why they fly.

I have to know
why I dont love
some told me
walking is also a love
I try to get up
with your time
some how
I am always late
to my time

I have heard
moments start to become yours
and you love

But I dont know
why I dont love

somehow I feel
I may be slow to my moments
catch a bit late

I have not seen
why they fly
so unseen
unheard

my late evenings and me.

late evening hrs
I crossed through India gate expanse
some colleagues in dress
probably some one busy how to reach their ones
peoples thronged as if today is India
kid were playing
adults lost in love
of togetherness

I wondered why I am all alone
in public as well

Adrenalin is a hormone
feminine hormone is a complex
is it that I wrote a tough line

my late evenings
and me.

its tough darlin.

flowers are beautiful
every kid shall say
some may ask
lets know

they will probably
who will study botany

film stars make a joke of sciences'
its not their way
directors have to churn

some directors may think
lets say
what is botany

computer ji bole

its tough darlin

is it really.

morning hr s
sometimes looks early
then may be
you will come
some moments to go somewhere

old trees and bushes
mundane s
suddenly a blossom of flowers
fragrance comes
as if you have

I make my eyes
see if
is it really

some say fragrance.

One day you were saying to media of feeling your things referring to your van ( shoot related paraphernalia etc )

I have lived
some are still living
say
I dont understand

some were saying
life is good

flower pots
full of colours
scents

some say fragrance

I used to go to my canteen

one day my officer said
sir your this card is now life time

I wondered
why life is that long.

Destined to write love letters to you.

My dad faced a piquant situation throughout his life. He was a farmer you know by this time. He quietly said to me that Pushpa Minhas is something ( without naming the Durga of earth ) dont you feel after that he kept silent. I wish my father could have been a little less nice. He was having wolves and vultures in his skies. I used to go to Kanpur on my official duties too often. One such day after a day off train was sometime at night. ( I forgot ) I thought lets try if I can have something for me. I asked a shopkeeper whether something is unique to this place for office goers. He saw into my face. Kept quiet. Babu ji mujhei pata nahi. I asked okay give me that shirt how much you will take. He forgot all and got involved in selling his goods. Whilst coming back I said is there special to be scared about. He said babu ji Mayawati to' loot-ti thi par Mulayam kei daroga ka to' pata nahi ghar tak pahunch javein' : I said are you serious bahi. Babu maaf karna muuh sei nikal gaya tha : I then thought it was better I could have presented myself as a business executive. My Dad used to face such scared environment that looted him til his last laugh. Probably that was the reason he confided in his son's capabilities to that extent. But I have a second thought. Probably I was destined to write love letter s to you. nahi deepika here amendment is not possible.

Male baton and Deepika Padukone.

male baton which I am describing it that its nothing to do with sex as such. Its the dominion syndrome which takes its different shapes and colours. Now some use this syndrome to meet their lust desires with more than one sexual partners other use it for earning material worth some use it to gain control of love , human / wits / kins / in groups etc etc other use it to gain material possessions etc etc. But its not that simple because it has its vicious cycles as well which simply fail any understanding of being it a horrible bio existential s. One day I was on election duty three girls of some 4 th to 6 th standand were walking down to their destination. I was quietly observing the young hearts. You do not know how much costly is the suit which Modi was wearing. I wondered whether young hearts of UP Tamil Nadu etc etc do not understand when peoples in public boast on microphones and mega phones agar bahanji bole to' hum yeisei hazaarron' malayaein' pahna dein' palak jhalaktein' hi and Indian Air Lines chartered airplanes fly to carry chappal s to Cheinaei / Madras. I remember when I was in Kanpur very beautiful chappals were there. I telephoned anu can she tell her foot size which she did not. Then I tried my best to guess her size. I could never see her wearing one because male baton could not be defined.  You are asking shadowing of kids Yes its the worst vicious shape of it.