LIFE BEYOND LIFE..18.6.10.9.35.PM

the title picture belongs to a part of serene African continent
it feels like Yamuna of gone by era
too crystal clear as the waters bring life to us

today is different equation
all around
like the love of day
flickering at the event of events
at hand or otherwise

I crossed vijay chowk as usual
with history running like super fast soft prog

I did realise whole of it
and you too

my moments
ridden with conflicts
to find a meaning
at my hand
and beyond

the ideal is no where to look around
I do realise every other seconds
as the crunch takes its own toll

I feel
may be
its more relevant and close to my heart

I look deep into the title picture
again
find me all around
with full of relevance
with you
at my heart

looking for an other green grass

whilst I do know
I shall have to move
on and on

with or without you

may be I am more evolved at my heart
but I feel
what I learnt
I have to learn\
till further

for

may be
bereft of green grass

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LIFE BEYOND LIFE..16.6.10..11.22.PM

today it was a day of reconciliation at my heart

I have completely resiled to what is happening
with no evolution at the psyche

does it mean I shall leave the concept of development

I was discussing the other day
the ultimate truth surrounding us

I constrained myself to put the reality in too horrific way

if we combine whole of the know how of the world in one go
and mix it with the spiritual aspects of life

the output is something really soul stirring

its a fact we exist in two basic forms
the bio multi complex and the plasmatic entity

the later part has its own independent energy level
it grows with the strengthening of the soul
a soul practically gets more stronger in tune with the interlocution quotient

but the process is endless

so is the biological process
except one thing the bio is finite in nature
whilst the plasmatic isn't

but where is the process /entity of our Nature/supreme power/god

its somewhere inbetween the plasmatic entity and the basic fundamental forces of universe

the psychiatric aspects of happiness , self realisation/actualisation are something more complex at their inception level
the bio driven cardinals are steerable through scientific world but the plasmatic entity cannot be controlled /steered by scientific aspect.

its where the para-sceintific play a crucial role

so do we need to develop upon these factors
as far development is concerned

probably yes
as its a truth
that lives with us
beyond the entity of space and time

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Humse Aaya Na Gaya Tumse Bulaya EnhAudio 1

life beyond life 13.6.10 10.54pm

Ajay Ahuja good heart is often tumbled by sophisticated brokers

Ajay Ahuja

while they enjoy the heart remains busy singing realities

Ajay Ahuja

good heart is a bad quality? depends if u can notice who the broker(s] is are & what disguise (may be ur closest )0?///

Ajay Ahuja

source=?///////guess

life beyond llife..13..6..10

i have No ke board
but the show must go on

u''r colorful candles

my silent soul
combine is Good

but taxing


u search to put one more

i hide my tithered realties

as if

its another part

of my office affilates

source=ships

LIFE BEYOND LIFE..June.09.10..3.09.AM

Amrita Pritam a Punjabiat writer has a short novel as her jewel ; it's known/entitled as " madi da dya" in chaste punjabi

story moves like this: leading male character who is well educated of the time line falls in love with the leading heroine who as pressurised by the system decides to marry a person according to her parents/clan likes etc. The constraints depicted are real life time and mind stirring. She puts her best to convince the lover to forget her and have a real thought on the constraints. But she as well as the lead charachter both understand that love has taken real roots in their inner psyche. The lead male character dies after a long life of pains and dejections. One day the beloved takes a earthern "dya"/=candle ; get it lit and slowly moves on and on til she reaches the site where he is buried unceremoniously. She could not stop her tears and faints almost at the reality lit large.

the novel is heart stopping

I do not know reading punjabi but English version is some times constrained with exact translation and cache of the thoughts.

it 's not the time to get up
but your thoughts have made me rise and make the pad run

today morning hrs are extremely important as a meeting is already scheduled which I have to attend as obligatory official duty.
I tried to make preparations for it in the evening itself

but probably your vaccum at my heart put a stop to all the stuff at my hand

but I don't want to become a "madi da dya"

however the reality is dragging me towards that only

source: shipra.v

LIFE BEYOND LIFE..June.8.10..8.45.PM

today as the army discipline takes sharp on closing the office
die hard souls like me
they simply pack up
just like you can't sit in a theatre after the show end

way back
Pines on Vijay Chowk looked more robust
showers make the greens look romantic

one of them did ask me
stay with me
I'll give you a better company
and heart too

I smiled with no steps short of my intentions
but I did recall their emotional equations
togetherness and affiliations put together

plants are more related to each other
as advanced sciences prove to us of late

humanes are least affiliated
they go for the conveniences of concepts like security,norms,protocol,systems etc
including ofcourse the well known aspects of money etc

but today Pines did put a change at my heart

I felt more alone with the crowd around

probably my affiliations towards you , are going stronger and more as the day passes
I do know the reasons : but since its a whirlpool
I try to remain cool at heart

soon I felt I am creating more vanity at heart by taking your absence in the crowds as a die hard fact

but truth was too evident
in spoiling my mood

you can say
my writing habit is a tool to alleviate my mood nonetheless


but I fall to another vacuity later on

as the system accustomed heart hardly depend on obsessions

in metro beauties are all around

I did ask why don't you focus on these ones
they are as live as shipps is

I simply got jostled

by the fact
it meant loosing you
out of my inner psyche

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