FLOWERS OF RAJPATH AUG 13.11 .4.26 AM

लेकिन
फिर भी
अगर तुम
मेरी समझ को
समझ सको
किसी दिन
ज़िन्दगी को
शायद
अर्थ मिल जाए
उस दिन

sky is limit

I recall your yeahs !!

The throttle bodies

My physio mechincs

It ask for your breath

Every time I breath my way

Darlin Anu and Kiran I will not say whether Nehru is a great happening or Patel Nor I will condemn Jinhan : the basic reasoning is that when you happen to stand a cross road point you have to ask too many people which is your point of destination:

Love ! the oblivion of bill boards/hoardings is simply infinite some

Now I shall ask you the most uncomfortable aspects that make asfal gurus of us.The self created KCN for ourselves with no sane nerves at all, and sheer wastage of vibrant life on the scale of time and space.

AND

Why religion and God is needed. We are ourselves the same entity. Why we want to proliferate ourselves. Are we that selfish and if its true then for what/whom and why.

AND THAT

Nation is always great. Democracy is a necessary evil. But reservation will bring the ultimate disasters all around; far beyond the repairable quotient.

तुमने जो कहा
वो
मैं समझी नही
मैने
जो समझा
वो
तुमने कहा नही

इस
कहने-सुनने में
कितने दिन
निकल गए
और
फिर समझने में
शायद
पूरी जिन्दगी
निकल जाए

लेकिन
फिर भी
अगर तुम
मेरी समझ को
समझ सको
किसी दिन
ज़िन्दगी को
शायद
अर्थ मिल जाए
उस दिन

तुमने जो कहा
वो
मैं समझी नही
मैने
जो समझा
वो
तुमने कहा नही

इस
कहने-सुनने में
कितने दिन
निकल गए
और
फिर समझने में
शायद
पूरी जिन्दगी
निकल जाए

FLOWERS OF RAJPATH AUG 5th 11, 10.27 PM

The fragrance which you like

It becomes a live anchor

Every eve

As it comes to me

Ask at its own pitch

What is the day

While I was writing this

A Chinese dog reminded me barking its way

Why I am not writing further

Love!!

These crank scientists

I remember I did tell

Any day any crank psychopath bastard

Can simply put its satellite on

It’s a damn nuisance

Whole of the day

The crank electro bio birds

Probably they have nothing else

Love anu and Kiran !!

I know

you loved me through!!

too silent but jovial at heart

I tell you an infinite reality in return

its as follows:

India has lost equality and democracy

in a vain-full quest to find the same

the remedy :-

absolute corporate culture

but No Lalas.

Darlin I tell you another horrible reality:-

suppose you have to arrange a marriage party and that too under uncertain cardinals of space and time

Now the truth is as follows:

even your married brother will try to save money for the efforts put in

this so called social conformity action and it's a practical reality.(read as metaphoric)

These bloody crank opposition parties were sleeping when time was running out.

Now things were to be completed and these bastards (including press) made an international hype/paranoid syndrome that India will fail its own people in trust/worth and bloody what not.

Next is a blame game.

I tell you a 2nd World War reality:-

the chief general commanding officer of American winning side at the greatest ever Normandy operation literally kicked the dieing soldiers to get up and fire.

His this technique paid and the allied forces won the war.

Now this very general was prosecuted for this act (the historians better rewrite the history in conjunction with what the hell happened when it was literally declared that India will not be able to hold the CWG and the hapless scenario will be taken by its rivals like China and Pakistan etc etc.): Army was brought into the effort : You bloody press walo tumari ma or bahan lagta hei randi bazar mei hi bethi rahati hei : jara sharam bhi seekh lya karo : bloody do' takei kei bekau dalalo.

War can not be won by bloody BJP, communists and third front bastards.

War is a War

Warrior is a Warrior

Now these bloody Indians want to prosecute the warrior without formal chance of hearing and giving the scope of benefit of doubt as a standard practice.

Tel me : do you need more elaborations:-

लेकिन
फिर भी
अगर तुम
मेरी समझ को
समझ सको
किसी दिन
ज़िन्दगी को
शायद
अर्थ मिल जाए
उस दिन

PUNJABIAT

Some times I do wonder

Why we love at all

Isn’t evil

Its infinite recluse

your hope

Never belies

My tears

primrose

I feel you

where

I pulsate hard

लफ़्ज़ मेरे
कह नहीं पाते
दिल की आवाज़
तुम भी नहीं
सुन सकते
दोनों की
अपनी-अपनी
मज़बूरियाँ हैं
पास होने पर भी
शायद इसलिए
रहती दूरियाँ हैं
बोल कुछ
अनकहे
क्यूँ नहीं
हम समझ पाते
या फिर कहीं
जानकर भी
अनजान बने रहते
अपने ही
ख़यालों में खोए
आवारा बादल की तरह
अपने ही आकाश में
भटकते रहते
एक गहरी बदली
बन कर
क्यूँ नहीं हम भी
कुछ पल के लिए
बरस पाते

LOVE IS COMPLETE IN ITSELF AUG 3rd 10.26 PM

I have often wondered at the basic horse power and the maximum torque of machines.

