Monday, January 6, 2014

the mild fragrance has struck to my heart.Jan.06.2014.20.39

Love 
I am painting you r love now

I have struggled as if any one having all the odds against him / her
there is a univ gate and a pgi gate of my univ
the univ gate connects sector 14 to sector 15 the immediate market supports too much of the common existence
but with lots of uncertain nerves as jobs are not there around only books and books

I have spent my prime time searching one

One day I was coming back to my hostel
the road side stood silent with kachnar s 

the mild fragrance has struck to my heart




it means what I am writing is not me but it s you only.Jan.06.2014.19.46

Love
when I was in univ say in my 2nd yr of graduation , physics department was working on cyclotron and its different implications

at present about 25 countries on earth are having this technology in their hands through different means or methodologies

the science was developed to know the fine nuances of matter and the like

later on filthy brains took over 
it was diverted to develop such wavelength in unison to enable computing sciences to simulate and develop an android type scenario and further the cause of spying etc etc.

now the scenario is simply horrible

I am putting it simple so that a layman on earth can understand                            

now imagine you are standing at my tube well
one is the original tube well working at this time exactly at the push button at the sweet wish of yours or say the person who happens to be at my farm house at mirzapur
what will happen water will come

now you empirically or hypothetically dig  a similar one
with all the facilities in your hand

and connect the system to a master computer and sit in your house at Bombay

it means what I am writing is not me but it s you only
it also means what is visible to you or hear able to you is at your sweet wish
it empirically amounts to creating a synthetic full functional life any where you may please to choose so it means laws stand neutralized it means only jungle law is there now.






Sunday, January 5, 2014

she is my anu that is the reason .Jan.05.2014.41.49

Love
I have taken my medicine , it is prescribed since long by my personal known psychiatrist doctor

you will wonder why medicines

I will keep quiet

I have yet to write even a first line of psychiatry
you will wonder what I want to say

yes love if sciences could be that easy your whole bloody Bollywood peoples would have become scientists and the like.

I was discussing with you how I plan to make my life a life as such

Anu is recovering you see I have informed you earlier
she is expected to be of or say on her own by march this year.

I will go to her 
spend a few days with her
she will play for a while with her cards ludo or say some things she has
she is a persona even her mom doesn't know yet
you will wonder how come

she is my anu that is the reason 

I do wonder what exactly is that which is preventing you to connect to me on phone. Jan.05.2014.20.06

Love
its nice you have posted a love letter from your side today.
when I was in my univ professors were not faithful
when I joined work the environment was always a misfit factor to me
you can say I am a donkey who does not understand how to live

probably one should not love at all

its too painful

but love I have literally written the first page of psychiatry

have a nice time 
I have dropped the idea to tell you to call me
as some others will start pouring their whole nonsense throughout the night

with bloody what technique not 

I do wonder what exactly is that which is preventing you to connect to me on phone

I have literally written the first line of first page of psychiatry


I feel she will make my life what I could not do with my knowledge at psychiatry and the like. Jan.05.2014.19.02

Love
What is happening in India with the peoples loosing their common sense of reconciliation and understanding person s like Anna Hazare Kesri Wal and Kumar Viswas will snatch the coveted powers with dubious bloody foolish songs. But love life is neither cranky nerves of kesri Wal nor a bloody poem of Kumar viswas, the later too pathetic that he has made a bloody business of his nerves at projecting some bullshit prose and the like to the public in such a way that Indian youth have lost their brains as such.

any how

I told you I am planning to become driver of Anu. I am explaining the nice life attached to it. she is a smart sophisticated girl with ingenuous techniques of kitchen prowess and a heart full of original love. Well you will wonder what is this original love

well love you will have to come and go to Anu and realise yourself why I have decorated her heart in this manner only.

you see love time is the biggest truant probably with the achievers looser s and others as well.

I feel she will make my life what I could not do with my knowledge at psychiatry and the like.


Good Evening my love. Jan.5.2014.16.34

Love
I know you r educational background simply can not make you understand what the hell I have written on psychiatry
well your simple query would be why the hell I am unable to correct my life with the help of such an infinite some sciences on psychiatry

my reply is 
I have written only the preamble

you have for the first time felt of your own beyond the hell in which you happen to be

any how

tomorrow is another working day
as usual I shall be toeing the line of action as directed. 

Saturday, January 4, 2014

love this is preamble only.Jan.04.2014. 19.54

Love
I was writing you of psychiatry
I explained you of x,y and lembda factor

now I am explaining further

these x and y factors are in turn a self propagator y mechanism driven bio physiological cardinals 
and I remember I have often talked of Darwin law

Darwin has not been researched upon till date at an appropriate level you can feel like

if Darwin can be researched which is an un seeming scenario as the complexities of its postulates as put on time and space cardinals are a limiting factor you can calculate like ; another set of x and y factors shall be known

this is the start of research on psychiatry

and love this is preamble only.