I have searched hard

who knows more than you that life is not a poem at all as you have been exposed to practically cross cultures or say civilizations of the world but still I am writing a poem for you may be that is my own way of remaining relevant as seriously telling you no one simply can  imagine the hell I have lived and probably you will come to change this hell to normal life at least.

broken pieces
I search every eve
how to get it
make a shape

some of your heart
some of mine one

I dont know
whom so ever
I happened to have
some moments
of daffodils

why
it were so ephemeral

I have search hard

what should I say like

my heart says
I have found
but it keeps mum

I scare to ask
what it means

I search instead
a relevance
bereft of meaning

I know
my heart is profusely
madly innocent

It murmurs
I am not

I lost in my world

what should I say like 

I think I have told you that face book is a totally different thing that is why I dont go there I prefer to respond here only. No I dont catch any body simply remain lost in my own world. No I dont even catch ricky and navu . I remain to my self. 

nothing yaar its very simple, my genuine contacts are being construed for the bloody vested thought mechanisms whilst I am very simple yaar : nothing to do with any fuss around. 

you are talking of isolation come and stay with me and then realise the hell. even ricky and navu can not be contacted ( now a days they have been allowed otherwise by those bloody sick brains lets not name them ). 

Nothing deepika maid is being continuously used a decoy of spying upon me bloody filthiest brain set ups and the underneath poem was actually meant for you only just to tell you that even if you actually decide to come overlooking your carrier profile which is something better not say anything , I dont know why my so genuine letters or poems primarily meant for you only are being construed for some one else whilst I have specifically written that those who are affected by their own actions and presume it to be my mis deed better never ever read my entries. 

on your coming

I do not know
what change is there
if you ever come to live with me

as my age is failing me
may be
you can give another relief to live

some times you will help me re invigorating to move some where
but then a female brings with her
problems undefined

probably you are not that much aware
how a female brings problems undefined

but you are highly evolved

so I am hope ful
life may return
on you r coming