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Probably I have written of relevance factor too many times
how it works on the scientific understanding is an ocean of knowledge that may need end less writing and internalizing the complexities of existence
this very factor has been worked upon by Nature itself
The triangle which I explained to anu Dad whilst I was at sirsa is in fact the Pythagoras theorem to solve any question at a point of focus.
I don't think
at this moment
whether there is some practical idea in my hand
ideas are not that is conceptualized by advertising
that is for fascist traits of market economy or free society
I have no where favored a closed concept
Time
it has infinite cardinals
definitions belie each other
science is not that simple
that can be written
in such small words
yes Deepika
you can come to my flat
with any one you prefer
but I do not like the Bollywood people
to the extent I hate the film industry as such
I will not elaborate further
I know karam bhumi equations
even Lord Krishna could not avoid
the marshy swampy landscape
of his existential s
I have renovated it a better
I do not know
the benefit quotient of such visit (s)
or say
I am deliberately hiding the truth factor
and its gradients too
but you can have a time
away from the maddening world
elusive to the teeth possible
I am sure
whilst you shall be with me
No bloody dogs can come near to you
I know their prowess
and the techniques
to neutralize whole hell
around
Story lines move
And
I as usual
lost in oblivion s of find
Most I ask
least I find
I was standing at a place
Gurgaon house of Kiran
I know
Genius brains are misfit every where
I generally have a cig packet
bidi too
I know its health hazard
It was a scene of innovations
self reclusions too
Even driven to walls
made of mirrors
that
hardly afford
too opaque
too stoic
But it makes what sense
to paint
what is not there
There stands a green
its beautiful
isolated too
But I could not find
What I was looking for
Stray dogs
probably they could smell my worth
All of them
struggled hard to find proximity
me a docile delusion ed chap
Every Na non
it looked too irrelevant
I did notice
their female and their fights
of the dominions
one day
a psychiatrist
it was a memory lane only
Dogs are too stinky
they come to your living rooms too
I have faced
ensconced too
You see
It gives hard equations
And
I am poor at all know ledges
Now a day came
Navu was with me
its a subash palace market complex
probably some woods were still fresh
I was still a less throbbed upon
I spent a few hrs with her
I remember those nice moments
As if
Nature forgot to punish me
round the clock
I know
you may not come at all
I have yet to learn
how to live
Dogs are filthy
I do know
its a tough equations
May be
I have hope (s)
yes
no definitions available
and the
stray dogs
कितनी गहरी होंगी
बड़े बड़े
हरे भरे
उन पेड़ों की जड़े
जो अक्सर
तेज हवाओं के
संग झूमते
बदलते मौसम के
हर मिजाज को
बेफिक्र चूमते
शायद कहीं
अंतर की गहरायी
तय करती होगी
कितनी ऊँची हो
आसमान में उड़ान
भीतर की चाह
देती होगी पंख
भरने को ऊँची उड़ान.
yes love
I was continuing my letter
Dad was too innovative at his nerves
in his one living room he made his window too airy and placed a big cot adjoining it to make it a panoramic when idling on the cot and have fresh air too , it gave a vision on his work place
a big hanging fan made of wooden base having a long spread ed coloured cotton cloth and it was hung on the roof on a big log with the help of a rolling pulley , one big rope of fine cotton was tied to the wooden part and it hung loose through the movable pulley , it was that long to enable a person make it swing whilst siting practically at all possible length linear of course.
When Dad deputed me for the job
I used my legs more rather than hands
may be it was too playful
Love
I was telling you of my small days
summer in my village is known for its sharp rise and drop of temperature
I told you my Dad house was on mud only
initially it was a single room with kitchen
then he got it extended with another big rooms for storage
and got erected a platform in front of all the rooms
He was fond of his pet tree an acacia arabica plant along with another sister plant of bushy in content
this was used as a shade for making food in hot and scorching sun
later on he got erected a tan door for catering larger demand way away from the rooms to best suit the hot environs
his house was in an L shape the small wing being the kichen and large being storing rooms
it was east facing
the trees stood in east to west at the end of the arm of L
he used to fetch ice from a nearby town
keep it in husk used as a thermocol
mom made food
mostly on tandoor
a share system at tandoor prevailed during those days
neighbors pooled the fire wood and labor too
it was a gossip point too
he had many big cots as big as you simply can not imagine
four to five were used and put in the front area of house
water was sprayed for making environs cool
mom made "pakki lassi " of milk and ice and sugar
vegetables included onions bringals cucurbetaceae family vize kaddu tori
oil was from the cattle
normal curd and lassi was not available at evening food as temperature had no scope of such facility
I was too small
as little
as you can imagine.
