I do not know why I am so lonely.

sometimes I feel your snaps are beautiful but may be its turning out to be a de facto existential to prevent you to come to me then I feel I do not have a snap of anu even then I lost her.I do not know why I am so lonely. 

once I wrote

once I wrote
meiri tanhaein'
pushti hein' 
bar bar mujh sei
hum tanha hein'
ya fir tum

Nirala did for the love of lord krishna.

I have practically nothing which I can write for you. I can go on writing some poems as Nirala did for the love of lord krishna. Then I feel lord exists in abstract connotations you may also choose for that then the scenario will be again I will be all alone as I have been in this flat since say 1998.

uus kei paas time hi kahn hei

Nothing love bhatak rehei hein terei intzar mei anu to school jati hei uus kei paas time hi kahn hei, tera to' dunia ka danda tujhe meirei pass kanhan aanei dega.

my vacuous life.

Its a difficult job to make you understand what your click s or say picking up my entries really make to what a life can be known. I have seen its you only and anu who has a real taste for my writing the remaining are simply inquisitive ones. None of you is available to accompany me in my vacuous  life. 

these chaps have lost their common sense.

Deepika mundane peoples have literally gone hydra headed eg the advocate seema gulati who was hand in hand with baghla and sons kapal minhas and associates krishan sukheja and associates today knocked and put my powers under horrible annoyance quotient . Probably these chaps have lost their common sense of even mundane paradigm. 

she will maintain her courage

Today another letter was in my dak folder ( probably you may not understand what is this bullshit dak folder ) it was speaking the devastation of this war that anu single handedly faced with such an unthinkable courage to say like that your whole efforts at bombay industry are minuscule in front of it. Even now she is threatened by the system. I hope she will maintain her courage to fit and fight for mundane and throw away the yolk of criminality.