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I am going to pen down an extremely uncomfortable love letter to you probably that could have been avoided. I am sure your mom can only understand only a part of this rest will be greek to her as her own interests may be at jeopardy ( note the script extremely carefully and in between the lines but not the lines itself.) I know its difficult to produce even one sequence at movie or say serial episode making owing to its intrinsic contradictions and the like, take retake and memory business does not leave a scope of any bullshit romanticism what the pop stars boast of their work eg dedicated into it enjoying that is its O' its simply I can do shit at O' I am made of O' you see you have to give and give and give etc etc. Maruti money was given by pushpa minhas randva which was paid by me later on in quick fashion. Maruti has also been taken by her and sold off in bullshit pennies however it showed my name in registration and these cranks were too faithful to fulfill their randva business did not bother to get my signature too. You see a prostitute can be given a status of say Indira Gandhi sonia gandhi vaishnav shiva but her own actions set her into a jeopardy. I was tasked upon to fetch pushpa minhas to village. Evening hrs I was busy at Ellenabad for some mundanes. I reached at village very late. Pushpa Minhas could not help her randva business. Maruti lay kei lei di.
Indian society has been known over the ages which even scientist s probably can not know, of its life share concept. Its only sunita minhas and pushpa minhas aided by her randvas of different colours and contents that have adopted american way of life and destroyed the most modern ultra advanced ever possible punjab university product. Yes deepika your mom can not understand this too.
I am going down to pen down probably a controversial love letter to you. Your mom can never understand that much I know. I was tasked upon to reach Chandigarh too often on maruti. as we reached Chandigarh rs 500 generally were given by sunita minhas to me for the petrol however my whole salary and income from farm sector were avow fully usurped by her through different means, I know from net only that your mom has been a beauty with fashion tag around her. Sector 43 house was thrown open and then closed to present the ever warmth of the world. I am leaving the rest for you co star to pen down what I have written. I have yet to know where the hell that what should I say there is no word in Webster dictionary I am very sure.
chareion' pei
likha hota
kuch pushta hei
na janein' kon
chupkein' sei dara' dara'
jarur pusha hoga
chupkein' sei dara' dara'
kyon'
keisein'
karna hoga
eik aur
tufan pass'
Deepika I remember whilst working on my office table I had to be on psychiatric drugs most of the time as rebellions runs through my nerves and often heart asked why the hell I am so misplaced and misfit. I when take medicine even now often ask lets not ask anything.
If I am not failing at my memory lane there has all been a rather severe critique debate of occidentals and orientals or say mind set ups of different moorings and the like. The debate is however endless in its content and value quotient and there is no practical use to play a trump and the like. Swami Ram thirath ( you can notice I am not correcting the spelling even after I have checked it from net- reasons I think only you can under stand no body else.) was not comfortable with some pennies under his pillow. European rich have been noticed to throw their dollars from sky in a sheer frustration of their worth whilst Pakistanis are known to have opium money in what form not. Kejriwal is not a true person in any form neither his team ( dont give them credit from my this article.) I have often wondered at american writers tagging Indians lost in outer world whilst they are aware space scientists are looking for spatial civilizations whilst humans on earth are stacked to the tethered horrible. Failing value conscience paradigm is a by product of Darwin laws only. But it needs probably another spell of my love letter to pen down what this aspect really pertains to. But probably I really don't know if I really love you or you love me.
andheirei merei man kei
kuch kaheitein' hein
rehei lo ham kei sath
saya ban kei hamara
ham to sath hein terei
havanon' ko apna na banao
kya bacha hei
tumarei pass'
padha tha eik subahei
mahadevi verma kei
sulgatei hei man kei angar
chubhtei thei
shuul ban kar
shabdo ki gahrahia
bahut hi karvi sachaia
chubtein' sulgatein' angar
fir fir yatein' hein yaad
andheirei merei man kei
yes deepika its true probably even this date I am unable to understand and realize the depth of Mahadevi verma creations. Initially I thought why the hell the poetess is so pensive and elusive of her own self but as the time passed and crunch faced me the mirror came nearer and nearer to me. This mirror is that horrible that I dont want to pen down.
Love
people are hell bound to elope anu and your environment whether it may be your karambhumi or say your own hearts lets not name it, are least interested in coming of you to me. you may be tossing what it s be of any use to come to me. Anu is also constrained of her karam bhumi. I have resigned to live a desolate life till my last laugh. Finding relevance in thin airs. I was a part of the desolate unrelated environs too much of mine. I dont think either of you can simply withstand a bloody one hr of life which I negotiate day to day. If you remotely happen to come to me , tonnes of truck loads of bullshit non sense will accompany you. Later on may be at a later date the basic science of that I cant afford to have such energy and material worth and other worth factor to sustain you for a period that can be categorized a life. End ( this is bio driven interactive one ) will tell you dekhio maneio thaneio kaho tho bhudo sei nato joro go thei yeiho result miloso thanei. What a poor chap I happen to be.
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