Love its not easy to understand. July 20.2014

I do not know whether its more tough to write or to love. If I am to evoke the investment factor of scientific forlorn then may be something can be understood. But apparently straightforward looking concept s are not an easy job to handle with. The basic reason being the complex nature of ground realities vs a vs monotony  or conversely you can say happening moments.  Well sciences are not far separated from spiritualism or say commitment factor on ethics . Well even then Love its not easy to understand what love stand for and who actually can afford love. I can only explain when I see the so called love of so called Islamic peoples or even Pakistan peoples I am not happy with their mind set ups as they have been befooled by the intellectuals and religion as well . 

May be you live with me that makes me a little livable.July.19.2014

I remember I was one day reading some poems written by William Words Worth. You also must have read some of them may be not whole heartedly. Well may be you are half my age and a factor of approach perception might have factored into. I was subjected to highest possible filthiest thinkable what should I say intrusion of very late. May be you live with me that makes me a little livable. 

she is a heart too. July.19.07.2014

I have often wondered
the bubbles of love
they refuse to budge
haughty nerves
desires too

may be

Ma ganga is pious for ever
but no body knows

she is a heart too

My heart often opines.July.19.2014

my heart often opines
you make dunes
bereft of even sands

I search hard
what it actually wants to say

I don't dare to ask

I make more
more and more

My heart often opines

dil kaheta hei.July.17.2014

kya hota hei
aksar suna hei
dil kaheta hei
chalo na
us kei paas

kyon'
rahu
mei
udas sa

sath ho to
kyon' kuch bhi
kahana
sochna
sab bei mayeinei

ho jatei hein

even then I am all alone. July.16.2014

Love I can read and catch everything of your possible thought mechanism but incidentally you can not know anything what I experience or say how I pull on. I know female psyche is a world in itself and I will not open this science just for free. I am aware of your world or whole hell or say whole happenings or say whole top of the world or say whole of the non sense or say whole of the engagements in totality howsoever I never feel like seeing any damn thing of your world. Not only this I can know any damn thing near and around you without any extra effort.

even then I am all alone. 

I have nothing to say. July 15.2014

I have nothing to say
my heart feels

I have searched
where not

lonely paths
I have made


my heart feels
I have nothing to say