Life is not a poem at all but still I am writing for you , may be I can take a little longer time. 

when I retired for the moments with me
I saw the sky
it was dark and crystal clear
snowy lights spread all around
stars did make their presence
I wondered clouds 
have yet to come
may be they have gone 
some where
un noticed
un heard

I was lost
not to define sky 
I saw
may be
I was making a meaning
of the blue

I was tired
some of my own moments
others 
may be I dont know

I saw the sky
it was dark crystal clear

Deepika one day I heard amitabh was saying something , I am putting in English version only : let you not be mowed down by your lonely heart lonely environs let it blossom as if nothing is away from you. I am writing a poem for you it will take a little extra time as I feel I may pen down a very difficult English to make a good meaning . 

whether I studied very advanced biology at Panjab Univ CHD

Deepika extremely sorry to express my mind at this page regarding if I would have been a female and surrounded by present type of scenario and then the scenario of askance of having sex and producing kids : my lord I really dont know whether I studied very advanced biology at Panjab Univ CHD

I dont feel this letter can be understood.

Deepika I often talk of your that snap with me of some sitting on a chair waiting for a taporia director to realise of your worth. I hope by this time you must have understood this. 

Blocking a page serves no purpose

Darlin me only not my pencil

I have been to new delhi purani delhi and shakurbasti sarai rohila nizamudin railways stations quiet a number  of times.

all the times railways and its tracks

some time platforms too

I have searched me too often

Deepika tel your mom Ujjala Padukone and Dad Parkash Padukone I am that unlucky person in whom so ever I invested life time in all possible ways ( I dont mean money here ) they all turned to be Pushpa Minhas Satya Parkash Minhas Kapal Minhas Smiridhi Minhas and her father and mom and what should I say my pencil says leave it bhai Deepika knows everything by now.