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Hi
Neha !!
love is an obsolete word for me
you will ask why so
my reasons are as follows:-
whom so ever I have loved could not stand to the tune of time due to different reasons best known to them except my son Ricky, ( He is suffering from Psychosis: this disease simply makes a person at such a psyche level that the so called physiological gene threshold paradigm simply makes the emotional quotient abnormal). So practically I have gone beyond the need of love as it has become a junk word for me.
but I do love you irrespective of this bullshit relationship word. (yes yaar I and we are sweet hearts to each other including my sweet hearts, kiran, anu, Dr pankaj bansal and Dr.Aastha.) yaar shipra v has simply gone crank owing to her ahankar mind set up ( damn this bullshit publicity- she is in my office complex-she knows me very well - then hell it yaar !! should human beings are that fool : I simply fail to understand.
chalo choro
Yaar mera to' aisa hi syapa hei: sala kabhi khatam ho jaiga kisi eik moment
chalo choro
but yaar don't worry about my health : mei etni jaldi marnei wala nahi : bahuto ko lei dubu ga apne sath.
how r u do write to me : u can use my email address, as by this time, whole of this bullshit world knows every thing : Then why U don't use my email address : I am aware, your Dad is not
atleast bloody intellectual crank. And your mom is just like my anu mom : hell to this bullshit peoples yaar: all are looking to me through this pc like damn fools and crank bastards, I and you know each and every thing yaar.
chalo choro
but Neha I am just ajay for you.
yaar to' jayada bogh na dal apnei dimag par
yaar hamei to hamara hi hosh nai hum kya janei hum kaun hei
with love
do call me but first use my email so that I should identify you because I am not interested in bullshit reading the person (s ): I am fed up with this : nothing else.
good morning and have a nice time at your office 
Hi
yaar Neha !!
this bullshit system is making more and more lonely moments for me
Every bullshit is hell bound to prove their respective worth (but yaar mera super boss bahut nice hei, yaar tughei kya batau he is a gem, sachi mei , tu aagei na dili mei to mei tughei us se milwau ga , u will be really impressed= he is simply beyond. but yaar I don't know whom so ever I love why the bullshit world is interfering in my personal matters. He is my super boss and he is my friend too , then its beyond doubt that he comes in my personal life,)
Yaar mujhei to' apna hi hosh nei hei
mei kis ka hosh janu
yaar this bullshit shit environs
tere' se bat karta hu to pata nei logo ke pet mei dard kuan hoti hei
yaar hamari to dosti hei na
in salo ko hamari dosti bhi pasand nai aati
ab bata is mein meira kya kasur hei'
tere se milna to bahut dur raha
salo ko eitni takliph ho rahei hei ki kya batau
yaar hamari dosti to hamara personal matter hei na
yei sale kute hamarei personal jingdi mei bhi tang aranei se baz nei aate
chalo choro yaar
yei to nahei sudheri gei
hum hi sudhar jatei hei
kuch nai : hum parwa hi nahi marei gein en salo ki
ab bhala kisi ko takliph hei to ham kya karei
When whole of the living environs
it just looked too involved with bullshit dug dugi ka tamasha
I was lost somewhere at your heart
may be you have been sent here
to make me breathe
after every onslaught
yes love your love is infinite
that's a part : only I can know
no body else
may be you yourself too
I feel too vulnerable
at every corner of my existence
and you just come
from the thin air
to catch my hand
for another eventful moments
so are our equations of the hearts
least known to each other
still connected to the infinite
you were probably saying that pc work is taxing
but love! see !! the music of Nature
Now every granule is having an inbuilt pc
still we are least informed of each other (any bastard can not understand this line)
that's our love
as it hardly need a communication link
source : Neha c.Mehta, kiran and anu, Dr. Dimple Bansal, Aastha but no shipra.v (the exclusion of this name is based on the fact that hum pyar ki bheek nahi mangtei, hum yaha kei ke don hei hamarei pas apna banaya hua pyar hi bahut hei-anju.)
