Deepika I am going to pen down a love letter to you that will stir every body heart and brain provided one has : Say in 1986-87 I was staying as a shadow tenant in a small hut on top of the house /kothi of my father sister. I used to sleep on a small make shift cottage with a mosquito cover and used to have meals during night time down stairs with father sister live environment. She was impressed at my so accurate cutting of onions to the computer finished small pieces and staying on top whole day during vacation and busy at books plus going to office and coming back straight as it was 6 day working environment. I stayed for about 1.5 yrs then she one day said you have to vacate the premises. The actual reason was his adopted son was just to bring his beautiful wife in this house. 

at every heart

I often ask
the shadows
shade
the sun way

I have searched
where the daffodils 
smile if at all

I have seen you

some where
at every heart

I started writing for the awakened and young brains my mistake was that I somehow forgot that kiran malhotra and another kiran malhotra life will be at danger at the mercy of mundane brains if I took them as characters just like you see now a days some calender girls are in vogue . In the same equation I can understand that you have very valid reason of becoming fearsome of your future carriers before giving any hint to the media of being tagged as I have read about many happening females eg Madhuri, Juhi chawla, senior Kapoor lady, even the junior one, some aruna rai of the yore , rekha lets not be that much listy , you have a very perishable and uncertain shelf life as no body can tell the public mood but if you come to me I will give my ecclesiastical powers to you that point you have if you some how decide in that equation but you will ask how it can happen that is my own secret. (I hope my real sister and her coterie will not read this article. as they are becoming more and more sick as the day passes. ) 

yes Deepika I am writing the solution too, in such a soup the female has first first, and male has the second first but male second first CAN NOT CHECK MATE the female first first. other s to be ignored. have you understood love, solution is there if you can think a little beyond the walls. 

yes Deepika you can say that relatively less evolved brains suddenly happened to be on cross roads of their own motive driven self or collective self without realizing that information blast may encounter them collectively resulting a such a big soup that defies definition. 

of the blues around

web site didn't allow your snap any how.

I see the straw
I have woven
my small days

time has come
may be again

to have
what is not
the horizon way

I love you
whispers my heart

I do not know
how it makes
happy notes

of the blues around 

day and night

sun has retired
come 
I have recalled you 
as my heart retires myself

I know
its like that only

may be
it can fetch

a meaning
me and my heart
look 
day and night