Wednesday, January 22, 2014

Love
I have received your computer generated love. I know this is no love in any way of the word but may be you have chosen so let it be so. 

Tuesday, January 21, 2014

that was the only reason Brig Giri Raj could not find his heart.

Love
at my univ days I encountered a person studying in M.sc pass course botany (its a one yr course only ) after normal (Pass course ) B.sc of two yrs I feel like, who was more inclined in electronic and prepared an electronic Bulgar alarm electronic spy camera , he was surrounded by too many girls wanted to have what not in modern sense of the word, he was saying he will go to USA  for working at transmission of electricity through space project and the like. I do not know what happened with that guy afterwords. He was a day scholar i.e a hosteler but staying in hostel but in a private self acquired rented house etc, may be a rich person of some high official of the eventful days. 

I know transmission of electricity is hi fi subject even today as only Israel USA France have this technology at their hands for Defense related projects only. It is something making a high wall of electric charge of very high voltage that can cover up to Io no sphere so as to burn the hostile incoming missile s say thousands a single shot or so. The energy is taken from sun and the like its a very complicated science with many complex issues to handle at as the wall can destroy the friendly objects too eg aircraft s etc etc. 

his attraction syndrome to speak like were his English songs besides the ibid thoughts and capability ones. Girls in our univ were so opiate d to modern concept of the guy s that they simply flocked in bundles to catch the modern horse 

that was the only reason Brig Giri Raj could not find his heart. 

Deepika have a nice time . Jan 21.2014.9.14 PM

Love
I have received your personal number and saved it too. Probably I was thinking I will call you and spend my time in a little worth full way so to say. Then I thought the sciences of love are too much at your hand only. Let that day or say moment come when you will feel on your own to use such sciences. Any how , distances do matter I am aware of it. I will not write much today tomorrow is another working day and Delhi is literally paralyzed by psychiatric sick peoples not much in number hardly say 3 or 5 only. I was wondering they are using the techniques of some hitherto known cranks on Indian soil eg Arjun Singh, VP Singh Reddy and the like. but darling I tell you a horrible truth its the masses only who make graves for themselves no body else. 

Monday, January 20, 2014

your this snap is again mine only. Jan.20.2014.10.59 PM

Love
One day it so happened I decided to go to village by train and via sirsa, I do not remember why I decided in this stupid way, probably I was having a zen that got crashed on NH 14 after Hissar and the accident was so horrific that even today I fail to understand why I survived that crash. May be, I have yet to write some more letters to you. I was standing at sirsa railway station at around say 10.30 PM , it was not a less pain full scenario , I will not write of that hidden things, I was locating the lost memories and how to negotiate the things in new found land. Sukheja contacted me and asked me to wait for his son who was coming on a bike. I was asking the waiting private veh how to reach sukheja place as I was probably not aware of any lane or by lane and I was practically brought up at sirsa only for say 4 yrs at a strech from 6th to 10 th standard and one yr at National college sirsa too. I will further not elaborate on such contradictory sentences. Any how, your this snap is again mine only. 

Any how your this snap is mine only. Jan. 20.2014.10.26 PM

Love
I don't think you could have ever visualized in you r life in any simplistic manner ever possible that a person of age 55 + having a bullshit clerkia job of say any bullshit amount which your sweeper can take having a pencil in hand will write on his pc such love letter s to you that may make your life rest of the time to come. I know your profession is yours only. I hardly  see a bullshit movie , I remember ricky came to me after a gap of yrs together and he could only offer a movie in token of his love to me. Probably he does not know his father . 

Any how your this snap is mine only. I have seen quite a number of your snaps but exactly speaking this one is literally something that I will tell you in person. I am not taking it to facebook. 

but love I have not seen a normal night ever since.

Love
At my hostel , a life ridden with not less enigmatic moments all the time with me I was probably all the time fighting with hell what not. I may not refer to the fiasco even then it was a cauldron of uncertainty lit large every where.  I have not told you exact connotations of that life, probably the reasons are hidden hard at my heart. I do not know how far you can understand my this English as I sometimes write in such frequency which is not simple to understand. I am not referring to sciences which I have written as I have at hand know how that for you its simply impossible to understand scientific literature of that sort. I know you have some different development cardinals so to say, One day , it was a time when suddenly I could notice that economic botany paper is only on next day, I knew nothing about this subject, I took a chock box opened my door on the terrace and started cramming and writing the hell vocabulary of this subject. I remember it was the most tough night with me 

but love I have not seen a normal night ever since.

Say my hello to your co star. Jan. 20.2014.8.42.PM


Love
I was at say 2nd yr of my hons school, Jaspal Singh Kalra I told you he used to give his notes to enable me perform at exams and the like, he is a very innocent face just like Sidhu of your work environment , one day Ms Cheema wife of our waden Mr Cheema a sikh gentleman to the truest sense of the word was going back to her house at lunch hrs. Jaspal ordered shoot/hoot. 

any how I know money is such a subject no body can escape its infinite connotations as shakunis in this house played and were successful only because of this one factor only. Any how homo sapiens are no better to langoor s you can feel like.