Hi
you are looking damn sweet here
yeah ! I know the grace is a privilege one
but darlin barking dogs has put my mood v off
chalo choro koi bat nai
kute to sale kute hi hotei hein
yes darlin see the extreme nuances of life
Dogs are really faithful pet
yes even more than the human being
chalo choro
goli maro
philosophy ko
darlin in Delhi its not that easy to have a pet
and for my type chaps : simply not possible
darlin I don't know as of now
pet dog of my nephew at my native place is simply different
it can recognise me like his own
my friend a christian by faith who lives at Gurgaon (Delhi ) once said sir, you are simply mistaken my pet dog is so horrible that it spares none: I said I put you a challenge it will accept me like her own one. One day I visited his place. You won't believe she accepted me as her hubby. Yes its true: I can read animals too.
oh' plants : that is my field love: I simply talk to them and can feel their hearts together: My pines friends at Vijay Chowk , you wont believe they accompany to the extremes. Some times I'm too too not ok . Darlin me myself is a deadliest foe of mine ( my ibid friend some time said so ):
chalo choro
yaar aaj to' beet gya : Now I remember Harivansh Rai Bacchan : he sometime said: jo beet gai so baat gai
chalo choro
tomorrow I will try my favorite tea: I love to have lemon,green tea. I will try at my airforce canteen.
yeah !! armed people are too nice chaps around. I really love them. Yaar every body is ok but their discipline is simply praise able ( I am not talking about their job profile) they are disciplined at heart too.
Yaar I know: if one bad example is there then you can not blame the whole of the forces as such.
chalo choro
I will try some dusting today : Yaar! my maid is a "Aishwaraya Rai" of my this damn hostel. But she is very nice love! She is that lady who keeps me fit to go to my office otherwise I am damn lethargic fool around.
have a nice evening and do tel your sis i love her too much as she is just like you.
Neha !!!! this is for you only
I take my moments
and remember too much
written on dotted thoughts
yes love you are horrific beauty
my pen simply fails to pen down your worth
A beauty who can simply rotate the universe
how should I write your worth
but love worth exists in many forms infinite some
yes I know plasma physics will some day shall become a reality
yes love its speed is such that you can exist at infinite points
simultaneously
that's the power of god and that is your worth
have a nice and beautiful holi
but love its not jovial
its my love and your worth in reality
have a nice time
Neha !!!! do you know
yes you got it I just heard you
"sari larhaian teen cheese pein hoti hei = chokri, naukari,jamin or say in punjabi its jar joru and jamin" Yes Anu said it to me just a few days back.
but yaar I have nothin to fight
my own fights are bloody hell !!
yes!! again in punjabi= raunda kuan hei shakal hi aeisi hei'
Darlin literally I don't know punjabi I just make a guess to decipher what could be the words: just sometime I can make it some city etc nothin else.
yeh my Dad was fr. Punjab Pakistan : I learned punjabi to speak from my Dad. Mom I don't remember. I am Dad guy only. Dedicated to Dad to the extreme.
have a nice day : this is my love letter to you.
yes love Anu probably said just now : hum yahn kei don hein aur hum sab se pyar kartei hei , yes kute bhonktei rahtei hein aur rahi chalte rahtei hein
Neha!!!!!!!!! my rebellious heart is an infinite plasmatic hot volcano
it wants to burn the psyche of those who hurt it
and it remained with its docile nerves
just to weep on its fait accomplish
but darlin a volcano can definitely weep also
you know its far millionth tough to accept defeat gracefully
every living bio unit is intrinsically made by Nature to win
its true with semi living substances too
here is an example of some virus etc
even such smallest bio units have intrinsic wish to win only
Now tel me
I have accepted the defeat against the infinite powers of the Nature itself
but I do know
A winner has an infinite guilt
that never allows it to live a life
this guilt is a hell
I know it
there is no psychiatric medicine to fight with this guilt
I know very well
A looser can win the game
but a winner can not win its guilt
that is ultimate
the ultra extreme nuances of Nature
which I know
a privileged heart can only know
I am therefore happy to get defeated
else
how should I have learned this infinite some reality
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