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Love
I have seen my life pathetically driven by hell factors
Its Anu Malhotra who could tell me what love stands for
I remember her second to second love to me
and its infinite some elixir on me
I was busy to make my mundane papers at sirsa
she is so love able warmth full
my whole hell shaded or say melt in front of her cosy nerves
I remember one taporia was deriling ( a state of mind when a mere presence is objected to with venomous brain set up and a systemic inner heart schemes are developed to eliminate the person it self without giving an inkling to the worth of the person and its possible aftermath in a pathetic over possessed self illusion that what is felt or manipulated shall work under all circumstances what so ever it may be with an insidious planning to achieve the distorted and pathetic self ) at my presence in registry area of sirsa
but these taporias are all around me
She was so beautifully possessed to thwart such stupid nerves and came upfront with her penetrating sharp nerves to do the assigned profile at that moment
such a trait can only be achieved with love beyond definitions
and love roti to' yaar sarei hi kha lei'tei' hein
Love
I was writing of Psychiatry
this science I told you is so exhaustive , generations may put their concerted efforts , the end shores may not be known
self is what I am referring today
you can say its self collective self unison of self convoluted self misconceived self distorted self pathetic self diseased self burnt out self evolving self emanating self radiating self compulsive self intrinsic self protruding self parasitic self destructive self misinformed self least known self dud self dude self mirror self reflective self resistant self nonproductive self docile self delicate self syndromic self pliable self magnolian self euphorbia royalana self developmental self iron self diamond self fishing self existential self ecclesiastical self cosmic self
Allel dominance self
Love
the later I have written because you love me . Else I know I can never write such wonders of the sciences.
Love
Today I have nothing much to write about
A little technical subject I am writing : why we should not do away with the original wild plant species : eg in case of wheat and rice and other crop plants we are making certain genes to get accumulated for its better yields resistance and taste etc.
The un intelligent keep up of this system is likely to deplete the eco system of its reserve genome as such from where the genes can be collected
the resultant scenario would be certain genome chaos whereby no genome base would be available for further development under un predictable scenarios etc etc
so is the case with GM crops and Chinese methods of cloned kid etc etc
Love
Love as such is an institution in itself , I am only referring to your love to me
( the earth should put their non sense on closed mode )
I generally feel may be your love may prove to be a bullshit my love letters only
I have no relevance left I am very sure of it
I do not know your world can fit in my non sense at all
any how
I was planning to go to anu but I could not contact her in any way
may be this season I am yet to decide when to start to sirsa
I have a little job over there
I know I have nothing that glamorous with me to please anu in any way
may be mid Jan I will be in a little decisive way to be with her
Love
where anu is struggling her painful days just near to that there used to be a big big kachha road
it was so big darling that dust had to spread with mechanised showers of that period to make a sense to be there
Ramlila grounds was the popular name of those eventful days
I remember the dialect of Ravana " something something ganei vali ko bulaya jayei"
I could gather peoples used to come from far flung areas to an extent they stayed in the city with their rustic vehicles and put a stay for quiet comfortable days
kids used to be very disciplined to put their daris near and around the allotted spaces and dais was the Janpath No.10
Love
Probably I have written at my website entry why the brain fails to understand what to talk of internalization existentialization actualization and the like factors of very higher sides of the sciences and of course Psychiatry is simply that has just written its preface only.
your this snap is very good
Navu has charted her bus and is likely to reach here by midnight
you are welcome
Love
Psychiatry is such a subject
generations may spend their times put together
abc shall not be there to decipher
and Pandora box of psychiatry
simply forget
I was posted in CAO A-A 1 (A)
Madam Renu k Raju was my superior boss
Raumi was a pulsating heart
too beautiful magnetic original down to the earth
but love Sharukh Khan is very jealous possessor of his entirety to say or you can feel like
At present there stands a majestic R & D office complex
where scientists sit in the heater s to melt their bones
just to realise at their fag end time
but love by that time no body can help
