Its only for Deepika Padukone July 11.2013. 11.49 PM

Love
I was telling you that probably I will never be able to put complete colour to my Dad persona.

he was respected as a person of word

but the hell around him

he used to send his whole farm product to either sirsa or nearby town
later on he was compelled by his own brother s to send only to sirsa

now what used to happen at sirsa

he was simply befooled

I never heard even this complaint of his mouth

later on when I grew up

I came to know 
his brothers taken his whole worth ( material s )
and threw him out of the joint system

he survived all odds

I have yet to know
his secret of survival

Its only for Deepika Padukone July 09.2013. 11.18 PM

Love
I was telling you univ hardly can love you

I have often wondered
what for univ are made for

one day 
Dad asked me 
the trolley is loaded with the cotton
go and sit on top of it

I don't think you can visualize this scene
non of your director s even know a bit of this

the center of gravity is too high
even then the driver can afford on rusty tractors

we started early morning around 3.30 AM

I am talking of 1966

by the time we reached sirsa town
sun was yet to show on the horizon

I had a slight pleasant feelings

village to town
a happening nerves do prevail 

even now a days

when I reach very late at village 
say around after mid night
uncertain nerves do prevail
there is hardly any facility worth the name

Dad house is in dilapidated condition

and 

I sometimes remember my Dad
at other his devotion and dedicated nerves

but 

come 
I will show you

Its only for Deepika Padukone July 09.2013 10.02 PM

Love
I hardly remember whether I have been happy at heart lets not talk of face value

I hardly know where are you at present
may be I know
its a bullshit global live camera in front of me

so is your heart to me
I hardly know
if you remember me for any moment 
worth the reckoning
with me

I don't think 
I will look smart with you
as on ground reality 
I look too older as the day passes

is it a sad note
or something else

may be
you and me hardly want to tell on this page

Magnolias do smile but who cares. June 07.2013 10.20 AM

yes Deepika 
I was telling you of my different encounters

I was knowing on that iron machine the Remington type writer only

office environs were not ready to shift to computers
microsoft is the biggest terrorist "osama bin laden" on earth

but there is no drone to strike that
the list is endless

I got recommended my name to a tuition center at RK Puram

people were teaching computing 
as if the bloody sanskrit vedas of the yore

I am talking of a period 
say 1994

I have always been a dude at learning

anu knows it

I know the photograph is of  my kiran only

Its for Deepika Padukone only June 06.2013 .10.31 PM

Love
I dont think you r cell is that dud what you have made it so. 
I have never been easy to existential s

you are probably aware univ never gives you love
rather when you happen to love it
it ditches you

I am talking of 1982-83 period

hostel had to be vacated 

I was living with a friend too closet to me as being my junior and having been in possession of my mundane warm behaviour like lending money in need etc

I shifted to sit in sun whilst in May-June it is 45 degree Celsius at Chandigarh too
yes in the balcony of his room

he became too irritant of my presence
I had no option available

and success and failure

its a word of the fools

Its only for Deepika Padukone June 06.2013. 7.39 PM

Love
secret of my Dad surviving the odds were my mom. I told you she used to prepare food under intense environment never thought of . I have brought a little mint dhania mango raw and I have an old mom time stone " dauri " and " danda wooden crusher " , I will make the chatni mom used to make for my dad and others including me.

I know your ticket shall cost a bomb amount to you and you dont have time , too occupied at your work.

but do come some time

Its only for Deepika Padukone July 06.2013. 12.27 PM

Love Deepika 

I have pasted a hitherto human being which is now a mucor.

You have not studied botany I know very well. When you will come to me at my this flat from where I am penning downing my love to you , we shall go to punjab university my alma matter on my etios.  I will tell you how mucor is studied and identified.