YES DARLING YOU ARE TOO TOO SWEAT : June,11.12 AM

I really put very heard 

how a person so infinite genius got failed at every point of her happening

Probably humanity  has seen her exteriors only

A person who chooses such auras

for her pen to work

I have no words

that can simply refer to her.

INVERTED SPRUCE JUNE 9.12 . 3.32 AM

Darlin Neha !!


Good Morning !


I have posted a snap of my senior most sweat heart. She is kiran Malhotra. 


but my purpose is not introducing this infinite genius to you.


I joined Punjab univ Chandigarh in 1976. Her mom was with me for two yrs.


but still my purpose is not that of introduction 


one day say about 1.7 yrs back I went to her home with my friend and I came to know this girl is Kiran and she has one sis Anu just like your sis.


Even now I am not introducing any person to you


what happened she got a place at my this bullshit pc by a chance factor and she told me one name 


that name is Shiv Kumar Batalvi


but Darling I am yet to say something to you


I live in my univ days
whilst you clearly directed me to live in present




have a nice time


Love you.

INFLORESCENCE JUNE 8,12 4.17 AM

Neha !!


how r u my darlin.


I am fine here.
yaar mid night jag kei teri nal gal nahin karagei ta hor ki gana meinu ta aunda nahi.




have a nice day
with a truck load of Love.

INVERTED SPRUCE JUNE 6.12 9.27 PM

Darlin
where you are focused
I have been there 
with an empty hands


I often see my hands
just to know
what is written
and hidden too


yeilo mei hari piya


I know these words
yet to understand


why I could not afford 
to write it
for me myself

NAKED TRUTH JUNE 5.12 . 9.08 PM

I have taken this picture just now however I have seen this many a times


the analogous example is my endeavor to finish OBCs and SCs from Indian soils.


I have known this curse way back in school days.


I suddenly focused myself to the ground reality
Reason is I always remain lost in my own world
nothing to do with bullshit mundanes


But  


horrific reality is
India is literally going to implode


by the time 
it will be known
\
every thing must have been blown away
with the winds


one can ask
from where these winds shall come




well I will prefer to keep quiet


and say instead


can you forecast your bullshit weather


then how the hell you can think
that you know when the catastrophe is going to come


however,  I have explained it earlier


have some efforts. 

INVERTED SPRUCE JUNE 5.12 .8.05 PM

This picture was taken way back three + yrs


I hardly know who she is


but my heart asks


Darlin tell me the difference between


whom you know


while at Kanpur I was driven between the devil and deep sea




I can not afford to pen down my bullshit existence


my heart again interrupts


then what is the use of your infinite know how


I keep quiet


my brain opines
Darlin you create problems for yourself


I see the horizon


but do wonder
is it true




"tum hoti to eisa hota"


my soul whispers


Darlin who is "tum"


I again keep quiet


probably my lonely moments tell all 


which I always try to hide.

INVERTED SPRUCE JUNE 3.12. 10.15 PM

Darlin


how r you.


Today its the beginning of an end. The lines are not mine. Probably if I remember its of Premier of the Great Britain. 


But choosing these lines are of a characteristic odor. All of us read history and the paradox is that none of us try to understand why the hell we really read history. 


An analogue is in Indian epic : The great teacher of that era guru dronacharya. He could not imbibe his piquant destiny when his son wanted milk but he could not provide it. His mom used to pour some water in wheat flour and stir it to make a milk looking like thin and her son used to drink faithfully. 


But darlin the story is not that simple. 


This psycho fixation made the teacher to side with the dhuryodana factor.


He could hardly understand the parasite, leech and begging factor in the live environs.


he could have to be finished by the ultimate prowess of Lord Krishna.


Yes !! Darlin


Here I have stopped the time and space factors put together.