July 4th 11 : Love defined

This time whilst on my Faridkot itiniray I encountered a sikh gentleman, probably the Registrar of Baba Faridkot Univ.

The interesting aspects with this chance encounter are enumerated herein under :-

Chances come to every one in life but only coveted few can realize and actualize the infinite some nuances of the Nature. The problematic triangle of this Nature’s bounty is that this intrinsic capability get hacked by the filthiest persons which make the life as such a distorted version of what, that has been created by the so called Brahama ka sayapa.

There is no ready made remedy/solution except to fight back with vengeance with the surrounding on an endless and ever evolving basis.

Chalo choro

Tel me how are you

Me is a docile and spoilt chap to the last breath.

Have a nice nap at night

Love !!

source : kiran and anu

Inflourescence. 2.7.11 : 12.32 AM

me and my challenges

its intact

Every night
I wake to the tunes of new horizons
to find
as if nothin has changed
hardy as I stand

the mad race of inner half

I hardly know
is it a curse

some of your glimpses

I catch to make my horizons

least defined
riddles of unsavoury nerves

I wake to the tunes of whims

I know
cacti are more beautifull
as I strive to negotiate
the reality
within
without


source : Kiran and Anu ( I wish I could have known hindi of that hi fi order as my sweet heart kiran knows.)

Inflourescence ..29.6.11 .11.30 PM

I have two hearts

The fights never end

So is me

I put my hands

Down and up

Vainful ways

To find you

Near

Around

Somewhere

I can feel

How you chose

The twisty whirls

I possess

Day and nights

Have come together

Ask me infinite

Me and my hearts

How to reply

To whom

For what

I search me

My hearts

You come

As if me

I search

How the giants combine

shrivel me all

Find

How I lost

Why

Where

source : Anu and kiran

INFLOURESCENCE 29.6.11 .8.17 PM

When you were standing

Few of yours

Breath did touch me

I asked a few of them

Some did say me

Why you are going

I did promise

I shall come

The other day

Moments

Shall be our owns

I wake up

A day after

The sun did shine

But my shadows

Shadowed it instead

I could not feel

Why

And how

Where I got lost

In your arms

Or elsewhere

Drifted as I felt

I cached every wave

That shook me

The storms

Of my making

Drifted I still feel

My resilient nerves

Shall never retire

source : kiran and anu

Psychiatry unfolded through love letters

meine to eik bar banaya tha eik hi rishta

har girah pei

gushbei kei bangban

saf nazar

aan reihe hein

meire yaar zulahei

Darlin Anu !!

I am extremely poor at Hindi

Now I will write in that English which shall move this bullishit earth like a boot ball

I tell you an ultimate psychiatric secret :

sex is a damn phenomenon. It has no relationship whatsoever with the live ground reality. But the period of pregnancy between 3-6 months is only lembda factor that triggers all the diseases in humanity as well as all bio-units.

the following gene physiological threshold level factors take place and the intricacies are herein under:-

genes unfold and create a dynamic equilibrium of hormonal feedback mechanism

there happens a gene atmosphere/gene language in every developing cell

the cell under such state literally interact with the psyche of the mother

Now if the psyche of the mom is interrupted/broken/deviated/stressed/confused/bifurcated/hyper-hypo irritable/hallucinated/phobic/maniac / fixative /obsessed / fickle/hysteric/violent/suspicious/aggressive/kiran Bedi style/suppressed=eg muslim moms , black women of African continent/English women style=lack of affection,non caring,hyper-socialite/hyper lonely= approaching melancholia /eating for eating sake type/malnutrition -affected/hyper impulsive =scientists moms/hyper paranoid/Indra Gandhi type=hyper ambitious with least ethics/power obsessive/drug addicted/self righteous ridden eg school teachers,lecturers.professors,bureaucrats,hi fi executives, mother Teresa type, baraham kumari type= obsessed with self driven definitions of spiritualistic facets, Babas types eg Rampdev, sirsa wala baba type/hyper centric type eg Radha swami type moms ; then this is literally translated into the sequences of the basic gene building bio molecules of the child brain and central nervous system.

the result is very simple : the child when gets into the world becomes prone to the marshy whims of genosis for the rest of life.

this also translates the basic concept of so called Iq and Eq.

In cases of working ladies eg kisans/ manual laborers the ibid gene deformities are missing.

psychiatric ailments in ibid cases can be controlled/checked/suppressed but curable .

the remaining psychiatric disorders falls under the development psychiatric aspects. The genes in adults remain active, in other words this process is maneuvered through basic concept of memory proteins and its bio feed back mechanisms. eg general turned dictators, anarchists, rebellious students, petty criminals, terrorists = but here only fraction of terror types are involved and the instinctive terrors comes from the former types eg. Afgan terror groups, All types of delinquencies, sex abuses, heinous crimes like throwing acids on beautiful girls,rape cases, sadistic traits, and all types of sociological driven aspects getting effected through R& D (which I discussed with Kiran and her hubby).

Incidentally the former are much more complex but treatable; the latter are easily understood and paradoxically defy the concept of treatment , in other words these psychiatric persons are normal but having acute intrinsic psychiatric inhibitors which vitiate the live environ on micro to super mega scale of society/global society.

