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Love
I was discussing with you a subject which is only in incipient stage yeah psychiatry
modern tech aided world has produced hell non sense of satellite aided clone technology to the extent they have been able to produce images and voices around me at their sweet and dedicated whims
but love they can not spell psychiatry
I know anu is at sirsa kiran is in usa you may be somewhere at your world of non sense
but I have your snaps only with whom I am conversing say hundred percent but only from my side love
suppose x may be a single covalent bond that triggers one nano second of physiological reaction sufficient to create that much organic substance that can create an equivalent time of relevance and relatedness
now this is a start of the so called organic chain
As I have often said organic physiology is based on feed back mechanism which is a self sustaining reaction or re activity but this trigger of feed back single covalent bond is supplied by say a factor called y . This factor can either be created by me myself or by your direct reciprocal interactive live world. You can very well calculate that this y factor is missing
It means the so called lembda factor of relevance and relatedness is not created at all
It otherwise means that this is start of synthetic life
and Psychiatry too.
Love
I am going to pen down a real science but too too controversial in content and its value quotient
I am loosely calling it as morning depressive boules
have you seen a tree of mango
the original one
I will make you see it
Student Center Panjab University
we will have a cup of tea the full trey one
gossip for a while
I know you will be lost at your pennies
and me finding the word of compatibility
later on I know
the environment shall adore your fragrance
just a few steps away towards kashayap hall
just focus
there stands an original mango tree
it bears fruits but say once in a year that too sometimes it forgets to do so
the reason is
the warm of the nights
Love
I have been to Kanpur quite a number of times, I know in that reward my salary has been cut and ACRs have been given negative remarks
I remember Kiran used to make my monotonous life a better live able
Anu was a different lot, like you give different statements in press etc etc
Only one day could be managed
Then it turned out to be a stone city
I know I am again using a different psychiatric terminology
Chandigarh a place of my making and de making could not become a stone house
I know time played its best to do so
I know I have no entitlement to go Chandigarh
Nor I am inclined to spend money to go there and spend time like a wild roaming dog
Delhi in spite of its bullshit history tag and Anu being with me at various places
it could never come beyond a stone city to me
I have no comments for gurgaon as kiran has a chance to come there
sirsa as usual is beyond my comments as Anu is living there
so is my village as Dad Lived there
I always find a difficult task to have a living time with me I should say non the least
sometimes I plan I will become a driver of Anu when she will be on job
The serene environments may give me oxygen to live at
I have no stigma factor with me
I have again used psychiatry paradigm
Love
I am continuing with the same subject as I told you it may take a life time to even pen down a line of action , actual research in labs is a far cry , I know you can not understand it but I feel some brains can have an idea what I have happened to write by this nanosecond.
any how
In our graduation standard virology was a separate full or say dedicated subject. I think professor , I have forgotten his name I feel its some R Singh , was busy at publishing his work in virology. He has put his efforts on bactriophage. My internal guide professor sokhi was a pathologist of much wider scope in content and value. Both did not share their views how to proceed on research. I remember when his book was published it was an exhaustive study to the minutest level possible. Its not that my internal guide was a lesser genius but probably his wider scope made his work a little less panoramic. In R & D this is something you can say an academic point of discussion as basic sciences are not hanuman ka chalisa or say bloody sc st obc who have bloody secured jobs at every level of bloody government hierarchy with no sense of dedication innovation except for bloody izat ki roti
I have been to Solan and Shim la for my research project as some of the minute details were possible only at that places, its I think a potato research center and solan university as such where I was a part of a small project but my scope was limited as the time schedule given to me was a limiting factor.
Later on I was in Shim la in connection with my HAS examinations. It started in 1976 till late 1986 or so but the end result were better not write here. I was at smridhi minhas house too in government quarters. I remember her mom used to give me a big quilt and a hot water plastic bottle to keep intact in shivering cold and study for the exams. I tried to reciprocate her mom but time played a bloody such a shakuni kei passei that I feel I should skip over here.
I remember it took a lot and lot keep awakened but now a days I really don't know where the sleep has gone
Love
I was discussing with you a subject which can never be researched complete I mean to say psychiatry
I know some American scientists believe its a pseudo subject in terms of sciences
Love you see life if seen on the scale of time and space
only the wearer knows where it pinches
the remaining are only major goels
any how
I remember I could never realize there was a need to feel the concept of home when I was living with mom and Dad at my village
Time threw me away at sirsa , mom was with me at that time too but suddenly the spelling of home was asked upon by the environment you can feel like
Dad was not happy with my poor performance like my siblings you can spell like
The scenario shifted to a private hostel in sector 15 Chandigarh , I wrote my first letter to my mom and it was in Hindi, naive as I stood I could only tell that my hostel trees of mangoes are not accompanied by sparrows. Probably I could only realise sparrows from my moorings of a rustic backdrop having a little to know of
mom was a little too un sophisticated to know the sciences of kids behaviours and the like. She took it light so I became an opaque to the emotions reflective index at my first visit to my home at sirsa during the vacation period
but love sciences are not that simple that major goels can learn
The vacuum thus created resulted into an inferno of self de recognition
I know I have never used this terminology in whole of the know how written in my web site/ page ricksajay
I do know satellites have never budged what to write , even to dilute its nonsense of cyclotron aided research and cloned imaging messaging you can feel like in modern aware d world.
Love
I am continuing with cells possessed paradigm in psychiatry terminology
I have not seen a gathering where people enjoy the so called matrimony and the like
wedding day is studded with monotony of ritualism
some find it a way out
of many things
and the like
rishtei hi rishtei
what a bloody joke
Any how
last time I was with anu. she is very interesting persona not concreted with any symptom of your world.
she asked me a questionnaire naturally I was dude all the time. She played ludo and cards with me I know you get bloody hell dollars for playing bloody dummy card to befool the kiddish masses.
Later on I was in hurry to come back
however I know its very difficult to pull on such a desolate and deserted life.
I have no comment to offer /27.04.2014
Love
I was talking of psychiatry
I remember I talked of cells being over possessed with its contents, content value
Hargobind Khurana was the first geneticist to make synthetic life in the form of artificial messenger RNA.
I remember I wrote some where at my website he could not get a job even of a lab attendant in India but he could make his frontiers in USA, the credit goes to nehruism indiraism congressism mandalism soniaism
A nation is generally failed by its leadership and its opportunistic tentacles
peoples can only think say a span of 10 yrs at the maximum
you have not talked to me in person even for once , its a proof
however bloody brain reading tech system is active 24 hrs round the clock
when you don't feel instinctive to talk
its a proof of Darwin law only
