Saturday, November 23, 2013

I Think Anu should be Well on recovery mode by this time. Nov.23.2013 20.13

love
you can notice
I have cached a public snap of you

I was standing at gurgaon mall to have some clothes
not meant for me
they charge bloody months salary for bullshit items

I prefer Kanpur instead

I was lost at anu 

she was knocked out with some disease

No.
She didn't inform me

this snap is too good Nov.23.2013.16.51

Love

this snap is too good

when in my school days at sirsa
mom used to ask me to go to village during vacation days

Dad usually tasked me to sit at the site where food grains were heaped up for further pick up 

it was a make shift 
two big cots 
shades of gunny bags
cushions too

temperatures used be boiling one

probably 
that love and relevance

made all romantic

SHER SINGH HISTORY TUTOR NOV.23.2013.12.27

Love
its one of your earliest snap which you feel the overnight phenomenon

I know marketing economy

bloody bidis are too prone to this wilderness of existential s

I was in my 6th standard
our history tutor sher singh
too accommodating at his nerves 

the class used to hoot him out

it was a bloody routine

naive I happened to be

I was hooting hei hei hei
my head on the bench supported by the arms
which I happen to possess from my Dad

suddenly class stopped hooting

I was left all alone

sher singh stood silent 
beside me


your snaps contd. Nov . 23.2013. 00.29

Love
Today at Chhatrasal stadium model town Delhi
I was looking for my counter from where I can get the duty paper

I have not been to such places for obvious reasons

when I drive past the lonely fields of whilst going to my village

I break my journey and put stay at too many places or say locii

may be
every where 
you come fresh
with new meaning to me

but 

love when I see your environs
its 


Love

when I was in hons school

we had a bunch of combinations

well !!

whilst at school level too

I know schoolias 

This time 
I was with Anu

I am happy

she has not adopted

the bloody scripted non sense.

Friday, November 22, 2013

snap of yours Nov.22.2013.16.13

Love
I have happened to catch a snap of yours that probably has no place in my relevance

you see love
relevance s have to be created 
so are the sand dunes

probably you do not know
the infinite constraints of women brains

any how
let the cacti remain beautiful in the gardens only

O' yes I am planing to take leave

may be this time
I will prefer to go to panjab university chandigarh

its a tour of something
which I dither to decipher 

O' yes 
I will take some popcorns from sector 17 market

just drive to sector 14
half part of which is university campus

I may skip the botanical gardens

euphorbia royalanas have lost relevance to me

I have no charter of duty at my hand

to make them so too


Thursday, November 21, 2013

how many hearts Nov.21.2013 22.15

Love

what is love
how is it
is it true 

my heart murmurs 

U see love 
I was standing besidessssssss
a stinky gutter line of New Delhi area called Jung Pura

Nomenclatures of love
Ooph !!

my heart murmurs

is it love

may be 
as if you feel the presence
alll the time
opines my heart too

but 

how many hearts

the environs too become speaky

I have read bio 
and the spelling of it ends at my whims

is it love resides on bio 
my heart pokes

I do not reply

my heart whispers

are you scary of me

I keep my calm



Wednesday, November 20, 2013

HOW DOES LOVE FEEL LIKE ASKS MY HEART NOV 20.2013.20.53

pyar kaisa hota hei
how does love feel like
My heart asks me

as you fail 

I have spent
my whole worth

to find you

some where

I know panjab univ chandigarh

I have known the world
only from this univ


one day
i heard
Mallika Sherawat fond of her popcorns

i started my car
went straight to sector 17 chandigarh india

i bought
10 packets of popcorns

drove fast to botanical gardens of my univ

i saw my euphorbia royalana(s)
they were smiling with crimson red flowers

i took a few steps
cactus garden with its closed metal- strips doors
wanted to say something

"where is your sweet heart"
a small cactus asked in a subtle way

my eyes starred at 'his' sharp prickles
it could see her antartic eyes
my heart asked
"where're you my love"

i didn't get the reply

but euphorbias were whispering in my ears
"Bulleshah did say : if you really want to see and realise god: you better see the mirror"

i was thinking how to pacify my twister love!


I have put my dried flowers
in your booklet

just feel the fragrance

take your first flight

I am waiting for you.