atta weighing machine.

real life is somewhat can be understood as compared to storage of fissile material. USSR tech brain could have better placed the storage part not in the reactor site as accidents are not only because of human factor but there are many many others much complex ones. navu and ricky which you chose vs their pop corn and 2.5 lakh kilometers between CHD and Delhi is another g factor only your heart can tell you that love is something that can not be measured on a say atta weighing machine.

a fear psychosis hidden hard at your heart.

I have tried to recreate your feeling in my room of this ghost house but if life is taken in that way only what should I say I know you have a strong point in not diluting your relevance, a fear psychosis hidden hard at your heart.

pure sodium in water.

probably I forget that you are a big star and this tag is like pure sodium in water.

what I mean to say.

I have taken your privileged snaps probably you may need extra nerves to get what I mean to say.

I do not know why I am so lonely.

sometimes I feel your snaps are beautiful but may be its turning out to be a de facto existential to prevent you to come to me then I feel I do not have a snap of anu even then I lost her.I do not know why I am so lonely. 

once I wrote

once I wrote
meiri tanhaein'
pushti hein' 
bar bar mujh sei
hum tanha hein'
ya fir tum

Nirala did for the love of lord krishna.

I have practically nothing which I can write for you. I can go on writing some poems as Nirala did for the love of lord krishna. Then I feel lord exists in abstract connotations you may also choose for that then the scenario will be again I will be all alone as I have been in this flat since say 1998.