Sunday, August 4, 2013

ITS ONLY FOR DEEPIKA PADUKONE AUG 04.2013.9.09 AM

Love
I am going to write such a disturbing letter that will make every body sick if they have brain enough to understand what is this simple English what is the possible direction out of it.

I have studied in shoddy environment till this day or second to say on angstrom level

probably brain functions are least known to sciences too

have you seen a water tab or nalka in punjabi chaste one

water table was too shallow in immediate days gone by
rain used to be spread ed over weeks together

the nalka were of very small and movie style

the tab was too too broad
with a small handle and height of nalka was hardly two feet

now you pull or push the handle
have a mouthful water

but darling I have not seen this mouth full

at anywhere 
teachers should better become zamadars

Saturday, August 3, 2013

ITS ONLY FOR DEEPIKA PADUKONE AUG O3.2013.4.17 PM

Love

fools don't need any definitions for themselves but their hydra headed is the only symptoms that can be recognized but that get eclipsed in plethora of colors

Punjab of India is a place where majority are marginal farmers or related supporting self employed ones

these peoples put their whole stake and load the trucks with farm goods etc. 
Everything is at the mercy of end users

Punjab or sikh riots saw millions of peoples went psychiatric sick

looters of UP  did their best

Bengali fuckers of their mothers and sisters were playing National anthems

till this second

these bastards are proud of themselves.

ITS ONLY FOR DEEPIKA PADUKONE AUG 03.2013.2.45 PM

Love
this letter can only be understood by those who have at least once touched the feet of their Dad with that devotion and love which I often reflect to my Dad

I was posted in a section which looks after the selection of pers for sending to Antarctica

Col Pande was my boss

One day his vespa scooter broke down in front of our room in B block hutments Ministry of Defence India
he tried his best but in vain
I politely offered my help and cleansed the plug . The matter was got.

I was having maruti 800 during those days ( MY INTENTION IS NOT TO PROVE THAT OFFICER S ARE LESS PAID IN ANY WAY IN ARMED FORCES OF INDIA )

one day I went with his wife and mom to Rohini to see them off to a wedding gathering
and then back  to their residence at staff/officers quarters at India Gate

They were happy in my company

one day I alighted Col Pande to his house on a routine day

it was a working day but Noon hrs

his wife was ready with rice with good aroma all around
she offered him with love

I stood for a while and said good day sir

I have yet to know

what sort of love that lady was having


IT S ONLY FOR DEEPIKA PADUKONE AUG 03.2013.11.41 AM

Love
I am going to write such a science that will stir every body brain provided they possess one.

I remember  I have written of eugenics and GM crops.

the environment of womb is such a clinical reality that even an ultra hi fi facilitated simulated system can  NOT tell even a b c of what is going to happen as an end product.

yes this is the secret of Nature as well as of Darwin Law

No body till date has even thought of it.

but love my this simple English is not simple,  love !!.

I have written the ultimate science !!

yes it can destroy everything

and reshape the earth environment in such a way

to make life feasible on eternity basis.

ITS ONLY FOR DEEPIKA PADUKONE AUG 03.2013.1.47 AM

Love
In Psychiatry there is a dreaded disease whereby a person personality is not developed till he or she is living. Often the insight faculty of brain gets eclipsed by absence of self regulatory mechanisms whereby a particular set of amino acids are not produced and the brain forgets the buffer system to negotiate and understand live world eg when Moon gets eclipsed completely but in case of Moon there is a phenomenon of diamond ring and you further can observe the Moon without any ill effects what so ever it may be. In this disease the person gets turned into a hapless situation whereby he or she gets succumbed to cyclonic impulsive convulsions of down moods and "invariably "commits suicide as the inner pain is literally unbearable. The person is generally denoted by "the most in need" . Now this disease has another stage too. This is the upswing stage. The eclipse gets cleared up and the person feels him her the hero/heroine and the most possessed one, The symptoms of this stage are that he or she makes friends and comes so close to them that forgets the difference of common sense and non sense. Now the person is called in "dreaded offensive- nuisance- phase" whereby he or she proves everybody wrong who happens to be her or his real well wisher.

Do come early 

etios is  standing on the road side

I am a good driver.

Thursday, August 1, 2013

ITS ONLY FOR DEEPIKA PADUKONE AUG 01.2013 . 7.48 PM

Love
I don't think you have been to Panjab University Chandigarh
U never know what is hidden in next second how so ever possessed or worth you happen to be

probably this paint I am trying to tell you

I have seen my life only in the university
and probably life ended over there itself
I never got realized

PGI gate and univ , the hub of local buses and young hearts

one day 
psychiatry department of PGI
its a different block

relatively less hectic

I was called upon by the doctors
they put their whole hell and worth on me

one of them was the HOD known to Shimla peoples
I hope you are well conversant at getting the nerves of the script

I have not seen your any movie

but climax scene of OM SHANTI OM is because of you only

I have spent my life time hours 
local bus stand 
and my waiting

my boss asks me

what should I tell him



ITS ONLY FOR DEEPIKA PADUKONE AUG 01.2013 . 12.08 AM

Love
Today at say before 4 .45 O' clock in the evening hrs
my boss informed my so (its a civil designation of an officer who heads the section ) that he is going to see an officer at base hospital Delhi Cantt
he did utter repeatedly but not much , too
the two of his staff members
come at 9 Clock morning :" beta"

an armed forces EME pers was repairing his assigned computer earlier to it

I asked anu to tell her choice
before 11 AM on my mobile

these are some of the sequences
you love your role models I know very well
I am not fond of any movie masala around
may it be of any kind

Its not that I have not witnessed 
what you proudly feel at heart
with your Dad mom and may be sis too

One day navu and ricks were with me at vaishnav temple Jammu and Kashmir of India

others I am ignoring for obvious reasons

Navu was studying in 5th standard
Ricky was too small

Navu is Oct 1985 born and ricky is March 90 born

early morning chills , time was around 12.3O AM
no place to even stand

we put our warm clothes on the floor and they were sleeping 

when sun was yet to come 
I stirred them politely

whether if they are living