is it really.

morning hr s
sometimes looks early
then may be
you will come
some moments to go somewhere

old trees and bushes
mundane s
suddenly a blossom of flowers
fragrance comes
as if you have

I make my eyes
see if
is it really

some say fragrance.

One day you were saying to media of feeling your things referring to your van ( shoot related paraphernalia etc )

I have lived
some are still living
say
I dont understand

some were saying
life is good

flower pots
full of colours
scents

some say fragrance

I used to go to my canteen

one day my officer said
sir your this card is now life time

I wondered
why life is that long.

Destined to write love letters to you.

My dad faced a piquant situation throughout his life. He was a farmer you know by this time. He quietly said to me that Pushpa Minhas is something ( without naming the Durga of earth ) dont you feel after that he kept silent. I wish my father could have been a little less nice. He was having wolves and vultures in his skies. I used to go to Kanpur on my official duties too often. One such day after a day off train was sometime at night. ( I forgot ) I thought lets try if I can have something for me. I asked a shopkeeper whether something is unique to this place for office goers. He saw into my face. Kept quiet. Babu ji mujhei pata nahi. I asked okay give me that shirt how much you will take. He forgot all and got involved in selling his goods. Whilst coming back I said is there special to be scared about. He said babu ji Mayawati to' loot-ti thi par Mulayam kei daroga ka to' pata nahi ghar tak pahunch javein' : I said are you serious bahi. Babu maaf karna muuh sei nikal gaya tha : I then thought it was better I could have presented myself as a business executive. My Dad used to face such scared environment that looted him til his last laugh. Probably that was the reason he confided in his son's capabilities to that extent. But I have a second thought. Probably I was destined to write love letter s to you. nahi deepika here amendment is not possible.

Male baton and Deepika Padukone.

male baton which I am describing it that its nothing to do with sex as such. Its the dominion syndrome which takes its different shapes and colours. Now some use this syndrome to meet their lust desires with more than one sexual partners other use it for earning material worth some use it to gain control of love , human / wits / kins / in groups etc etc other use it to gain material possessions etc etc. But its not that simple because it has its vicious cycles as well which simply fail any understanding of being it a horrible bio existential s. One day I was on election duty three girls of some 4 th to 6 th standand were walking down to their destination. I was quietly observing the young hearts. You do not know how much costly is the suit which Modi was wearing. I wondered whether young hearts of UP Tamil Nadu etc etc do not understand when peoples in public boast on microphones and mega phones agar bahanji bole to' hum yeisei hazaarron' malayaein' pahna dein' palak jhalaktein' hi and Indian Air Lines chartered airplanes fly to carry chappal s to Cheinaei / Madras. I remember when I was in Kanpur very beautiful chappals were there. I telephoned anu can she tell her foot size which she did not. Then I tried my best to guess her size. I could never see her wearing one because male baton could not be defined.  You are asking shadowing of kids Yes its the worst vicious shape of it. 

when I have written that the male baten is rather more female in content it means a horrific reality is lit large and law makers policy makers etc must develop the habit to know what the hell Indra Gandhi and Sonia Gandhi has actually done with the smooth and conflict free Indian society. There is no time with the public to know it neither they  have access to socio economic literature at all. They have just seen stupid movies nothing else. Now a days they might have seen some funky serial s etc. Pushpa Minhas and her syndrome should have been known to every body by now. But even she is the strong est Durga on earth. Its not that she had two bloody penus to please with and get destroyed with another but its the malicious vicious dominion effect but Mrs Bacchan will say I was the beauty on earth and talent on earth and is the pious on earth and the righteous on earth how the hell rekha is so important. I dont think Indian Parliament can have sane brains to be lucky enough as Modi even thought to give 33 % to female MPs. Mr Modi even a single seat is not worth for females in Parliament house. Have you understood what the hell I want to say.   I have often mentioned that the dead RC Minhas is never dead but have you ever thought why dead Pushpa Minhas is biznashakak rakhshasus but then modern days beautiful faces of Mc D gen will say Uncle you have been noticed at that counter all alone with a stupid Rs 35/- chocolate ice cream but we can not understand these stupids hindi and vedas literature s first of all and then why dont you ( this line is blank ).

the stupid pens.

when showers thought
lets see
how it looks like
flowing free
sky if blue

I was young
energetic
blossom of my heart

often wondered

the stupid pens

showers asked
its fine

but probably
you might have

over shot
somewhere

I could not make
a sense

the stupid pens

stupids were at bay.

I will be avoiding prose for obvious reasons.

thorns when they strike hard
I often wonder
what is the fuss
I have lived a rural life
thorny bushes
stipules of inches
often lied spread
where you could notice

it suddenly smells

probably
stupids were at bay