INDIANISATION OF AMERICA..Contd..March,16,10

Today I was de-threading the undoing of Indian R&D worthiness
Probably we need the civil hierarchy to compete with
but I was least interested in the big damn topic around
Manmohanomics have a lot to un-wind itself
over the time
May be India and America should amalgamate to produce the wonders for the great Nations

obsessions are good if constructive

my heart whispered why the hell u are differently obsessive
its not constructive at all

I kept mum
I know the big bullshit heart around
like Mugal love lorns
its damn foolish of now

The females have evolved to a damn care thins around
whilst the males are still living in era gone by

but how America is concerned
my heart was inquisitive at my findings

America is where India started
Now both the cultures should learn each other

Its American Psychiatry which has empowered us to undo the undoings of hearts around
But its Indian thoughts (intellectuals) that can reshape America

may be a lot is needed
for the reforms
either way
to fetch wonders
source:!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

INDIANISATION OF AMERICA..March.7,10

my preoccupation of one female lead character of my love stories- her closests call her "ships" can be explained by present day scientific know how: But President Obama's acts of obsessions with the Health Bill seem to be too naive: better develop on Indian system of health by adopting pseudo-socialistic set-up: the purpose of Whites populace shall be served.

But I do not know whether he go ta the brains around him

In either case the two countries consult the core officialdom to solve the tricky issue without breaking the fabric.

I was lost in my chores
what to do first
and end in doing nothing
Monday has already knocked at my door

Another day of happenings
I will be tossing my nerves
drafting the cases
the process is endless

one day
this very office
shall say with polite and respected tone
"GOOD LUCK SIR"

I don't know
whether still u will write your pseudo names
"married"
to the mighty Nature

where I shall reside
as the time takes its own toll

source:!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MERCURIC HEART..7.3.10.2.0Hrs

I do not know
where from my heart has descended from
me and my heart

a drop of Mercury
at my palm
I feel and care for its wishes
it gets tossed up too often

the pieces on the floor
I search with the magnetic nerves

get it joined again
the shining bubbles unite to form me

my heart asks
why u are too fussy
about my droplets

I make it look too good

It searches another fall

I wonder
is it me
for all

my mercuric heart
what's the fuss it makes

I search hard

but why it falls
too often

I search to make it complete

it says
better let me where I happen to be

Why its choice to remain in pieces
struck to its interiors

I search hard

source:!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BLACK ROSES..March,6,10

I was searching the hidden quotient of happenings in some of the married orkut profiles
some known to me
others as stranger
like u
working together for the work sake
neither u need money nor me
still the equations are different

my heart often asks
what's the difference between humans and the relatively less developed animals and adds don't u tell me that humanes have better nerves with better emotional quotient

I struggle hard to find a reply
my heart gets pacified with no replies
like the kids with lolly pops

but it leaves me where I continue to struggle find the meanings

but if at all we need meaning
I don't know
I am very scared of my heart

if it once again struck to the same equations
I will be struggling in the swamps for too long

my soul whispers
when u were not

I search my environs
it speaks a lot
but I don't want to read

as if
I am scary of these bullshit searches

but I do ask myself
who I am
and what for

source.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

INFLOURESCENCE..5.3.10

I was interacting with the youthful flowers of my ususal way back pathway
many times they ask me too much
I find little to reply

may their beauty stops me short of electronic bias of my system
I know its injustice writ large at my system
but that's way
I have accustomed myself
in a quest to remain vibrant
to the tunes of mundanes

little remains to be negotiated
I asked myself
the sunset was too evident
thro' the widnowpanes of metro
I know
another sunrise is there
on the threshold of my happenings

but my fitting in the system quotient
makes the meanings too un-readable
I search my heart who is responsible
for the mess and threads unwoven
to the extremes
least defined to myself

I search every corner of my heart
in a fighting spirit
and die hard happiness

find no exact reply
and me the docile
remain as hazy as ever before
one day shall come
if at all
I may define
thread-bare
my purpose of
pulsating around
with the flowers of relevance

but why the things takes inverted shapes
I find the sprouting spruce and pines of my heart

the illusions with vengeance backlash
I struggle every moment
to find
to see if at all
it shall serve a purpose
in tune with the mundanes

I remain
with no reply at all

fall back upon
another illusion

and the hope never dies
so is the spirit
as I am made off

is it you
I ask too hard

source:!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ATOM BOMB..March,3.10

today it was a normal day
except for
time came to me and said : I am the only thing around
I stopped short of getting too annoyed at boasting exuberance at tone of arrogance with plasma tic sarcasm

morning went with interaction with the Military hierarchy
the chart of things too defined to leave a scope bereft of discipline, nerves and patience

eve hrs were a bit relaxed as I traversed my way back thro' vijay chowk , Rajpath with the beauty lit large around
some cameramen were busy shooting live what they have worth about

I was taking steps as if its the only place of relevance
but I knew the slowest steps shall bring only to this place of mishappenings with the bullshit pc , your thoughts and my Himalayan missed out targets

whilst now I did wonder
why Time has not spared a single event around the above environs
boasting with vengeance

Am I too weak, spent of bubbles around, or too irrelevant

I ask myself
and see the Time going out my courtyard laughing like a ghost
saying
I told u so
but u the fool never realise

source: shipra.v, 

BLACK ROSES.March.1,10

its a morning of different moments
a day of colours

I am looking the freshness of early hrs
the relevance of pc, your being, sound of a distant running engine of train
but not Pakiza movie like
I simply dislike the sand bullshit thins around
becoming too swampy with some one's memories

and spoiling the present moments of love and relevance

love is every where
better develop a heart to decipher it

this is what the ultra tech facilitated modern sciences tell us all

but still u are different
your absence is as good as your presence with me

as I hardly look for stupid unions of the yore

you're happy
even with the memories

source!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!