life of a celeb eg yours, is not practically that much known to me but the struggle factor and related psychiatric paradigm is science only which I need no help to know it at first hand , I daily take my medicine , I know if you will be with me this medicine will continue but I may gain a strength to live.

I was thinking is it really that my letters have some relevance for you or you just click but then I feel may  be it is a phase of my vacuity only when my heart visualizes a life whilst the reality is stone made. 

historic blunders let not be in defining mood, lets hope your professional constraints may someday allow you to be with me. That's what I am looking for all the time and space with me, rest lets not define how I live my life. 

Deepika I have modulated my pencil remarks too. have a nice time and sleep well.

do find sometime out of your mad world.

the line which I deleted but its too philosophical so I am putting again : " alas Nature could have brain enough to undo its own undoings." - its indicates to a plausible absence of a mechanism in the cosmos etc etc. 

its not exactly the so called love as is generally perceived but someone to live for etc etc its something that gives an anchor , it doesnt mean that so called problems will not be there but some one is there yours is a very strong  bio physio force that keeps you moving etc ( sex love lust desire longing these certain factors are least connected to what I have written ). 

Scientists .

You have not known til day the following.

• the horrible holocaust of love when it is used to 
• fulfillment own interests and whilst doing so 
• creating hatred in the ones in whom you are 
• inculcating hatred infinite and respect/ love 
• infinite but only meant for you and your interest.

Laws are so blind it can not check such master 

minded godly criminals.

living and negotiating or say surfing the modern life has an inbuilt of complex scenario emanating from plethora of perception factors. These are not simplistic way of saying but in actual ground level bio existence quotient which gets to nerves as the time confronts on a reality paradigm. whenever you may actually come and see to yourself how life moves whilst with me is what I am referring to. 

Nothing special love, I was just wondering whether I can write something good say a poem etc then I thought poems are only flight of thoughts only and what is there  in thoughts.