I am tuned to a hindi song " tera mera pyar amar fir kyun mujh ko lagta hei dar....." Dec.02.2013.21.20

Love

I am tuned to a hindi song " tera mera pyar amar fir kyun mujh ko lagta hei dar....."

I do not know much of this song

when I stagger my steps to my oblivion s

I do feel what for I am here

your hostel No. is something Dec.01.2013.21.05

Love
at my univ time
I remember it was a twisty twirly times all the ways

probably I have told you of the manufacture quotient of sand dunes
and its related paradigms 

it was room no 2/31 of my unmaking
and now I am busy putting my rose gardens in shape
from my jd 1 b 

I know 
you have not found time enough to come to me

sometimes I do think
lets either have LTC
or some official work at Bombay

but love
your hostel No. is something 
which probably cant have guts to accommodate me

Dad affection and relevance at heart and brain was something I have yet to know . Dec.01.2013.20.08

Love
Dad affection and relevance at heart and brain was something I have yet to know

I remember his kacha house and his happening days

he used to come at  sun set
take shower
and relax on the big village fashioned cot with a village fashioned pillow

one fine such eventful day

I was too too young
say of a few yrs only

Dad was resting as usual 
his sis handed her eldest daughter (kid of say one yr or so ) to Dad to play with

she was too affectionate and touchingly smiling beauty

after say a playful event of 15 minutes or say something like that

she could not have her happiness and put it on decontrol mode

Dad called her sis
said in chaste punjabi
take away your problem

I saw Dad had a fresh wash at that time

lambardar gives water to school to get his wards passed at exams Dec.1.2013 . 10.06

Love
at school days in my village
co students generally taunted me 
lambardar gives water to school to get his wards passed at exams

Dad was too ingenious at his nerves
he was supposed to collect some land revenue

I have seen him so smooth and efficient
probably he pleased all

I have not seen him using either bad language or temper or something that sort of 
neither he got disgusted or frustrated or disdained or exhausted or felt refrained , constrained

I have yet to know of his tutors
as he never told of his school life

One day Dad brought a chimney for me Nov.30.2013. 21.23

Love
Dad was literate upto 5th standard only and that too of British era Urdu schools 
he was good at mathematics
but probably he knew his possessions may not be of any worth so he was not keen on any thing

I remember he taught me how to calculate on fingers

I was a misfit at a platforms of infinite connotations

One day Dad brought a chimney for me

it was a kerosene lamp having a broad base with a broad chimney tapering at upper and lower base
the florescence of light was too pleasing 
I used it whilst studying at late evening hrs

I remember insects used to be all around

but love
that romance

I see in you
and ricky 

one thing is feeling of one ness

Love
you may wonder
but I really don't have any relevance to so called entertainment media or means what it may be

one thing is feeling of one ness

that is a pure science darling

when I was purchasing for you and anu , kiran too
I was at your arms length

wanted a call too

at other moments
its all empty nerves

striking each other
at logger heads
all the time

may be

I cant say

when you and anu will walk with your hand Nov 29.2013. 19.16

love
when you and anu will walk with your hand 
yeah one by one
both sides occupied

sirsa may get trans formed           

anu was saying she is a little fond of kaju sweets

I was too nervous at her coming taxing days

she may get completely recovered by end of Jan