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"shipra vashisht re"
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INFLOURESCENCE..13.12.09

another yr is retiring into history books
I have yet to decide
the freshener shall be parallel entity

may be it shall bring
shower of my heart's feels

I do not wait
as the uncertain nerves
the turbulent desires
me the docile
how to negotiate the twins

is it
I shall remain like the bubbles
wishful thinking's
the words shall only adore

I shall remain so ecstatic
on the ephemerals

I know
the quest is everlasting

my die hard spirit
may it shall bring

But I do wonder
my wishes are not materialistic

the world around
is that the euphoric achieve
the whims of reality

or
I have forgot
the sane nerves
where thy love resides

source: shipra.v , Kiran.m

SPARKLETS...11.12.09

Most of the eventful moments
too ephemeral to have a worth of lasting effect

we have a lot to surf
with nerves not at ease
finding a pulsating heart
to reckon
the moody waives of the worth
we happen to be

searching for the elixir
of happening
change of the heart
with heady head

but why so
my heart is so impulsive
with whys and buts

I look straight
thro' the horizons

as if you're flying straight
with me and my moments
whilst that shall be yours

a later second
it brings
the reality crunch

the vacuum of unfounded wishes

I search my search
and the environs

the fight is tough
the spirit of your love

I wonder
whether it so exotic
to love some one

and for what

source: shipra.v

WAR AND PEACE

President USA seems too philosophical
while uttering the quotient of depth
of war and peach relationship

I wondered
whether all of us
remain at such odds of life

reply is too clear
yet evasive
the heart and soul
the combine are never conversant with the stupid brain

I day and night
search you either way

why the hell you're so relevant
is that the same equation

I hardly fall upon a reply

the uncertain veins and nerves
haunt me like ever before

I was a party to too many social gathering these days
official and purely compulsive ones

the question was evident at my heart
all the time

this day
with a few mements of mine
I was wondering over kids monkeys
fighting and playing
with a power to prove

I am again focused to FM as usual
the relevance of pc and stupid thoughts

I feel hell bound of irrelevances around

is that the Nation body is the usual way

probably yes
but how

may be one day
you shall accompany me
to find replies

may be questions shall be more varied

I shall find the variety
at least

source: shipra.v, Kiran.m, her junior sis

INFLORESCENCE..6.12.09

This day core meeting
Armed Service Core as we call it
I was busy to feel the adrenalin factor of the bestowed feathery gathering

every one with his her own capabilities

search is limitless
or is the questionnaire

I did miss you
may be you have the reply

I know our thoughts come and go
with or without a consequence
far less a relativity to the environs

but these people whether on the whims of events or otherwise

they keep on their relevance intact
may be by the de-facto preparedness at heart and brain together

but does it fit in the present environs
I negotiate every day
eves ask me a lot
my reply is

keeping calm all the way
just observing
let the clock ticks its own way

where is the relevance
I often equate
with the mundanes around

probably they are as haughty as your Himalayan hair

I keep on surfing

source: shipra.v

chemotherapy

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Tuesday, December 1, 2009
CHEMOTHERAPY..01.12.09
TODAY probably the toughest working day
I was expected to do conduct an apex body of Senior hierarchy
I noted the possible points

but my heart is too nervous
how to create the official notes out of the stuff uttered so lengthy

I know I can and would make the success to come
but the anxiety runs the roost
till I pick my pen tomorrow

so is the moments every day and every moment
the work being the relevance of the heart and nerves together

I do miss the warmth and ocean inc support
probably this luxury has bypassed

the cruelty of Nature

survival is the fittest
or the other way around

so it goes with the ' waves' of thoughts with me

I sometimes realise
its with every body
hot seats are too hot to handle
enigmatic too
the uncertain factors
taxing matter and results too

Way back
I listened calm
the heart spoke at length
the broken wavelengths with vengeance

you spoke with liberal verbatum
but I couldn't make out
whether you're standing
at arms length

I did wonder
whether such equations are that prevalent

probably yes

I did recall your absence
after another seconds
probably your ghost
it shadows me every where

may be I do realise
you never leave me either

its your Aura and its nanonic presence
at my psyche

may be
that makes the toughest
more challenge able

And

I accept the challenge
for another innings

may be
its love
or love of the work
or
love of your being
around me

source: shipra.v
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