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Love
Today it should be Saturday with you too.
I was at Panjab university from 1971- 1972 til late 1984 however I joined my office much earlier , I used to be on study leave with the help of genii around me.
But it doesn't mean I got what I was mundanely worthy of and actually put at the exams . Dr Manmohan Singh has not realized that my orders can never be diluted.
hostel life is not a solution but roses are never promised.
I was away from my Dad but carry my Dad at my soul heart brain put together till this moment.
he was not able to come to meet me at hostel as he was supposed to look after a huge family system of tens of peoples .. The number which my Dad supported with his personal and existential efforts is such that even a computer shall report error.
come early
I will show you my Dad place of happenings.
Love
today I am going to write a very disturbing letter.
Meena Kumari the tragedy queen of Hindi Cinema. She still rules the hearts . Even My kiran likes her. My point of reference is not relevant to her success at the silver screen as I feel its the medium of fools only. She imbibed her roles into her physical existential s and fell psychiatric sick of the roles through that sciences which I have yet to touch upon. She felt stifled with the environs of hers as a dejected person as whom she happened to love was only a salesman or say a property dealer of the present day scenario. By a default value of that culture she took to alcohol and never came out of its marshy lands as psychiatry was least known or say recognized during those days.Her tragic end was so painful that she could not afford to take medicine as advanced stage of liver sclerosis needed money. She was not having food to eat. Her relative literally thrown her away like a rotten gunny bag.
the ibid small true/real time episode should be read by all teachers over the world and explained to the students and the stars and the rich too and its pre ad valorium mid and post effects too ( all inclusive ).
yes love
I got interrupted as the letter is really disturbing
ricky was ill performing but navu could absorb the shock at initial stage as she was equally in love with me but later on she was sadistically seduced that resulted into her personal fiasco which got corrected only with the help of friends like kan vaishali but navu doesn't remember such nuances as I earlier wrote to you.
ricky was too naive ! too small to understand what the hell is happening. just like anu when she refused to listen to my logic s and rather declared me the fool on the earth.
one day ricky was goaded upon to fetch me and navu at Oberoi Hotel . Their mom quietly sat in my car. ( Its me who paid every thing but its they who claim every thing. ) '
I got again interrupted as the English is too too beyond its contents /
The year was 1995 or so
Kapal Minhas ( whom I have yet to order to be either killed or his legs broken in such a fashion that he can not walk till he is living. ).
I got again interrupted as science is taking its own shape.
this bastard welcomed me like a wild dog and threatened me of dire consequences if I don't sign on a piece of paper.
ricky has suffered a lot
I am still unable to come off his loss.
he is good healthy and studying at Chandigarh
come
we will go to meet him.
Love
when navu was in her + 11 th and +12 th standard
I have seen the other world of existence
she was besieged by loneliness love less relevance less and stress of studies
probably I could never give her what she deserved the most
one day exams were at its full stream
she was kicking her legs in total chaos
I asked vaishali if her Dad can come to house and help her
he obliged
she stood with best possible marks
she has been meritorious throughout her school carrier
she knows she has forgotten
I really dont wish
to paint the graph
the existence she survived
and I lost everything
Love
Today I got up a little earlier
I am putting me in shape to reach office in time
I have a little plan
I have visited a temple known as something salasar
kiran and Sanjeev accompanied me
Kiran is a super computer of genii nerves love beauty care and warmth
we shared driving
kiran was guiding us
her concern was to reach home at gurgaon in time
we got contacted with her Dad and anu whilst at the temple
the food was good
kiran told Dad felt its nice corner, clean and a little choicy
I talked on cell (not mine -it didnt get responded by any one whom I happen to love ) to anu and probably I did tell you my version of going there as I felt anu might come and love with me if I went there. I did not open my version so open to her. I used a little sophisticated verbatim : I have come because of you only : Kiran was ofcourse hearing this line of as I am too concise at talks. Ofcourse I talk too sweat. (on personal basis only).
come
we shall go there
This letter is to beat the killing monotony with me
I have not much choice with me
Anu is busy with her family . Kiran is in USA. Navu and ricky are gems of their own family system. This ghost flat and me is the harsh reality with me. I will go to village in August. The purpose is to make some papers if its feasible on mundane scale.
I often open the soft ware programming page
probably another maddening reality with me.
you can notice I have not wished anything to you.
Its a cipher letter
Probably I have yet to start writing sciences
When I read news of scientific content
It appears all scientists have studied in my primary school Mirzapur only
I do not get pleased with brains too
suffocated bubbles with broken useless endless thought mechanism
I get jostled at the views
I do appreciate that scientist of USA often shown on discovery channel
who postulated different types of bio tic lives on other planets
but my this letter is not so simple
I have yet to say
love to kiran and anu
absolutely personal meant only for Deepika Padukone No body else
Love
one day I was with navu and ricky at their bal bharti public school annual day. ricky was too small I dont think he can remember this eventful day. but I do know memories are not easily known. A small not that much big lawn is there where students had put their own stalls to make the gathering feel happening at their hearts. Kan and Vaishali did not come to my acquaintanceship till that time. Ricky as usual too playful with small amount of money to have this thing and that thing. Navu asked me to let her know my concentration quotient with the ring and wire play at the show. I tried my best. It was successful and she got a gift of the attempt.
come early
we shall go to that vacant lawn
