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Love
I feel I have not written that hi fi English and the like at your snaps
sometimes I remember kiran snap s and my writing s on it , I wonder is it me really.
probably I do not know whom I love most , is it you, anu or kiran
may be your snap s evoke a lot too different world or so to say the scenario but I am really finding not proper words to express my self in this line.
probably I could have never remembered my Dad in that equation which I wished ; without you
I know you are not my Dad
No body can become my Dad except he himself
whose sweater is with me
you see love
simple words evoke what hi fi find difficult to tell
Any how
During Dad time submersible tube well technology was not available
Initially it was a digg out well with old style iron bucket s and a live stock to pull the pulley and the hub to fetch water outside its called rahat in chaste punjabi
I remember Dad maintained a huge number of live stock , buffaloes cows and the like. Buffalo w was a prized possession. Dad himself milch ed the animal farm you can feel like. He devised his own methods to look after such assets , He used to send Desi ghee to practically to all his near and dear ones. I have yet to know his nerves of affection and warmth. I was often surprised by the love his live stock gave to him or say offered to him you can feel like. He used to have some friends in dogs but not pet dogs as per modern terms of the meaning. He was too comfortable to first give some of the loafs to them while having his food.
One such eventful day.
I remember it was summer days may be June only. I was a kid of say 3 yrs or so. Mom made vegetable of brinjal by roasting it in tan door then crushing by hand and then mixing it on fire with onion and ghee etc its called bharta in chaste punjabi. Mom made roti at her tandoor which was fired by the charia , I think I told you this word earlier too, Dad put three to four cots big ones in the angan after showering the sand with water. It was a full moon day. Moonlight looked as if modern Taj Mahal of love you can feel like. Then he asked me to bring some ice which was nicely kept in the husk drawn from his farm produce. I was told how to break it with a hand iron piece or you can feel like a poker of old vintage. I picked two pieces and went to Dad and offered my pittance he politely took it and washed it slightly with the water from the jug already kept by mom, Then he made a little small pieces to pour it in another big container that consisted of lassi the pakki one which is made from milk and sugar you can feel like.
I remember I have not eaten that taste of the food after that.
Love
this letter is something to converse with you
today in metro I was thinking why you do not feel impulsive to talk to me
its some thing too enigmatic
I have been told by many females are hardly exuberant with their own males
while they are all maska maro business with other males of different strata
I remember Dr. Manmohan Singh speech to the august gathering of IAS officers in Vigyan Bhawan
so is the speech of Atal Behari Vajpaei when he utters in poetic way Hindu kehlanei mei laz aati hei apni ma ko pahchanei mei lazza kis bat ki some thing like that
if one's mother is a prostitute its not a sin darling
Any how
whilst at my school days we used to go by say typical method of care free dudes
Pakiza happened to a hit movie of those days
I have not seen it, may be I know it by a reflected memory of some one else
we used to stay at the sweet shop at around quarter to nine when the song "chaltei chalei...." was regularly played at full pitch you can feel like
Later on I was told the crushing reality of this bloody phenomenon
stage performance is something horribly psychiatric disorder
this stage can be of any order or type or connotation
I was told she , I mean to say the lead heroine, lived a pathetic fag end life. She literally begged for roti from her relatives with whom she stayed but they refused to understand that she is a human being
Love
when I go to village
I negotiate a fresh complex scenario every time
you may not get any sense of this mundane non sense
its not your movie masala that can tell you the ground realities
I generally take medicine of different kinds
these are prescription drugs
you see laws are bloody non sense
it will take a whole hell to understand this simple English
peoples of similar or same equations who oblige you
they become the draconian pathetic ones
at the stroke of the time
or say major goels
some time I do wonder
isn't a huge risk involved to go to village
at such a petty issues
what will happen
at a major disaster
Will Deepika Padukone shall come running to help you
my heart this time squeezes like a wild rabbit
Love
There is a commercial cum residential place in Delhi
its name is not relevant nor the content
but story is having sense
I have roamed here to collect some books for my IAS examination s
that is an irrelevant point now
my worth have never been realized
I have accepted what is at my hand
Mr Gupta worked with me during my tenure at CAO office
I know the girl whose name and snap have twisted the earth
its bed time I know it
One day I went with him to collect some sample s
the area does support plethora of commercial activities too
it were beautiful wedding cards
later on I was with my friends
I have visited two such events at Mr Gupta behest
the only events where I was respected
Mr Gupta have never asked any question to me
till date
may be he feels its practical of no use in asking questions
I have never queried his wisdom
Love
I generally feel the factor of relevance is exhumingly swift and uncertain to the extent it changes like climate
at my 8th standard I started learning the vocabulary meaning s of English words and crammed a lot but it was a tough task to reckon with as self contradictory meaning made a mess of it. I remember I tried many dictionary interpretation as how to use words in different situation to account of the depth of the point at focus but then I realized probably I have gone too far for any person to handle it tactly as people hardly accept the track of the record as reject it a non sense with little effort to put non the least to reconcile or rather behave at their pencil as if they have reached the bloody plateau of tsunami where it shall strike and how it will fashion like
Probably I have written too philosophical to make a sense even to you
I have visited shakurbasti railway station such a number of times that it often asks me how come do you feel it will bring your Deepika Padukone to you this time. I sometimes see the time line then the beautiful scenario around may be then my own way of taking the things around
is it I see you every where I happen to be
Anu is too intelligent and sophisticated and my heart says darling sag and roti can only be offered by anu herself only may be she is surrounded by hell non sense
my heart asks is that anu will not come if you come at the shakurbasti railway station.
my etios says darling I am waiting for you why the hell you are wasting your precious time come and bring your key lets start we will be with anu by the evening at your sweet wish
I know she is not well as of now
I plan to visit her some where in very near future but her food may not be ready say before 3 months or so
Love
Probably I have developed the habit of disturbing you with my love letters in a quest to find meaning to me myself only.
sector 26 of Chandigarh
I used to drive to Chandigarh from Delhi to facilitate the purchase of vegetables fruits to enable people living in sector 42 and the like
I had to live without Ricky and Navu as their life literally was put on stake
Navu could make it but ricky could not become a Lichen
Lichens are beautiful plants which absorb nutrients from thin air
just surf down the web page you will wonder at their beauty
Navu job papers were signed by me only
she was to take flight to the destination somewhere at Pune
she was frisked to the airport direct
I somehow got the chance to see her through a window pane
I was made to wait at the air port for life by major goel s
I really dont know
why airport could not take sides to me
May be aeroplanes are more humane to human beings
they fly to tell
look
grounds are far better
as we too have to land at grounds only
Love
Mom was lost at my fate so she repeatedly put her efforts to understand and goad the beauty of the universe sunita minhas and went to her place to plead her points and convince the motherhood of the universe Pushpa Minhas let me not write other beautiful names
One day these bastards ja ja ja wale at sirsa gathered for their social function. I was invited so I politely succumbed to major goel and accompanied mom at their place
every bitch was feeling at top of the world to see mom fate
Anu mom was lost and her Dad behaved only a principal of a school, I could feel what a Prem stands for .
Prem was my sweet heart at my univ days. One day at sector 17 she tried her best to give me good company and made me feel my worth but I was lost at convincing her look ! that is the girl whom I love but she does not bother
I know your name is Deepika Padukone
but that girl name was sunita minhas.
