I AM LEARNING COMPUTING TO FIND YOU

Why

lost era of yours

starts evoking my heart

I ask me

Where are you

my lost oblivions

its

your love

Makes my psyche

Crashes

where you left

wavy ways

Where I breath hard

Till time

Resolve me infinite

You come in my eyes

Where I stare hard

Find me

If its united

I lost shadows

Where you walked

Me to ask

Who I am

Ask you

my live and dead half

Why and where are you

Is it me

Or you

Who is it at all

Written for kiran malhotra (no bloody by standers except anu &neha c.mehta)

FLOWERS OF RAJPATH JULY 6th 11

My staggering soul

it has fallen
in love with you

a time again

where are you
it asks again

the horizons
I have made
ask time again
where are you

showers has come again

it asks
where are my sand houses

you tethered to the pieces
the playful ways you have

I search it again
make the sand
pieces at my hand

some
the sands
thrown away

I search my eyes
where are you

yeah !!
Love defies
the horizons

I have

source and written for kiran and anu

FLOWERS OF RAJPATH 5.7.11 .11.27 AM

When Darwin postulated that its is the female who plays a decisive role in conjugal relationships. At first he was jolted by the critique. Later on he postulated the concept of origin of species through the direct impact of environs , again he was rebuked to the teeth even till date by the crank and ill informed geneticists . Now whilst reading my writings some of them might have changed their views and probably have said that the views need to be analyzed and tested on clinical levels.

But the problem is these bullshit scientists are themselves crank lots nothing else.
the reason is simple : No institute produces a system of multidisciplinary brains.

Now, I was looking at a "morning show" of Farah Hussain who was conversing with sila hussain, Actress. (some Pakistan channel )

The gist I got was that females are ill informed of agility and worth of males.

I tell you if you read and apply my ibid sciences in between the lines the horrible reality shall come to this conclusion:

Its the male who loves whilst the females do not know what love constitutes at large nonetheless knowing of minute nuances of what love really stand for.

In advanced literature, It shall mean that fair sex is purely ill informed entities around. Now read the great Tulsidas adage : shudre, Dhor, Nari : Sab taran kei adhikari.

The reasons of ibid paradoxical truth are as follows :-

- fair sex along with other categories adopt the stealth psycho techniques of Love, Warmth, Affection, coveted behavior, betrayal, cruelty, torture, least privileged, deprived , isolated, righteousness, enlightened, evolved.

Directly inspired by Kiran and Anu Malhotra.

July 4th 11 : Love defined

This time whilst on my Faridkot itiniray I encountered a sikh gentleman, probably the Registrar of Baba Faridkot Univ.

The interesting aspects with this chance encounter are enumerated herein under :-

Chances come to every one in life but only coveted few can realize and actualize the infinite some nuances of the Nature. The problematic triangle of this Nature’s bounty is that this intrinsic capability get hacked by the filthiest persons which make the life as such a distorted version of what, that has been created by the so called Brahama ka sayapa.

There is no ready made remedy/solution except to fight back with vengeance with the surrounding on an endless and ever evolving basis.

Chalo choro

Tel me how are you

Me is a docile and spoilt chap to the last breath.

Have a nice nap at night

Love !!

source : kiran and anu

Inflourescence. 2.7.11 : 12.32 AM

me and my challenges

its intact

Every night
I wake to the tunes of new horizons
to find
as if nothin has changed
hardy as I stand

the mad race of inner half

I hardly know
is it a curse

some of your glimpses

I catch to make my horizons

least defined
riddles of unsavoury nerves

I wake to the tunes of whims

I know
cacti are more beautifull
as I strive to negotiate
the reality
within
without


source : Kiran and Anu ( I wish I could have known hindi of that hi fi order as my sweet heart kiran knows.)

Inflourescence ..29.6.11 .11.30 PM

I have two hearts

The fights never end

So is me

I put my hands

Down and up

Vainful ways

To find you

Near

Around

Somewhere

I can feel

How you chose

The twisty whirls

I possess

Day and nights

Have come together

Ask me infinite

Me and my hearts

How to reply

To whom

For what

I search me

My hearts

You come

As if me

I search

How the giants combine

shrivel me all

Find

How I lost

Why

Where

source : Anu and kiran

INFLOURESCENCE 29.6.11 .8.17 PM

When you were standing

Few of yours

Breath did touch me

I asked a few of them

Some did say me

Why you are going

I did promise

I shall come

The other day

Moments

Shall be our owns

I wake up

A day after

The sun did shine

But my shadows

Shadowed it instead

I could not feel

Why

And how

Where I got lost

In your arms

Or elsewhere

Drifted as I felt

I cached every wave

That shook me

The storms

Of my making

Drifted I still feel

My resilient nerves

Shall never retire

source : kiran and anu