under no circumstances my writings should be ready by those who have happened to be affected by their own actions which they perceive I am responsible for their fate. 

yes Deepika at face book its not possible to write as you see I have literally stopped the time if one can understand. Love now you can read my all letters which are sciences only. yes ricky and navu should be well at their home at chandigarh and I know you are quiet happy at your place. well I can not say when you can actually come to Delhi as its in your hand : have you understood love I am stopping the time at one hand and your hand is only in your hand. 

it knows nothing

when my heart says
its tough
really tough

I pick my soul
with you
without remorse

I know

time is great
it knows nothing
of the sort

Deepika through you I am again compelled to convey that kids can not be equated with sex, marriage etc etc. I do not need any money nor I can have such , nor I can have any property etc. I am living alone for my ricky and navu because any female coming in this house will cut all lines to communicate with my kids and live with them when there is a chance or so. 

Common Sense is very difficult word to understand.

Love I dont have any of your such snap at which this letter can be penned down. The great mother and Satya Parkash Minhas and Kapal Minhas along with their Minhas and related brother hood mother hood sister hood and what not hood are crying on phones : divorce ho gya hei ham kya karein. I was having no contact of navu and ricky and cell phone is of very very recent phenomenon( for me I mean to say ). I went to their house at Chd and was not allowed to meet the kids. I came back several time and one day I thought lets try another luck and kids were sent in a restaurant to meet me. navu was saying how are you papa. ricky was silent . 

Deepika I am going to pen down a love letter to you that will stir every body heart and brain provided one has : Say in 1986-87 I was staying as a shadow tenant in a small hut on top of the house /kothi of my father sister. I used to sleep on a small make shift cottage with a mosquito cover and used to have meals during night time down stairs with father sister live environment. She was impressed at my so accurate cutting of onions to the computer finished small pieces and staying on top whole day during vacation and busy at books plus going to office and coming back straight as it was 6 day working environment. I stayed for about 1.5 yrs then she one day said you have to vacate the premises. The actual reason was his adopted son was just to bring his beautiful wife in this house. 

at every heart

I often ask
the shadows
shade
the sun way

I have searched
where the daffodils 
smile if at all

I have seen you

some where
at every heart