I do not know what language I can speak.

I am sketching a life of say 1978 at univ a place of too uncertain nerves provided one has. I could not develop how to speak in English and tell what exactly I mean to say. We were thinking IAS compulsory speech in English if your medium is English could be understood by kumar vishwas of that time. Naturally he is not first first of non sense I remember some VP singh made a pull able model of bofors and made it swing every where in particular in hindi belt of India. Everybody know he is the person who made rajini a shit business not congress of India. But kejriwal will say lo ji lo marho naro kei hovo ga fir. I remember a person known as some bani ram bagri he devised his own kejriwal and anna hazare business and was sent to the peoples house by the peoples only yaar, not once three timesd ie for 15 yrs : bhai logo thei jareion' socho pani mei sei kender ki sarkar bijli yaani thari tatak bolion' bhai sarkar jab mei sei tatak nikal leivein' to baki kei bacho foko pani bhai tharo khetan' mei foko pani bhajeion' kender ki sarkar bhai thei socho fir tharo fasal kiso ho payein' I was telling you of a person who narrated something after every prayer in the morning hrs at school life, I have searched my best what exactly he wanted to tell us but probably I need more efforts. I was going to my work at univ and got interrupted by some person who happened to be a black and wanted to inquire of say the petty offices and the like. After a converse of say 15 minutes I said I hope I could convey what you wanted.  And added that I am not well versed with spoken English. He smiled and said but you are speaking English only and I understood exactly what I expected. I was not pleased as I knew IAS exam is different world and I know I got failed owing to this bloody business. I have been failed in HAS due to hindi only. I do not know what language I can speak.

I think it need s no title.

Love
today after so many days I have again started to walk on my desolate lanes of heart brain body existential s all put together and side by side too. I think it need s no title. 

I will try my best possible but I know kiran is not here.

Love
I am writing you a special love letter. I put my stay when anu asked me to do. Probably she forgot that I followed her love not the decorum. Kiran was with me and I gotta got to live a life the momentous  shower s of Nature I yarn for. Today again I have recreated the scene and brought some pudina dhania kacha aam two pieces of amla the vendor was opining why this when kacha aam is already there. I have washed it and lying in the kitchen. I will try my best possible but I know kiran is not here. 

Probably I have yet to learn the genii nerves of my teacher whom name was some Singh.

Love
I was at kiran house very recent. She is passionate warm a little possessive too. She was telling how some or I rather forgot a child so to say like cut her chappal as she wanted a new one because her sibling could get some similar etc. I remember I have earlier told you this one , but may be in a little different way, one day on a usual drill class was hooting and instinctively I too started but suddenly I realised that I was only left whilst head on my folded hands tilted on a bench , our history teacher kept his calm. One day he was again calm when I scored well in his subject. Probably I have yet to learn the genii nerves of my teacher whom name was some Singh. 

I was aghast to know every body was interested in his Rs. 100 only.

Love
g=gravity, one day I told my mom brother harichand that America has landed its scientists to say like as the word space was not known at that time owing to incipient nature of sciences available  he replied ayeirei bhai koi dharti pei hi khado mei photo shoto baat chaat kar li hogi thanei kei bero sein', I remember it was summer season of 1969. later on I learned whilst at univ that he was forced to live at the tube well at my dad agriculture land by my elder and was implicated in creating troubles at home I thought the sane nerves could prevail with the passage of time. Later on Haryana government announced a pension scheme for the old peoples at the rate to Rs.100 per month. I was aghast to know every body was interested in his Rs. 100 only. 

Its not that beauty is bad

Love
everybody has exposure to the so called info system and to the cauldron of drama at the sweet wishes. World has never been open to info hitherto. I remember a day when it was reported that two young persons one died in endless deserts whilst crossing over to a European country for livelihood another was saved by PM house as a special case on humanitarian grounds. Its not that beauty is bad but the way sundri bals have been projected to the gullible masses is the point of ponderance. I simply can say this bloody sundri bals can never think of what congress has done under Dr. Manmohan Singh to save such hearts to die a pathetic life. 

Deepika why dont you sleep yaar.

when I was studying sociology at my univ I encountered the whirlpools of the existential s on tarmac of life. Anna kejriwal Modi and bloody aum namo shiva the so called ramdev baba must be doing their bloody shit in some toilets. That shit has been spread everywhere at present. Kumar vishwas has done a nice job to wrap this shit with a love syndrome of sundri ke bal etc etc I think I have explained the sciences of pseudo target cell in bio tech at my web page but you need an extra effort to surf at and get a meaning out of it. When 2nd world war was got triggered up the scenario of economic cauldron getting molten up was the common thread if not the root cause. I know present crank hydra headed educated and un educated do know the smoldering bio mass gives rise to new generation of sprouting and flowers and bio ata as such with may be  some beautiful water stream showers and the like. BUT PROBABLY THEY DO NOT UNDERSTAND THAT ITS KEJRIWAL ANNA modi haramzada OM NAMO SHIVA CRANK S who make methane out of it and put a burning flame to it and become the messiah of every one however every body knows the end but no body wants to raise above the immediate self.