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absolutely personal
I am writing to Deepika Padukone only so that she can open her face book and surf to this entry
I remember there had have been hardly a moment when monotony and tough nerves did not hit me hard
I am comfortable at anu house
but suddenly the nuances of her house make me sick and I run away
at manu marriage manu bridegroom stared at me and anu sitting close set and stirred up herself , anu was lost somewhere else but I knew Its the kiran vicious brain that made anu crank. But even then I could not change my appearances. Her Dad was too opportunistic to sidetrack my worth but her mom I told you my university time sweat heart was lost at her fate to find her loved heart got stray in the wilderness. Even then I was not sure why and how could Time shall play its bullshit haughty role
Even now I do not know anything
I received your call and called you back twice but you did not pick up my call then I thought I can enter your name at the call log , you can come and see its there.
Today you again called from some other number but I have yet to enter its yours
love you.
absolutely personal
Love
I was talking of monotony
remaining in thought process of
probably a harsh reality
rest being filth around
one day I was waiting at sukheja house for anu to turn up
she did come
too love full
Now I went to her house
she was circumscribed by her own mom Dad and herself too
I have written a science
No body can decipher
kiran is on line
I dont interact
she lives within me
I have again written a science
No body can decipher again
Love
there were many historic fools and there are contemporary psychiatric cranks too who are the kingpins of every problem around.
historic fools are Mahatma Gandhi Mohammad Ali Jinnah Jawahar Lal Nehru Indira Gandhi Sanjay and Rajiv Gandhi Morarji Desai Charan Singh Dr.Ambedkar Jagjiwan Ram and sons Darbara Singh VP Singh Arjun Singh Yaub Khan Bhutoo and Banajeer Bhutoo and her present hubby Yaya Khan Musharaf
The contemporary psychiatric sick are Kanshi Ram Mayawati Paswan Jayajalitha Lalu Yadav and Yadavs of UP Takla of Tamil Nadu Reddy
Sonia Gandhi the greatest ever crank
I might have not remembered some but I don't think I should write bibliography.
I may use my powers to dethrone these legacies and the powers too.
wait for time
Its an absolutely personal letter directly meant for Deepika Padukone only ( rest of the world shut your mouth brains and eyes put together. )
Love
when Navu was with me. I used to ferry her to her tuition center at Ranibagh ; a colony nearby my flat. Kan who is one of her class mates often accompanied her as her house is some where nearby too. I have been to her house. One day her mom was witnessing me as I left her ( Kan ) at her house. I could not afford to meet them : too closet house. The entrance was too unfit for my psyche. One day Kan Dad met me at a Dushera Holiday. He was carrying some burnt out sticks of the effigy.He was too stoic at his short interaction with me.
Navu as usual a fan of her friends one day said why I wait out side the tuition center.
I then started making two ferries for the purpose.
You remember I was telling you that one day I went to south block and an IAS Director dealing in my case was too busy and I had to wait in his PA room and her pc was tuned to : jo hum nei dastan sunai apni to aap kyo royei.
tell me how do you feel about this smart episodic narration.
I know you will not pick up your phones.
Love
source of crude petroleum is largely owing to algae, diatoms, early plan tum of geological age of earth
it can be done in synthetic fields with the help of genetic engineering
Not much is required
take present day available climatic species
add a genome of high reproductive quotient taken from Escherichia coli
I was talking of monotony
yes its a bullshit killing reality
There is hardly and straight replies
solutions too
Love is one solution
but where its present
Love
I was expecting tonight you will be with me
tomorrow I shall start my journey
it could have been "we"
but I know you are too busy
Anu is waiting for me and you too
I really dont know
why you copy stupid peoples around you
I tell you another science
why we do so
human brain file system is much more complex to a super computer too
the only is the difference in that the machines have artificial energy
our physiological energy has its own parameters of functionality
the ibid stanza is also relevant with other complicated issues of medicine and health care
that Pandora box I shall open later on
if I felt so
this net product creates the relevance factor
unless this relevance is continuously evoked
we simply can not afford
In physiological terminology
say a plant having love another plant
it still produces allelopathy factors
this word is ofcourse available in scientific literature
the complexity is least known
not even to NASA supported scientists
I am not underestimating their worth
but love sciences are not simple
so is love
I dont think
you have started loving me
Love
there is a very old melody : yein andheirei mughei achein lagnei lagein ki saya bhi apna dhikhaei na dein
I don't think any body on earth has ever thought the sciences behind it
In psychiatry its called cocoon effect
you get involved in your hidden hard to run away from the harsh hell around
its an extreme pathetic as well as defence mode of Psyche system of bio units
literally from the non DNA bio units to the highest possible in the eyes of science
Now I tell you another scientific riddle
this very physiological BIO PLASMA of existence bring the kaleidoscopic life to us
YOU can think of any set of environment that can be explained by this mega theorem of science
the brute numeric possessed shall use it as a self righteous science of their own
the possessed shall use it for proliferation of its own culture
the vicious shall use it for penetration of its tentacles
the love bite shall use it for self suicide SELF INCARNATION AND SELF VERSION OF WORLD OF ITS OWN
the literary shall use it for its bestowment
and the like
Have you now understood you have not still come to my flat
and 24th date is known very well to you.
I don't think you can afford to spare time to understand.
