INFLORESCENCE JUE 17,12 12.43 AM

me and my heart
stolen by the hypo crates


ask me 
at every second


where is my love


I ask instead
at every corner
beauty is there


but darling
you are that beautiful


no one accepts you
a fit guy around


some see your physique
the golden guys
the empty lines
the destiny of
wisdom infinite


the mirage of my love
strikes
as if




my love is just at my hand's distance


while I know


tu kahin bhi nahin hei

LOVE FEELS EXPRESSED ON A WASTE PAPER JUNE 14.12.10.02 PM

A day after
I saw you working
little fingers of thine


I did wonder
why  distant dreams
floated
I remained at work
catching some.


I put my best
but lost in oblivion


I still catch
some of it
oblivion strikes back


I do feel
the lost moments
that make live
some of your moments


Some how you make me understand


how it happened
I lost faith
Wherever I thrive hard


I make sand dunes
Love !! you bestowed
at a factor of chance


It gets blown away


I make a mirage
of your being around


A mirage of love


dew drops
lit large with
the fragrant feels
you gave


I still search
some of them
touching my heart and soul


I do ask myself
why you couldn't afford
a few steps


I take
every eve
to find
Where my love got lost.


written for lady officer of Bank of Baroda Defence Colony New Delhi. India.who handled my case of loan for my flat at Noida.

Humanity gone wrong. June 14.12 . 8.43 PM

Darlin Neha !


In this snap my daughter is seen on left side.


This snap can make me rotate earth at sweet wish of mine.


But I am not inclined to.




reason is simple.


my daughter is standing here.

INVERTED SPRUCE JUN 11.12 .10.49 PM

I have a typing pad
A truth which has the prowess to touch every heart and brain




My heart asks
why the bullshit big words are used for nothin around


I stop a while
see if I am really using what I have said


My heart interrupts again
Do you feel I am damn fool with you


I take a deep breath


and see
if you are 
some where
in the infinite some cosmos


that I can scan


at the sweet wish of mine


time and space stops 
at the touch of my finger


but I really asks my self


where is my heart. 

YES DARLING YOU ARE TOO TOO SWEAT : June,11.12 AM

I really put very heard 

how a person so infinite genius got failed at every point of her happening

Probably humanity  has seen her exteriors only

A person who chooses such auras

for her pen to work

I have no words

that can simply refer to her.

INVERTED SPRUCE JUNE 9.12 . 3.32 AM

Darlin Neha !!


Good Morning !


I have posted a snap of my senior most sweat heart. She is kiran Malhotra. 


but my purpose is not introducing this infinite genius to you.


I joined Punjab univ Chandigarh in 1976. Her mom was with me for two yrs.


but still my purpose is not that of introduction 


one day say about 1.7 yrs back I went to her home with my friend and I came to know this girl is Kiran and she has one sis Anu just like your sis.


Even now I am not introducing any person to you


what happened she got a place at my this bullshit pc by a chance factor and she told me one name 


that name is Shiv Kumar Batalvi


but Darling I am yet to say something to you


I live in my univ days
whilst you clearly directed me to live in present




have a nice time


Love you.

INFLORESCENCE JUNE 8,12 4.17 AM

Neha !!


how r u my darlin.


I am fine here.
yaar mid night jag kei teri nal gal nahin karagei ta hor ki gana meinu ta aunda nahi.




have a nice day
with a truck load of Love.