I can explain in mechanics and physics

But I simply get absorbed whilst I ask my self what is its replica in bio world.

My infinite know how do tease me like a squid

The twisty twirly of your oceanic love

since too long

I hardly remember

why smiles have simply vanished

I know being lively at face

its an art to live

I may learn

a little

at your first glimpse

in my world

I forgot to tell you

you're infinite genius and beauty

whole of the world put together

I am not poetic here

its a pure science

अच्छा लगता है
कभी कभी यूँ ही
गाड़ी में से
पीछे छूट रहे
पेड़ो को देखना
हरे-भरे खेतों का
नजरों से फिसलना
और अपलक
आकाश को निहारना
ज़िन्दगी भी
ऐसे ही
सब कुछ
पीछे छोड़ती हुई
अपनी ही
धुन में खोई
बढ़ती चली जाती है
जिसमें कितने शख़्स
पेड़ो की तरह
पीछे छूट गए
कितने हसीन लम्हें
आँखों से फिसल गए
कितने ख़यालों के बादल
जाने कहाँ उड़ गए
लेकिन आकाश ने
सदा मेरा
साथ निभाया
अंधेरे में
उजाले में
एक दोस्त की तरह
अपना हाथ बढ़ाया
कितना अपना पन
यूँ ही
मुझ पर जतला

Inflourescence Aug 2nd 8.54 PM

Chandigarh a place of my making and unmaking

I visited this place

When the time threw away my entitlement to visit this place

I remember my hostel Bhatnagar Hall; boys hostel room no. 2/31

The memories may not die

Relevance has to change

I have walked past Raj path in the same vain

A day is waiting

With its rendezvous

I have accepted its whims and powers of cosmic strength

Soft system learning is too boring

But your love shall make me

The survival of fittest

I know this

So I do accept challenges

As I am made for it

जीवन के
रंग भी
कोई समझ पाया है
बहते पानी को
कोई रोक पाया है

आज गम है
तो कल खुशी
आज दोस्त है
तो कल अजनबी

जितनी जल्दी
दिन नहीं ढलता है
उतनी जल्दी
चेहरे बदल जाते है

जो आज
तुम्हारा है
कल किसी
और का
हो जाता है

सब कुछ
मिट जाता है
चंद यादें
रह जाती हैं

जो सिर्फ़
तुम्हारी होती है
सिर्फ तुम्हारी

THERE IS NO NEED TO KILL YOURSELF AUG 1.11.52 PM

Say when we are at the age of 4 to 5 months in our inception stage. The psyche of mom get transferred to us. The craving, loneliness, un-relatedness and extreme neurotic depressive hormonal threshold put a pattern of gaps in our gene system. These gaps when perform on the scale of time and space get evoked by a factor say lambda.

Now the psychological factors of perception, internalization, actualization put a fixation psyche in our brains. If we happen to see a girl etc whose aura fits in this paradigm it suddenly gets evolved to a magnetic field in our psyche and a neurotic twister gets into existentials.

The net result is that we actualize that world starts and ends at that particular girl/ambition/motto/achievement etc etc

If we have high level of Iq coupled by low eq then our system simply fails and we tend to get trapped with marshy lands of psychiatric disorders. These are effective lethal in all terms.

These neurotic psychiatric diseases (irrespective of nomenclature) are perfectly treatable provided we happen to be lucky to have a good psychiatric doctor in our vicinity.

Delhi incidentally lack in qualified psychiatrists.

एक ऊँचे देवदार ने
मुझे बुलाया
मेरे स्वागत में
बडी- बडी बाहों को
खूब हिलाया
चाह कर भी
मैं
उससे मिल न पाई
बातें कुछ जो
कहनी थी कभी
कह न पाई
दोंनो के बीच
ऊँचाई आ गई
अपने अपने मन की
मन में रह गई
ऊँचे पहाडों पर बैठ
तुम देवदार
होते चले गए
और ऊँचे
समय की गर्दिशों से
होती चली गई
मैं और गहरी
अंततः फिर वही
बीच की दूरी
वहीं रह गई
ऊँचाई और गहराई
एक-दूजे की
पूरक बन
मौन-सी रह गईं