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Darlin
I am writing you from my kirkus jd -1-b pitampura delhi India , I have just read the difference between circus and kirkus the former is probably the civilized the later is pathetic barbaric sadistic show house. I know you can further read on net the circus is some 13m or say 42 ft circular show house having a limited or unlimited space now a days you can further elaborate it to say commercial circus caste and creed circus power mongering circus and the like.
Probably it s connotations may be well rooted around your live world too. I am not that much aware of American society but its set up is not that beyond the conceptual circus let not be if kirkus of mammoths and the like.
Any how you have not posted your computer savory address to enable me to get your beautiful snaps/
have a nice time.
Love
I don't remember when I saw the first movie, but a visual combination of your snap does indicate I saw it in Abohar Punjab of India at some Deep Cinema. Movie was a punjabi cocktail of that period and I could only see a few shots as I got the chance to see it with the help of the manager of the cinema , I was a kid of say 3rd standard at that time.
I could never become a cinema savory chap as all the time I wondered what the hell the peoples on the other side want to say. In univ days there was no manager to help so I could see the movie in some KC threat re for the first time , I am skipping the details as I have always frowned upon such a bullshit masala movie nor I prefer the so called thematic movies. My encounter with this world was probably with Surinder Kaur and Asa Singh Mastana at my village in 1963 if I am not failing at my memory lane. I have gone to the so called talkies or say circus with my Dad in 1966 when I saw beautiful figures and the like.
Any how I have lost the track why I started to pen down my love letter to you , have a nice time see you soon.
Darlin
at this hrs I am writing you a letter that will probably open a Pandora box for peoples related to the field of medicines and the like.
you are a beautiful girl with a future of infinite connotations and me an oldy of 55 plus waiting for his pension say a bloody amount of Indian rupees 20k per month. I have charted a plan to live with my anu only as I have a scope to become a driver of hers and thus will be saving rupees 10k for hers. Making her life comfortable and meaningful still bereft of bloody meanings.
yes love I have literally opened a Pandora box for those who have brains but for yadavas and cast or creed vote seekers its a bullshit non sense. Any how you very well know I have written bio physiology works on 4000 times of its concentration quotient but love its probably underestimating the umpteenth threshold of bio physics as it works on zillions times of concentration effects on either sides. I know you does not appear to be that much sciences savory so I am explaining a bit for you too. You are one beautiful girl. Now I place a series of mirrors connected through a simulated computing devices to produce sound and resonance effects to you. Now you will become millions beautiful girls with all the physics clones having different equations of different bio physics cardinals.
I hope you have under stood the depth of my love letter.
Darlin
I think it should be some what 7 PM with you. Its 6.20 AM with me and I am pen downing my love letter to you from my flat jd-1-b pitampura Delhi India.
I tell you a small time eventful life with me. I was studying in my 6th standard at Sirsa Haryana India. I came to know peoples especially in age group of what is called neither kids nor very grown up ones used to write letters to someones who were not at all linked to them in their live environments and the addresses were probably taken either from news papers or some other methods best known to them only. These peoples used to call themselves as pen friends. I remember a person of the yore some Amin Sahini , he was a radio presenter at Sri Lanka Radios , an international version of the establishment of the period at preponderance, he was using the technique of placing the songs of that era in a ladder of say 16 or so and used to number it accordingly with a provision of loud music called bigul with the song that have gone the full swing of popularity. He used to collect his data from the letters written to him by his fans etc etc. I remember he used to throw away his chosen songs like a used tissue in a toilet and just push or pull the button for further clearing the dust. One day I heard from him " meri awaz kei dosto" in English you can say my fans or say in Indian standard of expression or presentation of their bullshit non sense my peoples you have bestowed me with your utmost precious and original love etc etc.
Any how have a nice time.
Love
I remember at my early school days we had a small story book as a part of the syllabus, I remember a story in which a hyena happens to fall in a tub of water contain g blue pigments meant for a washer for its clothes whitening purposes. it struggled hard to get out of it but in vain , washerman got the pulse of twisting waters sounds and suddenly came to notice of the things happening , he could only use a big twig to let the animal climb and leave his precious waters . Hyena ran in a fearsome psychosis towards a direction where villagers live their mundanes. The writer depicts the animal as if its a lion or tiger and hapless villagers ran in another set of fear psychosis. Hyena being too intelligent and cunning animal got the technique of frightening the villagers. It used this technique for months together to kill the domestic hens etc etc for its delicious food before it was finally got by the villagers and was killed in a simple encounter.
I was always wondering what could be the moral of the story but never got the nerves enough to ask the teacher for that.
I was at Anu house very recent. Her dad is a principal you know , I told you previously , he is often not that euphoric when I am around anu , may be a dad is dad only . Anu mom is better placed to the times but she is hindered by her work schedule so is her hubby.
Now again the moral is the big point to dig out
Any how when you will come to me we will go together and let it be any story there will be no need of deriving the moral.
Love
I have often wondered at the things around since I could see behind contemporary or say of tomorrow.Its not that I am a misfit at my isolated moments its equally so all the times. I really do not know whether a relevance has ever prevailed over the time you can say on scientific ground. I feel the paradigm of mass momentum and vacuum has been active ever since I can pen down. Now I will further elaborate on psychiatry. A set of mega molecules are active through the span I have mentioned, some of its concentration gets evaporated other get utilized and left over unanctioned / un bridged some is in waiting line or say assembly line just like in a big big super bazar linked to super very supper mega market factory and further linked to super mega large R$ D labs line up.
Any how you can call me your hubby a nuisance a paparazzi a crank a maniac a scholar a scientist a literati a failed clerk mind an opportunistic or benevolent a stalker a sex maniac etc etc but the end results are not known to you and me too
that is what I am trying to decipher on psychiatric paradigm
Love
I remember I was discussing psychiatry with you and I told some time before it that I have proved their is no bloody god , only sciences run the roost. Now I am continuing with psychiatry only. I remember my website speaks of mass momentum vacuum concept if you read in between the lines this very concept proves that a wrong is right and a right is wrong. It means there is no right no wrong. The concept if put on a bio physiological level of understanding it can be visualized that bio molecules work in unthinkable equations eg its parts per millions and parts per billions concentration on a working module that provides the ground realities. It otherwise means that what we see or hear or visualize or conceptualize or existentialise in any manner what so ever it may be is nothing but its the concentration quotient of these bio molecules . I explain it further that this re-activity may go to 4000 times on a simple equation put on bio frame work .
the end product is I think very understood but still you need a basic knowledge of bio logy to understand what I have written ibid.