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I was lost into your eyes
but my heart said
do you feel
I am damn dummy with you
I could not say anything
I really wanted to feel
the love
residing hidden
the Antarctica
of my own making
some how
I realized
its better
not to read too much
I remember
Lord is not
what you feel
its simply unpredictable
one day
Arjuna asked
Hei Krishna
why the hell I should fight
what is the necessity
at all
Lord kept quiet
Arjuna asked again
the reply never came
but ibid is not a truth
but my heart asked
hell with your philosophy
what you want to say
tell in clear terms
I know
if I tell what is there
it never accepts
do pay
to the tea boy
at your market
I have deliberately
not paid
Till this event- full day
my heart has never liked sad but romantic songs
one is : jis ko rab ki hei talash usei wahi melei
mughei to bas meirei yaar ki jhalak meilei
its a title song sung by raj kumar of heer ranjha of Indian make ( I have catched the words for the first time - I know there are so many misses )
my heart asks
Darlin
where is my heer
I keep quiet
this time I am too scared of using my scientific know how
but one thing is there
I really don't know
why there is a dynamics of change in my liking
my heart says
you can never understand
its you only
which I have seen
whilst hooked to
the romantic songs
I sometimes see my heart
then my dummy brain
hell stuffed with ultimate sciences of the universe
then my pencil
I really don't know
who is a right choice at this moment
my pencil suddenly whispers
Darlin
every body can ditch you
but I will remain intact with you
my heart opines
is it you have
suddenly come to reside
at my pencil
My heart and me
we never see eye to eye
the crunch and my bio entity
I find a mismatch everywhere
my heart asks
Darlin
can you tell me
whether a day shall ever come
that I can live at least
I hardly know
what to tell it
I politely gather strength
I goad my heart
I really don't know
what a life stand for
but on Monday
I will give you a life
at least for 15 minutes
it says
how
I explain
I will start my car and shall enjoy to reach Bank of Baroda Defence Colony New Delhi with stereo at its best. I shall go to your place but I really don't know whether you will be there or not. I hope you will be there for a few moments. I will ask you something and for such time that job is finished I will have a life.
my heart asks me
Darlin can I laugh at you
I see my heart
and
my deserted but live environs.
My love lady officer BoB defence colony New Delhi
I know a bank officer is handsome paid
probably its not my cup of tea
I have a difficult heart with me
it never gets pleased up
its sees you
your aura
where ever it happens to be
one day
it saw a beautiful girl
her cotton strips
and her looks
it thought
its you
it went to a twist twirly around her
months together I convinced this stupid
my dear its not yours
its some other beauty
and that too
she is mad
with a bloody tapaouria
but the hell bound
dirtiest chap
it never budged
on Monday
I have promised it
I will show
who is your love
nights of my cocoons
ask
where are you
I have searched you
my soul has probably retired
but the search remain intact
is it
I write for the name
probably
that may be true
I have left
to decipher
true and false
together
may be
its too heavy
my nanons
my own makings
some
come to fast
I ask
where you have been
all the way
they ask
instead
where were you been
all the moments
of ours
WHEN YOU WERE TO
U WERE ASKED TO BE CAREFUL
TIME PLAYED ITS ROLE
I DIDN'T FAIL YOU
I KNOW
ITS ULTIMATE PRICE
SOME DESERVE
OTHERS RESILE
BILLIONS EXPLOIT
I WISH
I WILL ENSCONCE YOU
THE OTHER MOMENTS
I know you will never read this article
you hardly know
I am here only
the day I met you
it has become
a yardstick
the lonely moments
the fixed quoient of mine
I have
started
packing my luggage
but I do not know
what is the journey
and least known
the destiny
what to talk of
the place
where I am designed to go
