A mirage.

sometimes I feel probably you are not in a situation to reciprocate my happenings may be it s shit of the world around. You see sometimes bad things may happen to be assets worth reckoning. I feel you may have uploaded this snap in the same equation but probably ground reality absence of reciprocity is practically equivalent to a mirage. 

Dracula .

Brazen thoughts is antithesis of existence I realized very late when confronted with stark reality quotients some can be told only in person. Such is horrific reality with me. Some time I feel to write a poem for you then suddenly I feel lets not. May be love as such comes to be confronting me in Dracula forms of what not. 

TIME SPARES NONE.

When India is burning because of poor brain I am again compelled to pick my pencil. I told you  of some tragedy queen Meena Kumari who earned the wealth at her time and time saw her weeping for a loaf of bread but she did not get even that. Probably riches are something that is only a theoretical theorem only. Its the system that has to cater for a roti when one is at disadvantage as time spares none. 

wishes.

I wish only you i.e deepika padukone could have access to this page.

some buds
laugh at me

mighty fluorescence
as if showering
out of blue

blues of
I have
traversed
spicules of my being

wishes
horses say
they are beautiful 

It has been a real long when I lost track as it got me in filthiest war of hatred on ground level realities , infact it has been on me for the last four years and make it 40 yrs.

you must have understood novelist language but life with me has become the dirtiest ever thinkable.

you must have understood the spine chilling saga of an ordinary person being butchered by a psychiatric doctor. 

Mahatam Buddha once said

Mahatama Buddha once said to a decoit and hardened criminal I have stopped when you will stop. He further added are you sure the sins you are doing  for those they will accept the fate for that.