Deepika when my memories of my happy life with my kids haunt me then I generally solace me with certain things like life is never is never defined.

I have yet to know
moments haunt me
life beyond life
may be 
I search hard

moments haunt me
fears at heart
woven threads 
I stagger hard

Deepika dont you feel you are specially made as time is not moving at face book but I am talking to you so warmthful.

day and night

thick of my heart
moments of me

I take a sigh
may my heart

can have

I know
woods have deep

deep is sky
I search

day and night

Deepika today my maid was searching every corner of this flat if I have hidden a female with me or not . I did not react naturally, but I do feel you being a super star probably you have to develop an extra sense to absorb such behaviour when you come to me as I have no scope of coming to Bombay. There are many reasons why I will never come to Bombay one is that city is bloody crowdy to the thins and I dont like that another is where we will stay your lime light will have an adverse effect on your carrier. but I seriously dont know if you will ever come to me. 

under no circumstances my writings should be ready by those who have happened to be affected by their own actions which they perceive I am responsible for their fate. 

yes Deepika at face book its not possible to write as you see I have literally stopped the time if one can understand. Love now you can read my all letters which are sciences only. yes ricky and navu should be well at their home at chandigarh and I know you are quiet happy at your place. well I can not say when you can actually come to Delhi as its in your hand : have you understood love I am stopping the time at one hand and your hand is only in your hand.