugi ka tamasha and not opting to have a simple ticket to delhi. I was forced to visit a flat at panchkuia road. You see I am not welcomed it is you who will be and liked at places if I visit. In my writing you probably will repeat sunita minhas is approaching to a reality paradigm. The person asked about my status at my work place. He wanted to know if I knew a person related to him. My silence was sufficient to tell that bastard a registrar in Punjab and Haryana courts to look sane but love sanity is not written in Webster dictionary that is a big truth you can feel like. He continued he is CSO, I politely said is it Civilian Staff Officer , O' No. Mr. don't you know its CHIEF SECURITY OFFICER as if he wanted to prove that sadam hussain is the only name to tell what is what. 

tau ji .March.22.2014.20.02

tau ji 
mharo rab bananei ki pahachaan
jareio dekho to' janei'

telephone kharkhei 
shan shana shuun

kacho peir hamareio

reit na dab jaei talei

tau ji 
mharo rab bananei ki pahachaan
jareio dekho to' janei'

khet saro bech kei
pisa karwa deio 
marhei bankan mei
100 200 bhadhia falato'
marho naam
dili shahar mei
canaught place kani
haath kangno hamario
truck sdwa dei
sono kei bhar kei talei
tyre na bhat jayei 
bar bar

tau ji 
mharo rab bananei ki pahachaan
jareio dekho to' janei'

mahari boli 

thei mat ghabraeio

kumar vishwas nei

banai hei

kesriwal sei

anna ji kei

mahro talei

tau ji 
mharo rab bananei ki pahachaan
jareio dekho to' janei'

iiso tharo bharat varsh baneigein. March.22.2014.19.34

hamei aaj hi takhatposhi karwa do
sari dunia hamarei naaam karwa do

sab ko nanga kar dekhaeingein
vachan hei hamaro

gali gali mei 
lahu faleingein
iiso
tharo
bharat varsh baneigein

hamari thei baat sunio
sab ki lutia dubwaingein

iiso
tharo '
aji 
tharo '
bharat varsh baneigein

hamari takhat poshi mei dei'r nei honei payein'
ayao'
ayao'
aaj kei gan rajya kei 
sunder ati sunder ganno'

jaldi karo

hamei aaj hi takhatposhi karwa do
sari dunia hamarei naaam karwa do

kahatei thei chacha nehru.March.22.2014.12.40

kahatei thei chacha nehru

khar leina kalam dwat ko
yaeigein din eisei bhi
gali gali mei chor hei
nagein hongei bhagwan bhi

sundri kei balo par
likhi jaeingin kavitaein
apni apni 
sahki sahki

nacheiga sach
logo kei bazar mei

dhuyan udaeigein

mati ko bhi uchal uchal kar

kar deingein bimar
sabko
upnei iis yaopar mei


kahatei thei chacha nehru

khar leina kalam dwat ko
yaeigein din eisei bhi
gali gali mei chor hei
nagein hongei bhagwan bhi

lets not say .March.22.2014.16.52

it says
lets not say

we have a laugh
some of Hers
His may be wandering
when
She comes

it says
lets not say

tethered images
come fast
tear my heart
soul
what not 

it says
lets not say