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FIRST LOVE..contd

when i'm surrounded by lows
my spirit plays die hard
to come off
strive a bit
with the moment
off the moment

i yearn for my love

my heart asks
are you sure
it's your love
that makes
all the whirl- pools
in and around you

i stare a bit
at my own thoughts
with a vacuumenous vainfull querries
whish for a reply
to soothen
my dud nerves

time may have proven
too truant a role

i encounter day and night

my heart quips again

i know
i havn't replied

i look inward
outwards too

to find one

for me
but
i ask myself

who i am

source: amitabh bachhan, mallika sherwat

NATURE's BAUNTY

i've often wondered at Nature's way of experimentations
with the live or otherwise

i close my books, thoughts too
to actualize
whether if
A Nature does exist at all
or
it's a mere co-existence of
like and dislike factors

very hard to find

i recluse in bliss of unknown instincts

the stormy inquisitive live half
it never stops
asking too often
why the hell
you skirt every time
i ask a meaningfull

i wonder
does Nature has a meaning at all

i look thro' the ages
it fails to suffice

may be
little is known to us
The Nature's way of
putting the elements of relevance
into shape

i pause for a moment
see if
scale of time and space is too large

and i'm looking for
too short

source : amitabh bachan, mallika sherawat, kanudha, pu chd

RED SANDS

i was walking on the red sands on rajpath
as usual,to my work place
with thoughts of
lost and found, at my psyche
and what for??

it was too faithfull to withstand
the windy showers

my brain visualizing
amitabh bachan
on a parallel track bound for his shoot

with and without
of the hazy yes and nos
of the day with past ladden
with its own circumscribed
pearls of movements

my whys and whats
i crossed the venue
in the eve
after the work hrs
and
my heart murmurred

this is the 'heaven'
for your live being
live it
with or without
lost and found

afterall
very little
comes thro'
what you think off

yourself

source: amitabh bachan, mallika sherawat

INNER HALF OF ENTERTAINER

the twin sciences of horrible dephth of know how: psychiatry+psychology
speaks such words that need a careful handling

we all negotiate the lofty heights and darkest lows

that what constitutes an entertainer

the glamour of forbidden instincts

but that's a part for the piece of apple pie

the skin deep wishes and fencies
nurtured thro' hazy horizons of self
the inner and outer alike
as the relevance quotient hardly pacify
an intellectual heart

probably the price tag is too big

and we pay for the exotic ends
that never stops
with or without the age

seen thro'
the daily crunch
and reality around

probably that's the vacuum
that drives far deeper
as that heart
comes to up
the down is a step ahead
before
the ups takes over

source : mallika sherawat, amitabh bachan, my ex-boss: santosh dasgupta, pu chd

TOUCH MY SOUL

i often wonder at the utilitarian existential of computer games
but i hardly say it's boring

the reason is simple

live people too often cross the quotient of relevance
may be too negative to accept the grounds

so do i find at orkut

latest is the blogging by public known people

amitabh bachan's entries evokes a special query

i wonder
is it hidden failures of "LOVE''
IT SAYS A LOT
BUT HARDLY ACCEPTED BY THE HEART

i was driving my car thro' rain showered ''delhi's lung" "forest" drive ways
my lady friend too amused by the uphomistic exuberance of the biotic world
said: they too are live only with 'NATURAL SHOWER'

i cut thro' the utterances
said
it's the bio-logical clock which infact rules the roost

probably she couldn't touch the dephth

but i did see
the plants knew better

i drove fast
for my mundanes

source: mallika sherawat, amitabh bachhan