Loss of sagacious ness on this face is because of psychosis sclerosis which may or may not compound further 

Lime light getting prevailed upon and then the same phenomenon getting reverse prevailed in discord is another instance of psychosis sclerosis eg priti zinta senior kapoor lady some khan lady some rajesh khana wife etc etc 

In plants there are sclereids an analogous of sclerosis situation in mammals and other animals as well. these are protein cum calcium cycle gone wrong in most of the cases. In psychology there is psycho sclereids whereby brain renders itself misfit for normal life as aberation psychosis runs the roost. Humans suffer from this phenomenon by their own action primarily. This misfit psychosis further renders one to be lethal for many down the pipe line of existence. Good Evening. 

I have stopped writing owing to depression getting more severest ever. what you faced is just minuscule to that I am facing. I am struggling for life bit by bit and its so painful that a very few can really survive this. 

written on thin air.

pale and shriveled
why it denotes

notes
written on thin air

I have asked

it moves
strikes again

stones 
after stones

notes
written on thin air

un heard again.

Time was speaking
notes of thy
unheard
it spoke
time and again

time shall reside
other side of thy

it shall speak

notes

may be 
un heard again 

I have been tested and tossed upon by practically dozens of girls and they tossed the value of my flat in what sense not target being marriage and all ended in a filthiest drama. BY STOPPING SMS OF MY SALARY ACCOUNT AND ASKING JAL BOARD EXECUTIVE TO ASK ME OF MY WATER BILL MAKES A SENSE FOR THE CONCERNED but its simply nothing to me.