I am writing about neurotic psychosis once again : it s main cause is when the pregnant female having a fetus in her womb is lost in oblivions of other ( it may be a sexual or non sexual relationship) : now the disease - the person does not have  a personality it means it hopes to one personality to another personality and remains terrifically suggestive particularly with a set of friend (s) and relative (s) in case of female the husband is the most unlucky person on earth. The brain gets eclipsed autonomous without any cause at all.but trigger can bring this eclipse earlier and too common. The person 's own insight is absolutely a bloody non sense. The person makes friends and simply forgets the difference between non sense and sense. This is in most need ever possible during the eclipse stage and the most hostile / un arguable during the euphoric stage as it possesses an energy level that simply proves the well wisher a nuisance. The person feels on top of the world during euphoric and simply hapeless / unworthy during the eclipse stage.

NOW WHO SO EVER IT MAY BE WHO USES THIS PERSON THAT PERSON OR SYSTEM STANDS CURSED. -ITS AN ORDER.

NOW  I am telling the scientists about psychiatric disorders : (but they are word bound not to mis use this information on any person ) : put the dominion effect / factor on the brain if its developing the disorder is permanent and if its developed one the disorder is quasi permanent. 

But.

when I see my best ever possible behaviour or mannerism is simply unable to neutralise the poison fed by Pushpa Minhas and Minhas clan system I wonder at their success quotient. You might have wondered at this phenomenon. May be I want to forget all and live a life. But .

It is hereby suggested in all democracies on earth where laws are primarily in favour of females a compulsorily dedicated subject will be taught to the students of all ages irrespective of streams and the thesis will be submitted by every student WHY PUSHPA MINHAS INSPITE OF BEING THE MOST EVER THINKABLE WICKED FEMALE HAPPENS TO BE INFINITE SUCCESS IN PROLIFERATING HER PHALANGES OF LOVE STUDDED WITH INFINITE SOME POISON EVER THINKABLE POSSIBLE.

why.

sometimes
when I am alone
some of the hearts
busy with their notes

I often mirror
where is opaque
why it comes from
why it cant be changed

I feel
may be
tit bits are more
then I see
mirrors are enough

but why its so tough

mirrors are that

I often wonder

why
where and what 

Hollow world.

I saw one day when you finished your school and college you had a fantasy of your dad being the star in sports world to recapture his glory. Somehow your dad realized that it is fine but probably destiny was somewhere else. He was saying well done I hope so etc. I was crossing madhuban chowk just nearby to this house and ricky navu and the greatest philanthropist of earth SP Minhas were with me in that maruti which he ordered to be taken away from me and sold in scrap even without my signature, was horrible upset to see the building of Bal Bharti Public School. I know snake s have their instinctive habit to kill. But probably you are not exposed to know what the hell I have happened to write inspite of your being a super star of Bollywood World and now Hollywood World. 

why.

that evening
I got its a day
start and end
may not be
but its a day

that day is not with me
I know
some of its
I have kept

when its tough to make

I recall
its says
comes again

sometimes
it forgets

I wait
till it comes

but I dont know

why

That book.

I was a student of 8th class. RSD High School Sirsa. A Hall meant for inducing creativity in brains of students. Drawing teacher placed a big book at a table and tasked us to draw. I remember it was not a job that I could do. Today when I take your snaps I remember that book. 

thick bushes.

muddy roads
sometimes I have searched
where are you

thick bushes
tell  me
stand still

steps retire
its no where
shall go

how they
some at corners

muddy roads
ask
dust and dawn

these bushes

steps retire
its no where
shall go

where is horizon
its dark

muddy roads
weigh
ask

thick bushes