NAKED TRUTH JAN 29 TH.2013 1.10 AM

Darlin I will never allow you go this girl way

I tell you what happened

she promissed me to marry

one fine day
a bloody dalal lady came

she sold her to a bloody jamadar

but today when I saw you

you appear to have no jamadar around you

its a good thing

but 

still I dont trust

Darwin is such horrific

any day 

a dalal can come

EVERY CRANK SAYS I AM THE ALMIGHTY PUT YOUR DATE TIME IS MINE

YES LOVE
my heart doesn't get pleased

I have searched you
some where 
all around

where ever I could afford to be

my heart asks

you the damn

tell me

one thing at least

how to achieve my Deepika


I keep quiet

I say look at this picture

it retorts
don't you dare be fool me

I really see around

where I am sitting at present


but I know

you are 
busy


that is the only word

my heart 
fails to understand.

YOU NEED TRAINING AT YOUR ROMANTIC NERVES THUS SAYS MY HEART PUT (YOUR DATE TIME TOO )

My heart is hell annoyed with me today

hell with you
and your other worldly prowess

I am dieing all alone

there is not even a thread of voice
with whom 
I can spend 
a little time

the coveted nerves
I throw away 
all you boast off

I have not responded

may be

you shall come

today

to have
a cup of coffee
or say tea
or say hot chocolate fudge

or say simply chocolate

or say 
a word of your own choice

time is not given

place is not mentioned

tell me

what is your nice choice

YOU MAY NOT BE A GENIUS THUS SAYS MY HEART JAN (PUT YOUR DATE TIME IS MINE)

I was lost into your eyes

but my heart said
do you feel 
I am damn dummy with you

I could not say anything

I really wanted to feel
the love
residing hidden

the Antarctica
of my own making

some how
I realized
its better

not to read too much

I remember
Lord is not 
what you feel

its simply unpredictable

one day
Arjuna asked

Hei Krishna
why the hell I should fight

what is the necessity 
at all

Lord kept quiet

Arjuna asked again

the reply never came

but ibid is not a truth

but my heart asked 
hell with your philosophy

what you want to say

tell in clear terms



I know
if I tell what is there

it never accepts


do pay 
to the tea boy
at your market

I have deliberately 
not paid

YOU MAY NOT BE A FAILED GENIUS MY HEART HAS CHANGED HIS TONES JAN.21.13..1.41 AM

Till this event- full day 
my heart has never liked sad but romantic songs

one is : jis ko rab ki hei talash usei wahi melei 
mughei to bas meirei yaar ki jhalak meilei

its a title song sung by raj kumar of heer ranjha of Indian make ( I have catched the words for the first time - I know there are so many misses )

my heart asks

Darlin
where is my heer

I keep quiet

this time I am too scared of using my scientific know how

but one thing is there

I really don't know
why there is a dynamics of change in my liking

my heart says
you can never understand

its you only
which I have seen

whilst hooked to
the romantic songs

I sometimes see my heart
then my dummy brain
hell stuffed with ultimate sciences of the universe

then my pencil

I really don't know

who is a right choice at this moment

my pencil suddenly whispers

Darlin
every body can ditch you
but I will remain intact with you

my heart opines
is it you have 
suddenly come to reside

at my pencil

YOU ARE A FAILED GENIUS THUS SAYS MY HEART CONTD

My heart and me
we never see eye to eye

the crunch and my bio entity

I find a mismatch everywhere

my heart asks
Darlin
can you tell me
whether a day shall ever come
that I can live at least

I hardly know 
what to tell it

I politely gather strength

I goad my heart

I really don't know 
what a life stand for

but on Monday
I will give you a life
at least for 15 minutes

it says
how

I explain

I will start my car and shall enjoy to reach Bank of Baroda Defence Colony New Delhi with stereo at its best. I shall go to your place but I really don't know whether you will be there or not. I hope you will be there for a few moments. I will ask you something and for such time that job is finished I will have a life.

my heart asks me
Darlin can I laugh at you

I see my heart 
and 
my deserted but live environs.

YOU ARE A FAILED GENIUS THUS SAYS MY HEART: JAN 19.2013 : 12.29 AM

My love lady officer BoB defence colony New Delhi
I know  a  bank officer is handsome paid


probably its not my cup of tea

I have a difficult heart with me

it never gets pleased up

its sees you
your aura 
where ever it happens to be

one day 
it saw a beautiful girl 
her cotton strips
and her looks

it thought
its you

it went to a twist twirly around her

months together I convinced this stupid
my dear its not yours
its some other beauty

and that too
she is mad 
with a bloody tapaouria

but the hell bound
dirtiest chap
it never budged

on Monday
I have promised it

I will show
who is your love