at all.

I think you know something about lady Diana of London : Probably peoples do not know that lady suffered from psychiatric ailment related to psychosis whereby a person assumes to be far better than what has been it is say on existential grounds and what is at the hands is presumed to be a pity and worthless and the patient's distorted self gives an elusive self acquisitions of thoughts that simply breaks the patient into pieces.
any how : do tel the tv channel wala that I dont need their sifarish for you.

I have spent a moments 
some of mine
may be yours as well
as if
you have 
my heart interrupts 
hey
she is where

I keep quiet

it says again

I somehow convince
the hardy guy with me

you
how do you feel
there is a difference 
at all 

pebbles of my heart

pebbles
I collect
streams of my making
I stop 
one to one
if it makes
words I speak 

silence at my heart
fetches another lot
shiny silvery fresh
streams of my heart
put an array
knowing little
of its
own attire


pebbles of my heart.

I pause.

I ask my little fingers
write something
that can make
my heart
a sane enough

I see
things are
may be beyond
what I ask
my heart says
are you jealous of me

I pause
see around

may be
my deep breath
can make a sense

abhi sein' hi

in hindi : can't say : hindi is tough bhai.

chinar kei aadhei adhurei
khilei phool
khushnuma hein'
kahatei hein
tuum achei ho

dil mei sochta hun'
yein' bhi
tuumahara hi saath deitein' hein'

abhi sein' hi

Cant you wait.

I am trying yaar wait : writing a poem is not a pyaz kato job.

blue is my thought'
asks my heart
fetch a light
windows stare
stark hard

I pause
moments of mine
come one by one
thrash hard
little with me
left without you

I ask
my heart
cant you wait

Deepika it seems to be one of your say what should I say you already know better. Nothing tomorrow is working day only , I am trying to sleep hope you will come but I dont know why you dont come. 

I simply hate.

Not withstanding that you see me at my office and at net facilitated global cameras ( these are useless from my angle as it fetches neither any meaning nor any relevance for me ) had the environment being sane enough you and kiran and anu could have met me for once just to make me live my life as you see I am not a bloody toilet on which the experimentation s are going on how many types of helminth s are there etc.

whilst you was in Delhi during tamasha shoot you planned some idea but I know your cranky co star made a bloody mess and non sense every where possible including his mom and dad etc.

this is all conflict order I simply hate.