Friday, April 11, 2014

I knew even then I was comfortable. ( O' I am not correcting bullshit grammer.)

yes sometimes even small moments become life time things ( I know you were tuned to this bullshit ad' it has a nonsense value more rather a constructive one, why it could not have shown that if in need personal subject can be handled romantic way and 'quiet' rustic way of life or village life can be adopted as the far fetched villagers only go in open what is their bloody hell as people of this day take as going that way is against the norms of standard and happening way of life and sometime immoral pathetic not possible not feasible awkward not fit for my type I am bloody kumar vishwas sundri how I can I afford to do that etc etc. ) . I was invited to suhil kapoor wedding reema was unmarried at that time. Reema welcomed me but deriled my presence too. I think this line is sufficient for you to make out the script. I am stopping here only. ( I mean to say next episode now ) anu was with me and her brother too as etios moved smart on ellenabad road to sirsa. I noticed they were receiving frequent calls from their parents as to when they could reach their home. I knew anu is not at all ever felt like reema either the former reema or the latter wedding day reema. I knew even then I was comfortable. ( O' I am not correcting bullshit grammer.)

but only under your leadership.

Love simple things are very hard to understand. It is the reason I have started this letter to you. BJP and Kejriwal and group earned their pennies at their allocated places and did not do any damn thing. They noticed that if mega bucks can be had it would be only through playing such which should confuse the people and people should throng their voting buttons in bloody madness ever possible on Indian soil. It was the reason a crank and hawkish modi was chosen by rajnath and kejriwal by other who wanted mega bucks out of the corruption drama whilst they very well know the system they are going to introduce is going to create more and most ever wicked corruption. But that needs brain to understand congress may be wrong at many occasions its the only alternative but only under your leadership.

but I know you will not phone me even then.

Nothing love these bloody crank Bollywood writers they make hell nonsense of bloody common life and tell crank nerves nothing else. I will continue. I was in bathroom and it happened to be slippery as usual I forgot that one red chappal which I have that is extremely slippery underneath ( sole part ) and had a severe fall practically swirling my whole body twist y twirly and there was no chance of my being survived and probably ending in a comma hospital for mcd official to work the rest. Knee part has ofcourse been severely damaged that will take time to get repaired. but I know you will not phone me even then.  

Wednesday, April 9, 2014

had you started on foot from Bombay you would have reached this flat.

Love, probably my too desolate moments trigger me to write to you that often , I know writing love letters makes no sense at all. I remember last to last month or may be earlier when I waited for you to come to me but you went on clicking but never bothered to reach me. I think its that time had you started on foot from Bombay you would have reached this flat. Love there was time when peoples used to go on foot only and I remember some Chander Shekhar traveled India on foot to gather votes and the like. Contours have changed now peoples have taken mikes as bhompu and make the drums of corruption corruption and some sundri sundri terei baal bahut nayarei and peoples have forgotten the real life itself and taken to streets as if some bloody gold is there and lets loot it. Any how love ! system can not be created and maintained in this bloody hawkish way of thinking and throwing away the bloody frustration like an old person near to my flat comes and throw s all his non sense and frustration of life on me. I listen to it so faithfully as if lord rama has come to tell of sita. 

Tuesday, April 8, 2014

shoro shori ki raam bhali karein' eise dalalon' ki

rab ka naam lei
piso piso kehlavein
rab ko hi dalal banavein'
uuncho uuncho kahlavein'
dunia ki aakhno mei
dhuul mati finkvayein'
hawala tharo sei piso
kei bazar lagwayein'
mati ko bhi sono bichvayein'
shoro shorio ko pyar kei
fuul pahanvayein'
sari dunia mei aacho khalinyein'
gutter gutter ko bhi
aum namo sabit kahlavyein'

keisi hein' dunia thari
thei bolio
mayein' kahati thi
aacho hei
pisa yaoga
pisa hi hei 
thei mahri baat manyon'
aacha dance 
bolia boion'

rab ki bochar
tharo aapni ho jaogi

mahnei to samajh na aa payi
thari dunia

shoro shori ki 
raam bhali karein'
eise dalalon' ki

yei iso na sacho thei kha lo.

I have not seen you anywhere except at Deepika web page. I am not movie savvy too naturally if you happen to be from some that stuff world I may not know by a factor of de facto reality. But I write beautiful English. One day I happened to a dispute tangle as a part of my mundanes. An old and beautiful lady relative to me was using her best nerves to prove that I am the bloody shit benevolent person around and happen to be very intelligent and a bloody punjab university product which probably no body can think of bloody part without a real common sense and intelligent put together. I kept quiet through the converse as I was not sure how to react if at all. But I remember her wisdom adage yei iso na sacho thei kha lo. bhai mareio passe' to khana bhi nei' banyo' mhei kei janei' kya kha lo kani thareio'

My heart said better keep quiet as you do not have your anu with you.

I have not cached your snap so long however you wished it so too too long and hard I know it. I tell you a truth you somehow sometime resemble to one of my known relatives and I really hate all of them. You can not understand English I know that much. Any how I am writing a love letter to Deepika through you do tell her that she mind her crank brain. One day I really dont know how I was a party to a say a welcome party at Ellenabad where ofcourse I was not welcomed at all but happened to be there as anu was not known to me at that time and later I learnt that anu has used me for her different aspects which I politely tel her every time there is hardly any one known to me who does not use me for different aspects so to say like. A young person who did not take his moments as he had an anu with him. He ate everything but politely said No to liquor. Party lasted for say 2.5 hrs and every respectable person was present there. I was asking why I am not feeling at home. My heart said better keep quiet as you do not have your anu with you.