Convoluted Truth June 24. 2013

I have often wondered why Darwin laws are so pervasive and ever encompassing

then I ponder at  psychiatry

the world of hallucinations percolated down by print and electronic media

other paint is of stoic sex by fanatics

Why humans can not learn

I may have yet to know

Its not a coded letter June 24.6.2013 12.29 AM

snaps or say pictures are meaningless to me

you may wonder
but even that is meaning less to me

yes Deepika you yourself are meaningless to me

you can say 
I literally paint

I should not say
but you have yet to learn

the nuances I decipher

is that I am complete in me myself

I will keep quiet

Time will tell you.

Its not a coded letter June 22.6.13 11.28 PM

I am again writing in total disgust anguish and total some frustration

repeatedly I have mentioned my bio logical entity is infinite some protected with unthinkable cosmic powers

is that simple English can not be understood 

I really wonder.

I have literally written anything literally anything may get devastated to the tithers
at the slightest torture / anguish / pain / disturbances ( mental as well as physical one s )
if put on me in either way what so ever it may be

I am explaining now
There is no body who is more powerful to me

Prime Minister of India is enjoying hell facilities of money muscle power and hell what not

he is likely to be destroyed 
as I am at discomfort at all the fronts.

Deepika you can also become a victim of powers backlash

is that now clear.

Untitled June 20.2013. 8.33 PM

probably you have not understood my pencil worth till date

your not communicating to me

its a proof

its better I should not tell you further.

Author has not forgotten the torture he received at every second till this second.. June 19.2013 . 11.32 PM

Saturday, June 5, 2010

SWIMMING SOUL..June.5.10.12.59.PM

hours of today
a different stuff with me
I am not that mystic

went down a few steps
I hardly do marketing
Defence Canteen suffices my purpose
but that too I visit too rare
people on the other side of counter
they know me by my official status
every other week I am detailed for inspection
whilst inspecting the stock
I hardly forget you

you'll wonder
what for

I look at the cosmetics
and curse the Almighty
why you're not with me
there is hell of stuff meant for you
at least I shall have my own moments
having some of the exotics

you remember
one day
whilst you were running your fingers to locate your official data

I was standing confronting you
looking and searching in your eyes
what's there that magnetises me

you chose only to observe me
like me
I am too introvert
but you should have provoked me to come out of this habit

I am capable of sophisticated converse
this time my boss gave me 10 out 10 for capability to communicate in My ACR for period ending March 2009.
I just stopped asking my Military boss
probably you should have written my ACR

he often stops short asking who is that heart
for whom I remain lost all the time with me

One day he did get the nerves and asked
what you like to do at such sort of life style

I said you just look at my website : you'll will know my world of wonders

sometimes he gives me oblique reference of yours
why don't you go and see her

I remain reply less

he whispers: shall I call her : give me her number
if you don't have one : I can arrange from my Army hierarchy

I just smile
he knows the depth
so he feels constrained to ask further

but he did say yesterday before proceeding on one month leave

AHUJA Sir: I want to help you sincerely

I again smiled
instead asked
Sir, give me some tips which you want should be my focus point for works in your absence

he looked straight into my eyes
became serious : I am a person in dress but don't you forget I know the pains of your heart

I again smiled
he shook hands and said: OK !! we'll meet after a few dayssource:shipra.v

Friday, June 4, 2010

SWIMMING SOUL..June.5.10.7.58 PM

I generally look my first page of your orkut profile
every eve's relevance of mine
you shall ask
hell!!! with you
there is hardly anything to look at

but probably you are too short at nerves
my real intention is to say you
hi!! my love!! how are you

I know this is a stupid question

today I got focused to the Maxican oil gulf leak stopage success
probably I was at full streams of happiness
a rare happening with me

you may construe
your profile views don't bring me happiness
I simply do it instinctively

is that
I love you
so instinctively

probably true

it would appear too mystic to your nerves

but my way of brain and heart
its probably beyond you

I know
you are poor at poetry

but I don't think I write the poetic way

the day went with tough nerves running the roost

but I forget all once I step on vijay chowk from sena bhawan side

life takes different kaleidoscopic colours to me

I enjoy your ghost walking step in step with me

source::::Ships::::::::::::

Its a coded letter June 19.2013 3.04 AM

I have cached the twin snaps

you ask your heart
not me

whilst going to my village
often a mundane affair

I have stopped at many places

probably query was only one

Its a coded letter June 18.2013 2.51 AM

my this English
it may be Greek to you

at this moment
you have gone a threshold
beyond your own apprehensions

you know
bio driven forces
its not simple

implosion or explosion

of what and why

you might have

what you 
may wish

your black horses

the listen to my whispers