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Love
if you track the history of so called achievers
its a bloody saga of merciless halal of goats only
I remember a mathematician yeah only Indian darling
he solved the bloody nine point algorithm or say some bullshit non sense of applied sciences
he fell in love with a bloody gori chamari
yeah beautiful sex organs and what not
he was found in a 60-80 % damaged brain buffer and was begging for roti at a railway platform I think somewhere at Allahabad or Lucknow or something like that only
He was rehabilitated by government help
How many names should I write
I know only your name
I know psychiatry can help such peoples
but love
doctor is not a god
and his limitations are as good as you can feel like
I myself has wet eyes
when I am just to check the entry
for final go to print to the website.
Love
I do not know
I am made for you
you are made for me
I remember
Navy cut used to boast of a verbatim
made for each other
but darling I am not a navy cut of yours
I remember a fiasco of some John abrahim of your environs and some female star of your contemporary world around you , this bastard enjoyed with her and took the pleasure to become a star from a bloody taporia but love life is probably so harsh I feel too pained to pen down
and Psychiatry its such a single word the world starts and ends over itself only what to talk of other sciences.
self analysis is not a virtue either way
one has to manage
with or without
but love what is this management
probably it s something related with other sciences and its totality of entirety
you may get a little uncomfortable
the way I am using English grammer
but love
grammer of life
it s never written
Love
I was posted in a office you can say about 13 years back or so
presentation and subjugation is a harsh reality you can feel like
One day I was at Mohali
Its a vibrant Punjab town
very soul crushing experience
A Sikh person father of one of my class mate of Univ time
sunita mihas was offered dry fruits
when I tried to pick one
he literally sidetracked the plate
these bastards boast of what not
You see when I have been to Anu place
Anu has misbehaved a hell I know
but her mom
I know why she is Prem
Love
Psychiatry is word of a few alphabets
but darling
alphabets can not make one wiser
Love
studies job and research may be too difficult concepts to negotiate
one day I remember Kiran joined her job at gurgaon
she is expected back in India
may be I have yet to know the exact details
I do not know how she plans to be around
if she really gets a job worth her caliber
it all depends
Anu may be fit to the happening life by Feb end I am hopeful
I think she is hopeful to join her job somewhere
I have not discussed much of it
she was having too painful days when I visited her last
I know day to day life is too much of a ground reality come on psychiatric terms
Psychiatry is not only reading the books
its the world in itself.
Love
In scientific terms writing on snap s is an absolute psychiatric disorder.
Probably there is no escape route too
the mundanes are too harsh to withstand
I remember a day of mine at CAO office where I was working as AO in CAO A-1 (A). I was asked by a senior official to help him to negotiate the harsh realities posed by his junior officer Mr. Bhoumik. he used to come in such an epileptic symptoms which were commonly categorized as the person has been affected by some supernatural effects eg the hawa lago colloquial verbology etc.
I came to know he was leading his life quiet normal but by that time his track record was too afflicted.
One day when I was studying in 6th standard
I witnessed an old person near my house
he used to collect garbage and store in his room of his joint family
during those days peoples used to love their aged ones
his son used to come home from his small time business and politely gave him bread or say roti of that time
at some time in the month or say so he used to clean his room of his garbage and pile it somewhere in the center point for further lift by the cleaning system of that period
but love psychiatry was not developed at that time to that level I am sure to this extent
I have witnessed another scenario of such colours or say entirety etc
in a house opposite to ours one
A family consisted of a joint system of family as understood during that eventful days
A senior of that house was suffering from alcoholic addiction related disorder
he used to drink in the late evening and come home
his wife gave him food and the scenario used to shift to another day
he had quite often gone a track off his addiction and created noisy scenario in his house
his brother used to handle whole hell
I saw quite faithfully as psychiatry word was not known at that eventful days
Later on I passed out of my school
went to univ
I became myself a psychiatric person
Till date I am reconciling myself.
Love
I was busy in mundanes but I have repeatedly written I do not have any ultimate powers worth the name as of now
You see love Psychiatry is a horrific science which is so exhaustive that even specialists or say the innovators and proponents fail to understand its implications what to talk of giving medicines to the patients and looking after the people who have different versions of onslaught of psychiatric aspects not to speak of ailments you can feel like as the advanced psychiatric know how is not meant for bloody USA type peoples or bloody peoples who have a danda of law in their hands or such peoples who are simply government doctors to toe the line of action as prescribed in the bloody medico legal books or say courts as such or say bloody sonia gandhi mind set up etc etc etc I mean to say this science is only meant for Dr. Harish Arora and Dr. Col Madan and the people who possess the worth of their standard and the like etc etc.
but darling if you simply kick them for your own vested interests then no body can help you
Petunia s and Althea s shall definitely smile in Kashyap Hall but their worth shall go waste
Love
I may remind you I do NOT have any ultimate powers with me
the psychiatric diseases I happen to possess or say having a de facto reality with me for the time to come is well known to my known doctors and may be it is on record too some where
I still remember my drawings of botanical material was very good and probably today I can draw very beautiful pictures of plants when you may happen to be with me and I will be having no maska maro technique with me except to draw some pictures for you or say roam with you in some areas of your choice as my choices have shaded into a pale reality least festive at all
I remember when I used to ferry people to sector 42 Chandigarh like a local fatfatia I used to park my maruti 800 on the vacant thara you can feel like
Peoples were too impatient to rush to interiors and I was happy to roam around instead
I remember I fell in love with the store keepers and their shops too
just roam and have something
Now I see my etios me and this interior of this house
I know kiran used to say love yourself etc
I am planning to visit anu
may be some other moments