I hope it will be of immense usage for further R&D in Psychiatry

Have a nice time

Do respond

Love !!

LOVE WITHOUT TOPIC 25.6.11 11.07 PM

just now
a few minutes earlier
a smart girl was showing her cell
put on flashed mode

I definitely got all
but Love !! its practically meaningless to me

I went to my dentist Dr.
she probably was too busy somewhere
some people were decorating the ashvamegha yag horse
I got all
but Love !! its again practically meaningless to me

you shall ask
I will reply come soon

chalo tab tak I will write a poem for you

one day I was driving my way to Khadusriram ji in Sekar District of Rajasthan
I went to attend a marriage ceremony of one of my close friend's sis
At night I stayed in a house of his close associate
The people were too affectionate and the room was beautifully decorated
I could not ask the beauty behind that creation
The effort is still fresh at my memory lanes

I saw a man going to the temple whilst crawling like a reptilian member
it was not shocking
As I already new of such devotional aspects at mata vaishnav devi temple

I know the English call it crazy

but Love !!
Love is crazy always

You must have read the letters of former PM of India Nehru to his daughter whilst he served the jail term for participating in independence movement.

Love comes at a profuse cost
some times love itself becomes meaningless

but I will not touch Indian democracy
the reason is simple
it has failed its peoples at large.

Chalo choro aur batao tumara kya hal hei

me is damn lethargic guy

Tomorrow I will be visiting kiran's house

I tel you an interesting facet of our literary wizards

I am sorry I can not write these secrets

I suddenly got encountered with the stupid scientific cranks of communists giants

Now instead I tel you a scientific secret

Secrecy is absolute lethal in scientific world

have a nice time

good night

4.45 AM 26.6.11

I got up early this day
but its not a new thing with me

electronic surveillance and crank red scientists simply pour their bullshit science unhindered : Probably they have forgotten that civil nuclear facilities are as prone to disasters as the implosion of the military nuclear missile system but the problem is the neutral public : this incidentally have always been a biggest casualty in the warfare scenarios

chalo choro

this time when I met you at sirsa
I simply forgot to ask
if you love to have a sonfia pan

I do have sometimes

this time
I will come
but I don't know whether sirsa have this sort of pan over there

I remember a pan wala
probably its on a road towards New Mandi (the one other than your home side one ) : probably Raja pan wala

my memory is not that much strong

but Love !!

don't ever think of

that

bapa ki dunia or cold blooded murderers can snatch you from me

have a nice time

I have taken medicine
probably after time
its effect will be at full stream

but I never keep my words to beautiful way of life styles

I am trying to absorb your psyche
one day I may get a little disciplined

I forgot to write
I am not that jhil ke us par wala romantic bastard

Nor I am damn oldy movies style
Neither Pakiza style

but who I am
its you and you only

I have a flower market at CP
I have never been to this as its timings are too early

when you come at my place
we shall go
I love Magnolias
I shall have a necklace

but I am definitely not hindi movie style bullshit panwala cranks
Infect I simply hate bollywoodians

they are simply khusras around

chalo choro
do tel me have arisen up

I hope you wake up around 6.30 PM

I am so Euphorbia royalana syndrome
I have never talked to you my heart

I hardly know your life style

chalo choro

kiran is there

I am always secured and carefree
with her Magnolian Love

12.49 AM
27.6.11

today you have heard me live
I threadbare discussed the infinite some know how with kiran

I am the ultimate

I challenge any bloody bastard

come and face me direct

No bloody testing business

Have guts to face me live

I am discussing with your bliss around me

the reason is simple

I live in the filthiest environment

have a nice time

good morning cum good night

Love !!!







source : Anu and written for Anu

Slavery redifined through the cast system eye syndrome.

Darlin Anu !!

How are you !!

Probably I am writing you this live love letter for the first time. Definitely you shall ask what is that special compulsive instinctive syndrome that proved this Euphorbia royalana syndrome to go public to that an extent. The reasons are too scientific. Indian cultural history has been distorted by the English to such an extent that Indians are simply considered the religious cranks only. The truth is simply a horrible contrary factuality . We have no data available of our rich past. The enigmatic truth is that carbon dating can not establish the existence of Lord Krishna and his eventful happenings. Well Lord Rama also met the same fait accomplish . I know you saw me calculating the age of that era in my office note sheets. But I could not complete this calculation sheet.

Reason is very simple.

we have not forgotten the slave instinct and that I have definitely touched it in my bapa ki dunia and/or the cold blooded murderers. Today High Court gave a verdict and the press chose such a filthiest way to write that I pity their teachers who taught them English Literature. And of course the judges are just simply another form of Mayawati who has no know how of our great heritage. They hardly know that Manu smriti is not the initial history but a distorted version of slavery. Lord Krishna and Lord Rama belonged to an era of eventful time when casts were just notional to represent the smooth division of labour to obviate the conflict order of society generally seen during the later geological era of European history. Incidentally our land is of the order of 5 billion years back. And Dwarka of Lord Krishna is literally hidden under a deep ocean layer of say 20 meter high near coastal Gujarat.

have a nice time

Do come at the earliest.

Love,