LOVE DEFIES DEFINITIONS JULY 27.11.11.27 PM

At a moments I studied under the light of a kerosene oil lamp with glass chimney. Nothing went into my mind. Now the pc is confronting me and nothing goes into my mind except your love.


kabhi kuch
do' shabad

lagata hei
tumarehei anchal ki hawa
phir se !!

अनुभूतियों के दस्तावेज़
स्मृतियों के संग्रहालयों में
एक कोने में पडे़
आज भी
अनुभवों की कहानी कहते

बीते पलों की
पगडंडियों पर
हर ओर बिखरे
अतीत के ज़र्द पत्ते
बहारों की दास्तां सुनाते

दिन आते
फिर जाने कहाँ
खो जाते

ख़यालों के
चंद सिक्के
कुछ जमा-पूंजी
रह जाते

LOVE IS A SILENT VOLCANO JULY 25.11. 11.36 PM

I will not say let’s re-read or reiterate William words worth but I shall not deny too. Well Keats probably has gone beyond our reach. So let’s try where we got lost. The Norway incident speaks of the pathetic environs which surround us. Manmade disasters shall need our sociologists to think beyond their cocoons.

It’s rather a difficult notion to point to a pointer of computing sciences, nonetheless the brains should think of multidisciplinary approach towards the challenges that belie solutions and bring havoc from the blue.

Some of the points the teachers at school level should be clear at:

Religion can be a positive and adhesive force.

Adventures are to be construed only on scientific and particularly psychiatric parameters.

Teachers must remember humorous hearts are horribly prone to psycho pathetic behavioral traits. (The reason is equally horrible to know that humorous hearts are less evolved on eq level and hence they hide with vengeance the ill wills and negative connotations of thought mechanism to bring sweeping changes in their dream world which they actually are not aware of it at all.) But it should not be construed that serious or gloomy mind set up should be promoted. An open secret for the secret services is that secret and stoic eyes are strong negative psychiatric symptoms acutely prone to manic bowls. Teachers should learn historical blunders, invariably; before venturing into the profession of teaching (it doesn’t mean that one should be encyclopedia Britannica.)

All the concerned secret services and teachers in particular should be trained in a super specialized art of reading the eyes and its movements, along with the meaning of the depth of each eye pattern as it can serve as an absolute biometric system for practically every set of scenario:

रात के
गहन अंधेरे में
सूरज
अपना वादा
तोड़कर
चांद को
यूँ अकेला
छोड़कर
चल दिया

नज़र के
आसमान से दूर
देखता रहा
चांद
उसके मिटते
निशान को
हर पल
मद्धम हो रहे
उसके प्रकाश को

उसके हर
क़दम के साथ
उसने
एक उम्मीद बांधी
अपने प्रेम की
बेड़ी के साथ
उसके
क़दमों के नीचे
सपनों की नींव डाली

वो कदम
तो नहीं लौटे
जो उस रात
नहीं रूके थे
लेकिन
सपनों के बीजों से
एक घना पेड़
उग आया
जिस पर
एक नहीं
सौ-सौ सूरज उगे थे

LOVE IS COMPLETE IN ITSELF JULY 23.11.10.08 PM

When cauldron of Nature was in its infancy OF modular state of mega geomorph gene sequences, atmospheric/environs’ moisture played a crucial role in evolving upon its infinite nuances, this in stead resulted into the so called phenomenon of romantic feels related with showers. The psyche is infect a modular paradigm of constant interaction of plasmatic nucleoidal interaction which controls the whole arena of psychiatry and psychology put together.

प्रथम परिचय
और फिर
ख़यालों के चरखे पर
स्वप्नों की रूई कातना
बडी आम-सी
बात है

हर एक को
दूसरे व्यक्तित्व से
रंग-बिरंगी उम्मीदें होना
नहीं तो कोई
नई बात है

संकेत है केवल
मन जुडने को आतुर
हर दिशा में
गतिमान है

LOVE IS COMPLETE IN ITSELF JULY 23.11.9.26 PM

When a psychiatrist is delivered the first lecture by an expert tutor : he is told one “lakhshamana rekha” : not to mix psychology with psychiatry and not apply your know how on yourself. The reason is simple either you will go mad or will make the world go mad. This is what has happened with your love at my heart. The Sun simply envies its own rays.

आकाश के आंगन में
खरगोश-सी सफ़ेद
रेशम-सी कोमल
छोटी-छोटी बदलियाँ

कल थी
आज नहीं हैं
जैसे यादें कुछ पुरानी
कल थी
आज नहीं हैं

मन भी शायद
एक आकाश है
कभी पल में
उमड़ती-घुमड़ती
घटाएँ घनघोर
तो कभी
मीलों तक
लंबी खामोशियाँ...

WHEN TITLES IMPLODE ON ITSELF JULY 23.9.02 PM

This moment is the toughest one as I encountered another shifting sand dune psyche writ large around me. I really fail to understand why the hell relevance plays a truant twister around the world where I am crunched to swallow hard past my steps least known to me myself. The moments with you probably are replica of what I visualize the world around. The reality quotient is probably the same every where.

कोई पुराना ख़त
केवल ख़त नहीं
गूँज होती है
अतीत की
छाया होती है
जीवन व्यतीत की
पहचान होती है
खो चुके
व्यक्तित्व की

FLOWERS OF RAJPATH JULY 7TH 11.7.40 PM

We are a looser as de facto cardinal of psychiatric syndrome. The reason is simple our heart and brain hardly see eye to eye. The development psychiatry and neurotic psychiatric paradigm probably are at war with each other as if genome fights genome on eternity basis. I have a faith in my love but hardly know the consequences hidden at large.

लेकिन
फिर भी
अगर तुम
मेरी समझ को
समझ सको
किसी दिन
ज़िन्दगी को
शायद
अर्थ मिल जाए
उस दिन

FLOWERS OF RAJPATH JULY 23 ,11, 3.50 PM

I have often wondered at the secluded souls

Sitting at a corner of

Where they happen to be

Escape from reality is the black hole of intellectuals

The misfit silent volcanoes

we call the hearts

mistaken

we stand

अंततः फिर वही
बीच की दूरी
वहीं रह गई
ऊँचाई और गहराई
एक-दूजे की
पूरक बन
मौन-सी रह गईं

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